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Post by Admin on May 14, 2015 15:12:49 GMT
:'(I have many of the symptoms others describe for sure but one I don't hear many mention is itching! Especially at night. I will awaken sometimes to myself actually scratching an area raw. Does anyone else do this? All the time. Over the last few years I've had a lot of strange itching on my arms and legs. I usually scratch these itches a long time, then the area looks like it's badly bruised though there is no pain or soreness. I've also gotten really intense itching on my ankles at times.
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Post by pellucidar on May 14, 2015 16:59:11 GMT
If you have "the itch" then it means that you are clearing miasms. The itch is generally caused by the miasm called psora. www.homeoint.org/books5/clarkehomeo/doctrine.htmI had a large circular patch on my lower left leg a few years ago, itched like ****ery, but it did eventually clear up, currently have a new patch on my right ear. I know that some people can have huge amounts of their skin covered in eczema, psoriasis, etc. If you are clearing miasms then you should not be too far from finishing your self healing.
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Post by aquariann on May 14, 2015 22:23:28 GMT
I remembered something about the light flashes and vision problems - I used to get something similar before the onset of a migraine headache. It turns out that you can have that without getting the headache too: www.allaboutvision.com/conditions/ocular-migraine.htm
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Post by pauls on May 14, 2015 23:12:13 GMT
Three years back, I was beset by a bizarre collection of seemingly unrelated symptoms, dreams and compulsions I could not explain. Frightened, befuddled and desperate, I typed the list of symptoms into a search engine. Up pops a page called "Ascension Symptoms". You cannot imagine my relief. It changed my life. Now, the hardest part for me is the "between times" when nothing is happening and I begin to fear I have been cut from the list, fear I did not make the team, fear I have been "left behind". Then something else comes along and I almost welcome the new agony. During the recent April alignments, eclipse and blood moon, I was so knocked down and out, racked with coughing and spitting up buckets of the foulest smelling mucus, I collapsed. My wife phoned an ambulance. The doctors at the hospital called it a virus, but I truly believe it was a "release" of some sort, for afterwards I felt particularly new and clean. Has anyone experienced such a thing?
Anyway, what I have learned is when things are particularly bad, I put all my focus on love - consciously loving everyone. I sit quietly and try to send out love to every person in every corner of the globe, bathing everyone and everything in love. This works wonders and miracles for me. I encourage you all to give it a try.
Thanks!
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Post by chrysalis on May 14, 2015 23:24:12 GMT
Hi Pauls, I hope you include yourself in that list of "sending out love to everyone"
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Post by katye on May 14, 2015 23:51:19 GMT
Sending love to those who seem to be causing me angst does work wonders! The hard part is stopping the angst long enough to to realize that sending love is way more productive. Thanks for reminding me. I've been fortunate during this process not to have any serious medical conditions although, physically, I am very uncomfortable, very heavy feeling; the Ishaya monk I studied with referred to it as "being grounded." I went through an intense "purging" a few years ago with inexplicable and barely controllable crying that left me drained but lighter. I think crying is a form of release., too, and I think there are as many forms of release as there are lost souls.
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Post by moezy on May 15, 2015 0:13:15 GMT
Thank you for the miasma information, Pellucidar! Katye, I also went through a horrible, dark time years ago where I was screaming & crying & repeating over and over that I just wanted to "go home". Now I hardly cry, which I don't know if that is good or not. I get emotional & teary but like more balanced I guess.
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Post by katye on May 15, 2015 0:44:15 GMT
Omg that is exactly what I kept saying during my crying jags! That I wanted to go home. I had no idea why this was coming out of my mouth. I thought I was going crazy.. I do cry on occasion now but nothing like I used to, sitting at a traffic light and bam! Barely made it home to let it ride out. The funny thing about those times, too, was that everything was going well in my life but I would wake up scared in the morning with the feeling that the proverbial other shoe was going to drop. Also, while I'm still rambling , while I was typing the previous post, I was thinking to myself that I might allow myself to cry a little more often because it really is a release. Thank you, moezy, and might I add that nothing is really good or bad, but "thinking" makes it so. So go have yourself a good cry if it floats your boat!
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Post by moezy on May 15, 2015 0:46:51 GMT
:'(I have many of the symptoms others describe for sure but one I don't hear many mention is itching! Especially at night. I will awaken sometimes to myself actually scratching an area raw. Does anyone else do this? All the time. Over the last few years I've had a lot of strange itching on my arms and legs. I usually scratch these itches a long time, then the area looks like it's badly bruised though there is no pain or soreness. I've also gotten really intense itching on my ankles at times. Yeah, there will be nothing there unless I made it raw in my sleep. Ankles for me, too but they tops of feet are frequent. Bottoms of feet & palms too. Have had it in all over random spots. One night I woke up burning hot & ITCHY over my cervical neck area. I woke my husband up to look at it but there was nothing there. I'm looking at that miasma information but I thought it to be part of the rewiring/kundalini.
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Post by moezy on May 15, 2015 0:52:13 GMT
Omg that is exactly what I kept saying during my crying jags! That I wanted to go home. I had no idea why this was coming out of my mouth. I thought I was going crazy.. I do cry on occasion now but nothing like I used to, sitting at a traffic light and bam! Barely made it home to let it ride out. The funny thing about those times, too, was that everything was going well in my life but I would wake up scared in the morning with the feeling that the proverbial other shoe was going to drop. Also, while I'm still rambling , while I was typing the previous post, I was thinking to myself that I might allow myself to cry a little more often because it really is a release. Thank you, moezy, and might I add that nothing is really good or bad, but "thinking" makes it so. So go have yourself a good cry if it floats your boat! I guess I feel like I should cry more. That is really awesome to hear another person experiencing the go home thing too. I've heard since then people saying they long to go home but noone being surprised during the crying crazies to hear themselves vocalize it out of the blue like we did. It was the worst homesickness I've ever felt & it wasn't for any home I've had in this life. My husband at the time just didn't have a clue what to do with me..he was ready to call an ambulance.
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Post by katye on May 15, 2015 1:00:30 GMT
I've read several books on past life regression where people have had pains in certain parts of their body and have found that they were injured in previous lives in that same area. Once this comes to their consciousness the pain goes away. I have no direct experience with it but it sounds credible to me. My worst ascension symptom is this heaviness I feel. Bloated. Even after drinking just water and I've never been a big eater, non meat eater for most of my life., etc.. No matter how I tweak my diet nothing seems to have any lasting effect to relieve this heaviness. Suggestions are welcome!
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Post by katye on May 15, 2015 1:09:51 GMT
That"s how I felt, too, that I wasn't crying about going back to a physical or geographical home. I think that's when it dawned on me that there is another "place" or maybe another consciousness I was crying about. In a way, I've found my home in meditation but it's still a far cry from that other lovely state I long for, but, at least, I'm headed in the right direction., I think, I hope. Thx moezy
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Post by lyra on May 16, 2015 6:10:26 GMT
The pixels are not in any one location but everywhere along with shimmering lights and swirls and I suppose like heat mirages. Also I see flashes of bright blue and when I close my eyes I still see the static and there have been times where it appears like snow falling. But the intense thing is when the room is dark the air feels so full of aliveness that I can not see my hand I have put up infront of my face. Do you do any spiritual work , like with chakras and meditations , etc. ? It could be that your third eye is overactive . You might try visualizing it closing like the petals of a flower when you want some relief from it . It might also be that you are too open in general and may need to practice closing some of your other chakras as well . Try to center and ground yourself and see if there are any areas in your home that don't feel right to you . (I am making the assumption that these problems are not the result of a physical eye problem - you could have your eyes checked to make sure . ) Another possibility might be this : www.allaboutvision.com/conditions/ocular-migraine.htmThankyou Aquariann for your response and for the link. I have seen migraine auras over the years but what I experience with the pixels and static is very different. I have had my eyes checked and they are fine. I will do the visualizations you suggested and see if that makes a difference.
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Post by softrevas on May 17, 2015 2:41:05 GMT
Has anyone else had an insatiable hunger. Maybe insatiable is an exaggeration but it does feel like that. It feels like a big part of my days revolves around eating.
I am slim and had a fast metabolism before my spontaneous Kundalini awakening. I used to eat a lot of crap before but I never gained any weight, which was nice.
Anyway after my spontaneous awakening in 2012 my body quickly developed an intolerance to fatty foods. Thing is at first I had no idea. My father is addicted to oil. Most of his cooking has what I now consider to be an insane amount of oil in it. Of course I didn't see it that way before the awakening. He always cooked the tastiest dished but the ratio of oil was always too high. It didn't need that much to be a good dish.
Anyway after my awakening I started getting sick after lunch and dinner. I didn't know about Kundalini or any spiritual stuff. I had no idea what was happening to me. It was like I had been cursed or something. Plus I didn't know it was the food so I never thought to change my diet or something. I remember one day I was eating some spare ribs for lunch on a work day in town. I was with some friends. I felt the symptoms creeping up on me. I knew I was gonna be sick. I tried to ignore it but it felt like something was creeping in my head. I was like "not again". I told my best friend that I was getting " sick" again. I stopped eating. It got worse and soon I called my father and asked him to take me to a doctor. He left his work and came to get me. We took a taxi and headed to the nearest clinic. The private clinic we went to was closed so we had to go to a public one. While I was in the car my symptoms were getting worse. Then it happened, my fingers started to tingle like it had actual electricity moving through it. But it didn't stop there. The electric feeling moved up slowly like some sort of virus moving upwards to my arms. Soon I couldn't feel my hands and arms at all. I was completely paralyzed at my arms and hands. I was totally in a panic. What the hell is going on. Am I going to be paralyzed forever. Then for the first time in a long time I was crying. Tears of fear. Got to the clinic and the nurse told me it was just a panic attack. She was really nice and cheered me up. I totally wasn't accepting that it was a panic attack. What the hell kind of panic attack has electricity paralyze your limbs.
Anyway so after a while I realised that fatty foods would increase my symptoms. Luckily my grandma (she is a lightworker. I figured that out after reading Denise's blog. But she doesn't know. She isn't consciously aware of it. She is also going through the ascension symptoms.) took me in and gave me some good dietary advice.
After I found out it was Kundalini I saw that a lot of people going through process the became allergic to certain foods.
Eating anything with a certain amount of fat will make me feel totally sick and bloated so I avoid those.
But I eat a lot. Like a lot. Sometimes the amount is insane. I'll go through like 4 full plates of food in 2 hours. And then in like another hour I'd be hungry again.
Through all the things I have gone through in my awakening the only thing I can say I really dislike is my hunger. It wakes me up in the middle of the night. It is sometimes so annoying, I have to eat like 4-8 slices of brown bread before I go to sleep at night. And even after I do that, I'm up at 3am because my stomach is growling.
I don't understand where my food disappears to. I never go above 54kg no matter how much I eat. I woke up at 5am today because of my hunger. I dislike it so much that I don't even pay any attention to the taste of food when I eat. I wish I could find a way to not have to eat anything at all ever again.
Sorry for the wall of text.
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Post by sainte on May 17, 2015 9:08:39 GMT
Has anyone else had an insatiable hunger. Maybe insatiable is an exaggeration but it does feel like that. It feels like a big part of my days revolves around eating. I am slim and had a fast metabolism before my spontaneous Kundalini awakening. I used to eat a lot of crap before but I never gained any weight, which was nice. Anyway after my spontaneous awakening in 2012 my body quickly developed an intolerance to fatty foods. Thing is at first I had no idea. My father is addicted to oil. Most of his cooking has what I now consider to be an insane amount of oil in it. Of course I didn't see it that way before the awakening. He always cooked the tastiest dished but the ratio of oil was always too high. It didn't need that much to be a good dish. Anyway after my awakening I started getting sick after lunch and dinner. I didn't know about Kundalini or any spiritual stuff. I had no idea what was happening to me. It was like I had been cursed or something. Plus I didn't know it was the food so I never thought to change my diet or something. I remember one day I was eating some spare ribs for lunch on a work day in town. I was with some friends. I felt the symptoms creeping up on me. I knew I was gonna be sick. I tried to ignore it but it felt like something was creeping in my head. I was like "not again". I told my best friend that I was getting " sick" again. I stopped eating. It got worse and soon I called my father and asked him to take me to a doctor. He left his work and came to get me. We took a taxi and headed to the nearest clinic. The private clinic we went to was closed so we had to go to a public one. While I was in the car my symptoms were getting worse. Then it happened, my fingers started to tingle like it had actual electricity moving through it. But it didn't stop there. The electric feeling moved up slowly like some sort of virus moving upwards to my arms. Soon I couldn't feel my hands and arms at all. I was completely paralyzed at my arms and hands. I was totally in a panic. What the hell is going on. Am I going to be paralyzed forever. Then for the first time in a long time I was crying. Tears of fear. Got to the clinic and the nurse told me it was just a panic attack. She was really nice and cheered me up. I totally wasn't accepting that it was a panic attack. What the hell kind of panic attack has electricity paralyze your limbs. Anyway so after a while I realised that fatty foods would increase my symptoms. Luckily my grandma (she is a lightworker. I figured that out after reading Denise's blog. But she doesn't know. She isn't consciously aware of it. She is also going through the ascension symptoms.) took me in and gave me some good dietary advice. After I found out it was Kundalini I saw that a lot of people going through process the became allergic to certain foods. Eating anything with a certain amount of fat will make me feel totally sick and bloated so I avoid those. But I eat a lot. Like a lot. Sometimes the amount is insane. I'll go through like 4 full plates of food in 2 hours. And then in like another hour I'd be hungry again. Through all the things I have gone through in my awakening the only thing I can say I really dislike is my hunger. It wakes me up in the middle of the night. It is sometimes so annoying, I have to eat like 4-8 slices of brown bread before I go to sleep at night. And even after I do that, I'm up at 3am because my stomach is growling. I don't understand where my food disappears to. I never go above 54kg no matter how much I eat. I woke up at 5am today because of my hunger. I dislike it so much that I don't even pay any attention to the taste of food when I eat. I wish I could find a way to not have to eat anything at all ever again. Sorry for the wall of text. i think most people would be totally jealous of you and your eating abilities, i am a thin male too and cant put weight on for the life of me.. at various times i have been a gorger of food, and certain foods like sugar, which i couldnt eat for the first two years of ascension hell.. for me it feels like a grounding thing.. ive been vegan at different times and definitely feel a push back to full time veganism.. i do love chicken though and i love my indian beef curries i make.. so that isnt very vegan of me.. you must be doing some huge ascension work that you need to eat that much.. im sure some people would think you arent holding your energy, i dont know? do you think you have a leak in your energy field? or its just your ascension work requires you to sustain that amount of energy to do the work?
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