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Post by rob on Dec 3, 2016 15:18:39 GMT
As a newbie here I am so glad to find other people with similar symptoms! I was more involved with New Age spirituality many years ago but the last 10 years has been one major trauma after another and I got progressively disillusioned. I attached no importance to 2012 but now I look back I can see that a real "dark night of the soul" started soon after and lasted till a few months ago. I am in a better space now but still feeling fragile so it will be very helpful to read of all your experiences. I've gone back to doing Reiki on myself and it does help. I had thought that I must be a failure to still have so much illness after more than 20 years but I see there are others who have also been in this process for decades too. Can anybody tell me what the end result will be? Or how it might help the dreadful situations on this planet? Or should I ask that in different thread? I'm 60 and easily baffled by websites, even without the Ascension ( or M.E. as I thought it was all these years!) Rob
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Post by dolphin on Dec 3, 2016 19:34:26 GMT
As a newbie here I am so glad to find other people with similar symptoms! I was more involved with New Age spirituality many years ago but the last 10 years has been one major trauma after another and I got progressively disillusioned. I attached no importance to 2012 but now I look back I can see that a real "dark night of the soul" started soon after and lasted till a few months ago. I am in a better space now but still feeling fragile so it will be very helpful to read of all your experiences. I've gone back to doing Reiki on myself and it does help. I had thought that I must be a failure to still have so much illness after more than 20 years but I see there are others who have also been in this process for decades too. Can anybody tell me what the end result will be? Or how it might help the dreadful situations on this planet? Or should I ask that in different thread? I'm 60 and easily baffled by websites, even without the Ascension ( or M.E. as I thought it was all these years!) Rob Hi & Welcome Rob.
in all ways you've just got to do-the- BE, do/be yourself in every way it seems 'fit' to you without confusing/prosecuting Your Way, Your Beingness. You are energy Being 'refined' over & over.
The 'ego' & pain-body will bully you, craze you, do everything its ever known. There is no result but your perceptions do/will/shall change to emptiness...then a quiet joy, in simplicity of Being.....merely Energy!! (NOT MATTER)
The 'dreadful situations' are DISTRACTION pulled away from yourself. So even if you feel very concerned, passionate or whatever.... don't be. Its maya, illusions from both your personal/collective self working at the films-of- a 'said', reality. Change the viewing platform! Dis-engage!
www.alunajoy.com/2016-november-29.html
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Post by rob on Dec 4, 2016 13:52:10 GMT
Well, if it comes to that then this body is Maya too but it still feels suffering, so I prefer to extend compassion and help where I can to all those other illusions out there! Maybe that is not the right thing to say here, but it is how I am just now. I can't do much but I knit blankets for refugees and lately I've been sending Reiki too ☺
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Post by sainte on Dec 12, 2016 1:06:31 GMT
The last few weeks have been so intense, breaking through these frequencies and old world energies, grids.. Jesus.. Have hardly been able to function at times.. How is everyone else feeling with it? It's coming online, the new, though.. Stargates, star lines, new realities.. All the old worlds are crashing out. By the 1/1/1 there won't be any old worlds on earth, just all the new ones.. So people will either be on the new ones, or not. Humanity will fall deep into the ascension process we are coming out of..
Let the new begin,,
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Post by sainte on Dec 17, 2016 1:07:21 GMT
It's been wild again these energies.. For me the last two days have been me coming back into my body, with all the new parts locking in and grounding, so it's felt a bit more lighter..
Hope everyone else is feeling the reconnection.
Much love..xx
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Post by jnewman77 on Dec 19, 2016 13:25:36 GMT
I felt the reconnection yesterday. I felt so peaceful, happy. A feeling I haven't felt in a very long time. Maybe since I was a child. I feel it today as well. All is well on this beautiful planet earth.
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Post by dolphin on Dec 28, 2016 18:54:18 GMT
I've felt like the odd-ball in ascension energies. Thus so far, what I'm reading & have read to the 2017 hasn't tallied up at all for me. I wondered what it was I was missing, doing wrong or other. I groaned with my old stuff reappearing, sifting through it again and again. A close friend went into hospital suddenly and on same day diagnosed not with 1 but 2 brain tumours. He does not deserve this. I feel utterly devastated, shocked and exhausted.
I asked 'god' to take me instead. I've been sending out shit loads of healing. We talk to each other through spirit. Its painful.
His physical presence is a gift in my life & also in spirit and will be forever.
All this feels like ending of endings with ancient old-shit (pain)to work with - still.
And yes, I have been aware & seeing many more souls, the 'new' planetary energies but I just don't feel that different to it.
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Post by sainte on Dec 29, 2016 0:39:50 GMT
I've felt like the odd-ball in ascension energies. Thus so far, what I'm reading & have read to the 2017 hasn't tallied up at all for me. I wondered what it was I was missing, doing wrong or other. I groaned with my old stuff reappearing, sifting through it again and again. A close friend went into hospital suddenly and on same day diagnosed not with 1 but 2 brain tumours. He does not deserve this. I feel utterly devastated, shocked and exhausted. I asked 'god' to take me instead. I've been sending out shit loads of healing. We talk to each other through spirit. Its painful. His physical presence is a gift in my life & also in spirit and will be forever. All this feels like ending of endings with ancient old-shit (pain)to work with - still. And yes, I have been aware & seeing many more souls, the 'new' planetary energies but I just don't feel that different to it. Don't lose sight of the finish line.. Its a lot to let go of, the old.. It's been such a strong passage filled with major anxiety.. Are we going to be free? Have we fooled ourselves into thinking we are about to free, part of the first wave? All things running through my mind.. This break off has been brutal. That pull of duality, freedom, bondage.. Are we worthy? we are in the on passage.. So the shifts are getting bigger and stronger, with the anxiety flipping up and down with each shift.. stay focused.. Look straight ahead.. We can make it.. much love,xx
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Post by dolphin on Dec 29, 2016 4:02:16 GMT
Cheers Sainte.
The empathic in me is extraordinary mega-sensitive.
These last few days feel like months; the 1-1-1 sooooo far off. Nevertheless looking forward to it.
xx
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Post by sainte on Dec 29, 2016 5:39:23 GMT
Cheers Sainte. The empathic in me is extraordinary mega-sensitive. These last few days feel like months; the 1-1-1 sooooo far off. Nevertheless looking forward to it. xx It's been a fucking shit month. The last bit was always going to be the hardest.xx
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Post by jnewman77 on Dec 29, 2016 13:28:14 GMT
During meditation last night I created a space for what ever message was to come as I usually do. This space turned into a swirling bowl of people and earth, like a toilet. They were being "flushed" down and away. The words that were shown to me in capitol letters were THE FALL. This vision made me cry. Tears streaming as I realized these are the people who have made their choice. They chose to stay with the old world and old ways. My heart hurt watching this. Now is the time of choice. We all must choose if we have not already. No more sitting on the fence being undecided.
Dolphin, the news of your friend is sad. I'm sorry. The last energies have been a shit storm of all sorts of things. I had a dream last night that I was being left by all my loved ones. I was completely alone and they didn't care. I was so sad and wanted to cry. Maybe the ending of 2016 is to remind us, we have to do this alone. It is our own journey and that can be lonely and sad if we chose it to be. We are supported but ultimately we are alone in this very personal ascension.
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Post by jnewman77 on Dec 29, 2016 18:44:56 GMT
I also wanted to add that I have been suffering physical pain in my shoulders and neck this week. It feels like someone is standing on my shoulders. I've tried rubbing them out, stretching, nothing seems to be helping. Not sure if this even means anything but its unrelenting.
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Post by dolphin on Dec 29, 2016 23:38:22 GMT
I also wanted to add that I have been suffering physical pain in my shoulders and neck this week. It feels like someone is standing on my shoulders. I've tried rubbing them out, stretching, nothing seems to be helping. Not sure if this even means anything but its unrelenting. I went through this process pre- my friends news. ITs the 'yoke' /bondage/human-slavery thing coming off , I thought. My daughter has it to.
Thank you S and JN for your loving support.
I have shed a lot of tears from sadness and love - cathartic.
As prior mentioned I've been sending out reiki healing. Over the days n' nights...what came through was enlightening which I would like to share.
After the tears, it dawned on me that the diagnosis did not have to be fatal. Even though, there are numerous more tumours and it seems very hopeless.
I broke through a 'veil' and saw light/silvery beings surrounding him and working on all levels (or dimensions) of his spirit body. They (the beings) are holding his space.
It felt like a walk-in....spiritual & soul surgery.
They inform me, (down here earth...) it will seem like (at appearances) normal surgical intervention which happens tomorrow.
for my part I do not see 'death'... or feel it as such that there is a passing as was 'it' in old-time, I usually have strong hunches when a person was going to the light, as it was with my dad.
This can only suggest we are really 'are' completed at ascension .
I am informed we have made advancements in healing: quantum healing.
I know my friend has released a lot of suppressed stuff: he has other light human workers with him guiding his earthly interests.
I feel happier, and at ease having these 'silver' beings about.
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Post by jnewman77 on Dec 30, 2016 13:17:03 GMT
That is wonderful he has all those beings working with and on him. What a beautiful image. Things are definitely different. My meditations have been extremely emotional and positive. This morning I was shown again the new earth, glowing and beautiful and the old earth falling away, dark and dreary. I was told to let it go. Don't look at it, think about it and let go of all attachments so I can be fully on new earth/dimension. Letting go has been hard for me. It makes me sad and frustrated at the same time. Why would any soul choose to stay there? I understand we have all made our choices for our own reasons. I am ready to let it go once and for all.
dolphin, keep us posted on your friend.
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Post by dolphin on Jan 2, 2017 7:12:32 GMT
That is wonderful he has all those beings working with and on him. What a beautiful image. Things are definitely different. My meditations have been extremely emotional and positive. This morning I was shown again the new earth, glowing and beautiful and the old earth falling away, dark and dreary. I was told to let it go. Don't look at it, think about it and let go of all attachments so I can be fully on new earth/dimension. Letting go has been hard for me. It makes me sad and frustrated at the same time. Why would any soul choose to stay there? I understand we have all made our choices for our own reasons. I am ready to let it go once and for all. dolphin, keep us posted on your friend. 'T' has had operation and came through it well - communicating well but with limited movement but improving there.
More scans to see progress as the main tumour is difficult to access.
There is awesome love with him/about.
xx
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