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Post by katye on Nov 20, 2015 22:23:29 GMT
"We all do our time in the hole." I like that analogy. I'm doing mine but trying to find some happiness in it, too., but it's fleeting, to say the least. And if I did, indeed, sign up for this, then I will try to make the best of it
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Post by spindrift on Nov 25, 2015 5:16:33 GMT
it's just not true that all journeys are of the same pain and difficulty. why such competition? i'd rather have an easier gig. as long as we are loving and kind and not coming from ego / competition, every single path is contributing to the greater good. i almost stopped posting in here rather that hear such drivel. but another thread felt more real. and i heard this (i know, their grammar is a bit odd at times; i hear from many different realms): "what we each feel is as of our own resonance and has to do with our own lessons and learning and master training. if we feel as if we are in conflict amongst ourselves, we are giving power to the in-dark of this dualist field of illusions. there is no competition. any giving in to that also provides more power and strength for the in-darks of this subreality illusion."
this felt very important to me. to all of us. i choose not to edit it... i'd never heard that phrase "in-dark(s)" before. i wonder what the nuances of that phrase are. like they were light, like everything is Originally of the Source Light, but they are in the dark for this experiment? love, spin
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Post by jnewman77 on Nov 25, 2015 13:03:50 GMT
I felt a little that way too. It felt to me things turned a little dark. We are a group who fights them. We are light. No competition is correct. We all fight for the same purpose. We are all on the same side. Our paths, demons, battles each our own. As each individual is unique so are our paths. Lets stick together! To hell with them! Literally! LOL!
Wishing you all in the states a wonderful Thanksgiving. I have much to be thankful for. And blessings to all of you where ever you may be in this world. The full moon was especially beautiful this morning. ♥♥♥
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Post by spindrift on Nov 25, 2015 20:43:10 GMT
i just got up, slept on and on, kept going back to sleep, didn't want to wake up. attacks. anyway, i just heard a chat about me and this path. the metatronics grabbed me and someone said, "since it's so overt, the way they just take her and hurt her, why isn't it stopped?"
the answer: "that's why her road is deemed sacrificial."
i asked, so i won't get better?
"no. you will be taken when your work is over."
i know a few others who seem to be being sacrificed too. so that's the difference. a difference. not a duality. just one characteristic of a journey.
i've heard it before, but it's still ... well ... fuck it. a no-hope gig. service only. at least i had some fun along the way, traveling and such. wandering, feeling the earth, loving her. falling in love. being creative. mothering. got to know the world i was going to be sacrificed for.
i guess it's about no expectations ... surrender and surrender and surrender some more. hmm. okay. i'll still be free someday, just not in this body.
so i'll shut up about this. i'm sorry for going on so about it.
Be Peace. all of us. together.
love, spin
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Post by msb on Nov 25, 2015 21:44:41 GMT
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Post by msb on Nov 26, 2015 2:46:56 GMT
Gail,
How/what/where is 5D defined? What is it? Not being disrespectful, by any means. I've an inkling, but words, for me, are useless here. I seem to be somewhat immersed in it, but I couldn't explain it to you. It's like when people ask you how old you are, or what day of the week it is,.... Uh, Jeezopete, um, really?? One is aware of ones body doing the day to day things, yet, ones consciousnes, ones' awareness, a dreamy yet "grounded" "sensibility" (as it were) is so far away and so large and wondrous... Oi, words suck.... It appears to be "grounded" within this "defined" thing called the "high heart". Connected to the buzz of the crown chakra. And upwards. As a physical "response". It's an inward, and outward focus. Oi, is best shut up. It's a challenge to convey to others. Clearly. Love
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Post by dolphin on Nov 26, 2015 18:35:23 GMT
I don't 'get' 5D either but I am 'getting' non-local , or a non-local 'presence' much of the 'time' !
Many time directed things have collapsed for me....I am sure the sun is much higher, in difference to its assumed locality.
At times, I really have to concentrate how to drive the car, traffic etc. I don't have the energy to 'do' but being at being (lol) has many lessons, in many ways. Its nice vibing with birds, nature, wind.
Love to all............
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Post by blueraygirl on Nov 28, 2015 0:22:51 GMT
I so get you spin, that's the path for some of us. We will not have an ascension, as in moving into/living in a 5-d higher dimension in this body. ....we have facilitated THAT for those who came here for it. I think it's been a a big con; team dark have tried to get the forerunners to believe that they are leading the way into a fabulous new way. I feel we are facilitating it, not participating. The expectation of participation, so sweetly fed to us, has stolen our energy, wearied us, and left us dissatisfied with our lives. Let's be honest, who here feels that they look like a great example of living in a new way? Realising that actually helped me to let go of ANY aspirations of having anything like a normal life. I too am grateful for my travelling, relationships, experiences etc. It has been, in parts, a blast! Sainte said recently about some of us going to much higher dimensions, like in the thousands. I feel that too, and I really don't think a body could exist at those dimensions. I agree spin, that we will not be released until the job is completed, and then we will not take our bodies with our consciouness. Agreed, it is not duality; it is beyond that and I think that is why some of us are clearly irritated by certain duality-in-disguise postings and channellings. Duality-based perceptions are so tedious and I feel sometimes like I can't even be bothered to point it out (and then sometimes feel I 'should' because we are all here to grow and share our perceptions.) I am so glad to have connected with some fellow-leavers. I have NEVER before met any of the people who are here for this. And you know it, too! Thank you. Love and Liberation, Gail xxx Gail, what you said in the first paragraph is exactly what I've been thinking for quite some time now. It's a huge con, and to be honest I don't think I've ever really got over it. You've perfectly illustrated exactly my reason for wanting to leave. I simply cannot sacrifice my happiness for friends & family anymore. Screw ascension!!! If nothing's ever gonna get remotely better for me then I'm going home. End of. Not up for discussion. I also don't really have a clue what all this 5D stuff is about if I'm honest. I read things, but lately all words like: energy, transmuting, processing, inner work, etc etc tend to just piss me off immensely. Boring boring boring. Can't wait to leave this place, just gotta get through the Christmas bollocks first... Gonna take a break from this forum for a wee while, it's tedious repeating myself & don't wanna drag anyone else's mood down. Take care y'all. Love & hugs xxx
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Post by sainte on Nov 28, 2015 3:48:23 GMT
take care blueraygirl, that is if you do have a break..
The timelines are really disintergrating today, so people are freaking out, cause timelines they thought they were on were not real timelines, so watch people fall.. I think for us, it will allow our true timeline to stabalise. Stay strong in your core, dont flinch.. Ascension isnt a con, its just a dark mind trip and they are lashing out at everyone now. This final bit was always going to be the hardest to push through..
Ive been pushing off over riding grids and timelines that they keep superimposing on me, the last few days.. I can see them, so they cant hide what they are doing anymore on that level..
When its too much ask your guides and light team to step you back from it all and tell them to deal with it, thats all i have been doing for days. Cause the pressure is pounding in, repeatedly.. A lot of the time for me, just me being aware of what is happening and what they did to us on the way down (from the creation of time and space when we fell) is enough to shift it to the next thing need to deal with.. One step forward two steps back.. You know the drill..
Fight it, beat it, fuck it up.. Stand tall and dont give up!!!!
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Post by spindrift on Nov 28, 2015 4:55:46 GMT
thinking about a new thread about the most bizarre stuff we're going though. like being dead already. like the life-and-death continuum. how we can still be a part of that but seem to be participating. the holographic complexity....
so even though we're being sacrificed.....there are timelines we can jump to if we want to, before we go.
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Post by sainte on Nov 28, 2015 6:20:56 GMT
thinking about a new thread about the most bizarre stuff we're going though. like being dead already. like the life-and-death continuum. how we can still be a part of that but seem to be participating. the holographic complexity.... so even though we're being sacrificed.....there are timelines we can jump to if we want to, before we go. like, everything we hear and have experienced and are afraid to say lest others mock us. Do it girl.. Love you..
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Post by spindrift on Nov 28, 2015 19:45:52 GMT
not sure it's necessary. but this sacrifice / death thing has put me in a low mood. or maybe it's just november, which with december (one has my bday and the other xmas, plus it's the end of the year and winter maybe, i don't know) always has me at my lowest. i was trying for hours this morning to find a way up or out or in or something, and it was so hard. i kept being thrown into these stories that made no sense, with people i didn't know, in different times and places. i wasn't dreaming; i couldn't get back to sleep. it was morning but still dark. and i felt so frightened and sad. not about the stories themselves, just because they wouldn't stop and i was exhausted and couldn't find peace. sort of like i was being tossed and jerked and thrown this way and that, like a rag doll, and couldn't make it stop. finally i found a way inside and to the Field of Highest Potentialities, and i could hold my son there and be in it myself briefly but then i was out again. so i tried to go Up to the Point of Origin, but i couldn't find my way. it was like there was a cap the dark ones had managed to put there again. it was blocking the path through my avatar selves. i was told to find another way, more direct. i went within again and finally felt some peace and went back to sleep. but it had been like three hours of this. i edited out the part about "lest others mock us." i shouldn't have said that. i'm sorry. i'm going a little bonkers. i don't think anyone here would mock. i'm being paranoid. i'm so confused. love you, sainte. love to all spin p.s. went to friends' house for thanksgiving dinner with my son. lots of people there, a few i knew. i did okay, surprisingly. i think i could pick up on others' energies, which were more "up" than mine. i checked with guides to make sure i wasn't feeding on them and they laughed and said i wasn't a psychic vampire, just an empath. it was a tuning in, resonating sort of, and helped me to spend all that time in 3d with all those people. plus my son is my anchor. he didn't really want to be there but went for me and was great. he sits next to me at the table and can gently kick me if i start to get weird, but i didn't. phew!
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Post by jnewman77 on Jan 6, 2016 15:13:24 GMT
I thought this thread may be the best one to post what happened to me last night. During my meditation I was asked to help fight the dark ones by lifting my vibration on and around the planet. I was joined by other true light beings and we created a ring of white light around the planet. It was powerful and we centralized it on certain areas around the globe which held very dark energies and essentially zapped them with this light energetic vibration. It was brighter and more powerful than anything I have ever been part of. About 5-10 min after I was finished and drifting off to sleep I was attacked mentally. At first I thought no big deal, but it kept on for 2 hours. I saw things, my mind was scattered. It was extremely hard to concentrate to fight back. I was fighting to stay out of fear. I was fighting to keep the light with and around me. At times I felt abandoned by the light, like I was all alone in this. I was very tired and all I wanted to do was go to sleep, but I was not being allowed to do that. Everytime I would drift off another mind attack. When I woke up this morning I felt exhausted, weak and sad. Why did it feel like I was left alone to fight the darkness. I don't feel I was completely alone but I felt weakened. I really don't understand what happened. I believe we made them so angry that it was an instant attack on me. Team Dark is making a very strong last stand. Just understand that when we lightworkers do intense work we are a target for them. Has anyone else been under attack? ♥♥♥
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Post by Admin on Jan 6, 2016 15:35:43 GMT
I thought this thread may be the best one to post what happened to me last night. During my meditation I was asked to help fight the dark ones by lifting my vibration on and around the planet. I was joined by other true light beings and we created a ring of white light around the planet. It was powerful and we centralized it on certain areas around the globe which held very dark energies and essentially zapped them with this light energetic vibration. It was brighter and more powerful than anything I have ever been part of. About 5-10 min after I was finished and drifting off to sleep I was attacked mentally. At first I thought no big deal, but it kept on for 2 hours. I saw things, my mind was scattered. It was extremely hard to concentrate to fight back. I was fighting to stay out of fear. I was fighting to keep the light with and around me. At times I felt abandoned by the light, like I was all alone in this. I was very tired and all I wanted to do was go to sleep, but I was not being allowed to do that. Everytime I would drift off another mind attack. When I woke up this morning I felt exhausted, weak and sad. Why did it feel like I was left alone to fight the darkness. I don't feel I was completely alone but I felt weakened. I really don't understand what happened. I believe we made them so angry that it was an instant attack on me. Team Dark is making a very strong last stand. Just understand that when we lightworkers do intense work we are a target for them. Has anyone else been under attack? ♥♥♥ My Ascension symptoms have stayed intense the last few days, and since last night I have felt depressed and pessimistic about Ascension and a lot of things in my life. I've been feeling worse than I have in a long time. I didn't know why until I read your post. I realize now that I may have fallen under the attack you mentioned. I have been wide awake the last few hours, and I feel exhausted and sad. Tom
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Post by jnewman77 on Jan 6, 2016 15:47:23 GMT
Tom, It has been a difficult time. You may be under a gradual attack where they slowly ease the darkness and dark thoughts around you. Have you done a mental cleansing/scan or shield recently? That helps me. We have to stay strong and true. I believe we will get through this. ♥♥♥
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