softrevas
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Post by softrevas on May 17, 2015 9:41:55 GMT
I love the smell of chicken but if I try to eat it....*sigh* I get sick. My inner voice is very strong, and it's not an energy leak. I really am just doing a lot of energy work especially at night while I sleep. It seems amazing to me also, but it explains how I've gotten so far in this 3 year process while others who have been going on for a lot longer seem somewhat behind. (I know there is no true ahead and behind in this ) Maybe it's because of my unique setup. Most people have jobs and such while I've been put in a position in which I'm unemployed and being well taken cared of. So I have all, literally all my time to work with Kundalini and the Ascension process. I guess that explains the speed and intensity.
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Post by sainte on May 17, 2015 9:55:05 GMT
glad you are well taken care of, most of us havent been able work through this, its too exhausting and borderline impossible to hold down a 9 to 5 at the same time.
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Post by softrevas on May 17, 2015 10:04:51 GMT
glad you are well taken care of, most of us havent been able work through this, its too exhausting and borderline impossible to hold down a 9 to 5 at the same time. I remember when I was working after my spontaneous awakening. I would get panic attacks on the bus and had to get off and calm down for a bit before catching another bus. My island is small and most people know each other and I'm sure they found it strange that I would get off at random places and just sit on bus stops. People love to gossip here. Lol. Also during that time I became very sensitive to radio transmitting devices. WiFi/Cell phones etc... and there was a router in my office. I had the most terrible experiences of head pains in my office and that time, and worse I had no idea what was causing it. Luckily I left that job to enroll in university, but twist of fate and my course was cancelled even after I had attended induction week with my friends. Anyway what I mean is I can understand what you're going through more or less and I sympathize with you. Everything has a reason and maybe things will turn around for you if they need to. Best wishes.
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Post by mattchoo63 on May 17, 2015 18:48:46 GMT
Just joined this forum after searching for 2015 ascension symptoms. I have been going out of my head lately and have no one to relate any of my experiences to. My two best friends who were my only metaphysical compatriots both passed away in the last 5 years - they were the only ones I could talk to about this sort of stuff.
Physical experiences: I've contracted pneumonia five times since summer 2012. The last episode was the longest and most intense and I'm still not over it – I've been coughing non-stop since Jan. 22 of this year. Multiple rounds of antibiotics have not resolved the cough or breathing difficulties, but have trashed my gut and given me very bad diarrhea. Have had chest CT scans, a bronchoscopy and lung culture - everything checks out as normal. Then 3 weeks ago I got REALLY sick with fever, delirium, complete loss of appetite, loss of sense of taste, extreme fatigue, night sweats, lethargy and depression. I feel like I'm losing my vision – very hard to focus on anything for long. Since then the major physical symptoms have eased up but I've not felt normal since.
I now have ZERO tolerance for anything… everything and almost everybody is a source of extreme irritation to me that I feel on the verge of violence or insanity. I drive only when absolutely necessary because I have no patience for anyone else sharing the road. I avoid interactions with people as much as possible – banal small talk is intolerable to me. I can't find meaning or fulfillment in anything any more – work, food, sex, relationships, reading, the internet. Things I used to do to distract myself are now pointless (TV, video games, social media). I can't meditate, can't connect to anything. My ability to process language is unstable and erratic. Part of my job is to write and it's becoming increasingly difficult to do so. Simple decisions are excruciating. I'm very apprehensive about the future, my ability to continue working and to support myself. I'm losing my grasp on reality and part of me is completely unconcerned. I know I'm going through a major transition but have no ability to understand what's happening or what to do about it.
I'm sort of looking for answers but don't expect any – mostly I just needed to vent. There's a part of me that knows everything will be OK and I will not explode in violence or implode in self-destruction. But I can't be 100% sure.
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Post by Admin on May 17, 2015 19:10:06 GMT
Hi mattchoo63 - How much do you know about the Ascension process and Ascension symptoms? Have you been able to find much information about Ascension on other websites?
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Post by chrysalis on May 17, 2015 19:12:43 GMT
Welcome Mattchoo63,
I cannot relate to all of what you describe. I must tell you though, the first thing that hit me, that I definitely got, was the effects of antibiotics. I was bit last year by a feral cat (my fault, not hers) and did take antibiotics for it. I was slammed with horrible nausea and instead of throwing up, came out the other end. So of course I was a bit weak as well. I went to my local Herb Store, and was recommended a chinese remedy in a bottle called curing pills. They also recommended kombucha or even 7up which I wasn't thrilled about. I did try the curing pills and within a day and a half, my toilet troubles went away as well as the majority of the nausea. The nausea is an ongoing Ascension symptom for me so I've had to learn to live with it. Sometimes I'll take the curing pills for a day and it will help, but most of the time I forget to take them. I also drank 8oz of kombucha daily for a few weeks to help build up my stomach again.
I can relate to the tv thing and games on a smaller level. I'm definitely a LOT more picky about what I will watch, and am quite aware of the message that it being sent across from the movie which I will negate as accepting as part of my reality. I do still play some games but am becoming more and more annoyed with them (I've already quit a few I used to play). It's a falling-away process for me instead of "all at once".
Focus, reading, even driving, yes I relate. I wrote about it elsewhere here, where I takes me sometimes days to finish reading an article (not a book, an article). I used to have great vocab and doing numbers in my head was a breeze, but now I have to use spell check all the time and I have to use a calculator at least 3 times because sometimes I'll invert the numbers! And my fingers get dyslexic as well. Simple words even spelled correctly look weird and foreign to me at times. I miss being able to read books. I'll go back to where I thought I left off only to groan because I can't remember having read the paragraph so I'll go back even a page and still not really remember having read it.
You're in good company here. Welcome.
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Post by katye on May 17, 2015 19:33:52 GMT
Yup, except for the physical ailments I can relate. Everything bores me, all "friends" have dropped away. I don't enjoy doing anything any more but hanging out by myself and I find the sounds of nature to be intoxicating(my backyard is a metro park). Food holds no interest to me and I haven't had a meal in ages; I graze only. I think , mattchoo63" is that you are detoxing and purging. A few years ago I went through a period of crying uncontrollably which I think was my detoxing period. We all go thru different things while learning to ascend. I learned a meditation technique taught by an Ishaya monk, called Ascension, which has helped tremendously. I'm more stable now, thankfully, but it was a tough time. I'm still uncomfortable physically but that only forces me to be kinder to myself and indulge myself with quiet solitude til I'm better able to deal with this process.
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Post by mattchoo63 on May 17, 2015 19:41:57 GMT
Thanks for the replies. How much do I know about the Ascension process? I know everything I've read and watched over the past twenty or so years… and yet I feel like I don't know the first thing about it. Up until now it's been totally theoretical. Now it's a reality that I'm living, but because it's all new to me I don't have much context for it.
I've been a follower of Kryon (Lee Carroll), Tom Kenyon and Crimson Circle (Geoff Hoppe) for many years, plus a few others that have since fallen by the wayside (Pepper Lewis comes to mind – I miss her). I remember reading Seth Speaks and other books in the early 1980s when I first got involved in metaphysics and what we called "New Age" back then. I lived in Sedona for two years, leaving to move back east on the day of the Harmonic Convergence (not intentionally, it just happened that way).
Chrysalis - thanks for sharing. Funny you mention Kombucha - I just had some home-brewed yesterday. Have been swallowing probiotics continually since last fall to try and counter the destructive effects of the antibiotics. I'm curious what is in the "curing pills" - do you know? I would love to find someone who is an expert in Ayurvedic or Chinese herbs in my local area. Have tried lots of things suggested by others but I feel it's sort of shooting in the dark. Salt room treatments, immune system boosters, essential oils, home remedies and teas – haven't improved with any of them.
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Post by chrysalis on May 17, 2015 20:49:43 GMT
Now I know why I replied Glad you know about kombucha. Well, as far as the curing pills go, if you search for it on amazon, they have a picture of the ingredients on the bottle. I'm not familiar with chinese herbs and such, all I know is that it helps me. I also forgot to mention that I drank a blended tea from my Herb Store (it's actually called "The Herb Store"). The owner makes organic loose teas. I think it has ginger, chamomile and a couple other things in it. That also helps me although I don't much like the taste of it. The people who work there really know their stuff. Recently I had a tooth ache from jaw clenching (another ascension thing I believe) as well as emotional stuff. I got a homeopathic remedy as well as a tincture of spilanthes. I'd never heard of it before. I took 2 doses that day, as well as dabbing the tooth with a spilanthes soaked swab. The next day it was normal again. This jaw/face muscle tightening thing seems to be the latest thing for me. Any new symptom, I keep following my guidance... if it tells me I need to go to the Herb Store, I do. If I need to do internal stuff or journal, I do. It seems to work. If any of this helps another, that's why I share. If not, I hope you are able to find some relief soon.
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Post by jenny on May 17, 2015 22:15:55 GMT
Thanks for the replies. How much do I know about the Ascension process? I know everything I've read and watched over the past twenty or so years… and yet I feel like I don't know the first thing about it. Up until now it's been totally theoretical. Now it's a reality that I'm living, but because it's all new to me I don't have much context for it. I've been a follower of Kryon (Lee Carroll), Tom Kenyon and Crimson Circle (Geoff Hoppe) for many years, plus a few others that have since fallen by the wayside (Pepper Lewis comes to mind – I miss her). I remember reading Seth Speaks and other books in the early 1980s when I first got involved in metaphysics and what we called "New Age" back then. I lived in Sedona for two years, leaving to move back east on the day of the Harmonic Convergence (not intentionally, it just happened that way). Chrysalis - thanks for sharing. Funny you mention Kombucha - I just had some home-brewed yesterday. Have been swallowing probiotics continually since last fall to try and counter the destructive effects of the antibiotics. I'm curious what is in the "curing pills" - do you know? I would love to find someone who is an expert in Ayurvedic or Chinese herbs in my local area. Have tried lots of things suggested by others but I feel it's sort of shooting in the dark. Salt room treatments, immune system boosters, essential oils, home remedies and teas – haven't improved with any of them.
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Post by jenny on May 17, 2015 23:12:48 GMT
Hi, I read your post with great interest and understand fully how disruptive the effects of the said Ascention symptoms can disrupt the body, mind and emotions so severely. Although I have not experienced some of your symptoms, I have had some of which are similar and more recent ones that have been far more intense over the last 5 months. Some "Tools" I used in the past in my old frequency i.e vits, herbs and alternative medicines were a great support and helped tremendously, yet since 2011 after further research I found other techniques/therapies that are now far more effective in the new frequency of which you may wish to research/try. I was truly blessed to find in my home town an EFT Master practitioner, EFT can be used at any time to shift the level of consciousness and overcome severe symptoms. You can download the manual on any of the designated web sites and You Tube. Next is acupressure P6 'wrist' point for aprox 2 mins to help subdue nausea and digestive pain/discomfort, again technique on the web. Finally, one other thing I use daily is 'sound therapy' or harmonics. These frequencies harmonise and balance the bodies vital energy centres to effect Healing of the mind and body and specific medical conditions - I follow these people, Thomas Nordwest NRT (full list of diseases and effective frequencies on his web site) and Solfeggio Frequencies by artists such as Anima etc. Re; antibiotics, perhaps you would like to research Colloidal/Silver - I make my own and use this daily as an ongoing immune booster. I understand that this is banned in some countries but on the web there are plenty of YouTube sites showing how to make it yourself. I am sure you will find the right therapy/support that will help you a great deal in you difficult times. Take care.
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Post by dolphin on May 18, 2015 3:08:35 GMT
Hi all,
My bit (lol) - bite like Itching.... on the trunk of the body. Very tired but don't sleep well and then other times sleeping well, only to be still tired and more, same-old of this world just driving me nuts!! Thing is the other morning I felt I had somehow got something, the I/we are visiting HERE, earth, consciousness and that sleep isn't a requirement per say,,,, we just learnt that logic. Rather weird, all back-to-front and that the place we want, is outside of our bodies. Maybe some of you get this. As I say we seem to have a back-to-front consciousness; it doesn't make a lot of sense, then again maybe it does!!!?? Then whilst walking the dog, I felt I really looking through 5D. It was a late sunny afternoon and there where streams and streams of cobweb strands floating TOWARDS the sun. They almost felt like 'beings'. I thought 'oh, we are here'. Something in consciousness or brain is blocking and also collapsing. As I write this I feel the energy going in and out, up & down according to where I am. n.b. this is weird, but it is the 2nd time today that this has occurred.
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Post by dolphin on May 18, 2015 3:10:32 GMT
Hi all,
My bit (lol) - bite like Itching.... on the trunk of the body. Very tired but don't sleep well and then other times sleeping well, only to be still tired and more, same-old of this world just driving me nuts!! Thing is the other morning I felt I had somehow got something, the I/we are visiting HERE, earth, consciousness and that sleep isn't a requirement per say,,,, we just learnt that logic. Rather weird, all back-to-front and that the place we want, is outside of our bodies. Maybe some of you get this. As I say we seem to have a back-to-front consciousness; it doesn't make a lot of sense, then again maybe it does!!!?? Then whilst walking the dog, I felt I really looking through 5D. It was a late sunny afternoon and there where streams and streams of cobweb strands floating TOWARDS the sun. They almost felt like 'beings'. I thought 'oh, we are here'. Something in consciousness or brain is blocking and also collapsing. As I write this I feel the energy going in and out, up & down according to where I am. n.b. this is weird, but it is the 2nd time today that this has occurred.
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Post by oso on May 18, 2015 13:08:34 GMT
Hi all, My bit (lol) - bite like Itching.... on the trunk of the body. Very tired but don't sleep well and then other times sleeping well, only to be still tired and more, same-old of this world just driving me nuts!! Thing is the other morning I felt I had somehow got something, the I/we are visiting HERE, earth, consciousness and that sleep isn't a requirement per say,,,, we just learnt that logic. Rather weird, all back-to-front and that the place we want, is outside of our bodies. Maybe some of you get this. As I say we seem to have a back-to-front consciousness; it doesn't make a lot of sense, then again maybe it does!!!?? Then whilst walking the dog, I felt I really looking through 5D. It was a late sunny afternoon and there where streams and streams of cobweb strands floating TOWARDS the sun. They almost felt like 'beings'. I thought 'oh, we are here'. Something in consciousness or brain is blocking and also collapsing. As I write this I feel the energy going in and out, up & down according to where I am. n.b. this is weird, but it is the 2nd time today that this has occurred. I know what you mean. I went out the other evening and everything looked like it was crystal clear and kinda like 3d popping out at me but even more so. Brilliant colors too. It was really cool
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Post by francesb on May 19, 2015 11:04:09 GMT
One other symptom, or feeling rather that I have had recently is "time" and how quickly it moves. Sometimes it feels like time doesn't even exist it moves so quickly. Days, weeks, months just blend and blur. I read/listened to an article by Jim Self about time not speeding up, but actually compressing and becoming less. I can feel this happening. Would appreciate anyone else's take on "time". Greetings Jnewman77! I wrote about this under the heading Multidimensional Consciousness I believe. Basically I feel like I'm moving So Slow all the time, that I "get going" a couple hours later than I ever used to. Even if I happen to wake up/get up a couple hours earlier, I still feel like I'm "behind". Luckily I don't work at this point, and somehow the appointments I have I make it to them "on time". My days go like this: wake up, look up and it's mid morning; look up it's lunch; already it's time to do dishes/feed the cats, because before I know it it's time for my "wind down for the evening before going to bed" time. I'm doing my best not to worry too much about it. It's a bit annoying, but it's really forcing me to pick and choose what to do during the day as I can't do everything I used to do. It's like it would take 2 days to do what I used to do in 1 day. Odd, I only just thought of that. I've gotten in the habit years ago of writing down everything I do during the day in my date book. It comes in handy when talking with my parents on a weekly basis, as for the most part I haven't a clue when they ask "how was your week?" And I'm like, "Um, give me a sec" and I look at the date book. It's kind of funny. My Mom is experiencing it as well, although I'm not sure she realizes it's part of this whole process we're going through. Maybe if I remember to one of these times, I'll bring it to her attention I feel for those of you who have to contend with a 9-5 (or more) job. I look forward to a space when we are not in a "rush" to go anywhere anymore, can just be who we are, be with the earth, with lightness and no more unaware others around. Cannot wait to shove the artificial construct of the 9-5 and time structure off.
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