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Post by bedeep on Mar 16, 2016 18:46:59 GMT
So I thought it might be good to have a thread for just the daily navigating we all do, a kind of "how's it going?" place.
Sometimes it helps just to be seen and heard.
The March energies are something else; both Sandra Walter and Lisa Renee and probably others are talking about the "three waves" -- eclipses and equinox, presumably as to their timing but I may have that off.
anyway. I definitely am feeling waves! and some of it is very high and then of course sludge has to clear out.
I've had sad things to do with my old cat who is so sensitive to this too; she stopped eating for a couple days and I thought she might be leaving but she has recovered pretty much.
Today I am feeling blasted, really. I am kinda old, by the way, will be 67 this summer, so my body has struggles that probably some younger ones don't have the same? I don't know how true that is but I have heard it said. (I know several here have some strong physical symptoms and I am not complaining! because it's sure been worse.)
anyway. I am amazed how my body keeps coming through this. The pressure right now is so powerful and I do literally feel like my physical matter is being morphed.
Headache but a mild one so far thank God! Grateful to be retired and able to go easy physically when I need to. Almost feel like all my cells are too full....
So how's anyone else's day going? Or whatever day you read this....
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Post by dolphin on Mar 17, 2016 0:55:46 GMT
'The pressure right now is so powerful and I do literally feel like my physical matter is being morphed.' Indeed Yes, more ripped apart. At one point 'during' my feet literally swelled to the size of cosmic moon boots, I couldn't feel anything of myself. Head was palpitating way - over- there & somewhere 'else' and my stomach was purging it all out, all day. It was very, very fierce. 3-5 x daily process this new arrangement.... especially so questioning the pain, even if it is DNA upgrades, I find it incredibly both destroying and then re-loading as some ascension mentors have prior mentioned this is what would happen. My stomach is both problem and solution - it feels everything not right but also where the feeling is not mine (it stops my enjoyment somehow of 'life) and I know I was implanted/raped here after my 2nd child, but thought I had it removed. Going on.... I had a startling profound meditation this morning, sort of unravelling questions and answers on existence, survival, life, fertility, sex, creation through focus on stomach-neuron-brain (endocrine) humanityhealing.net/2011/10/occult-functionality-of-the-pancreas/ BECAUSE I've instinctively picked up this is where 'pain' is stemming from - an imprint whether hereditary or otherwise. Entering the meditation, the feeling of the stomach came up strong that I was entering a den of thieves and then appeared in front of me, the commander a Lord of the Annnunki. The telepathic communication was they where the rapists of the world , and of the living (dead) but I was now going to be 'not touched' because they couldn't get through. I asked more and the reply was I had NOT GIVEN CONSENT. I pondered after the meditation how I had not given consent (n.b. refer to Bradley Love's, wordpress site about word contracts, spells aka spellings, sacred geometry etc OR jhaines6.wordpress.com/4-the-great-con-of-man-by-bradley-loves/) It then dawned on me that spelling it out , that is recognizing it out loud (for myself) : I - AM - LIFE, a vibration of LIFE! AS IS the stimulus to Creation versus The Matrix of Decay aka pain, suffering , depravity, systems, education etc etc. It is so obvious but oh so poisoned & confusingly puzzled within the Matrix. There is so much experiential detail - it is rather long-winded but you will all get the drift..... The special magic was as I came out of meditation, a kingfisher was close-by outside my bedroom window. I hadn't seen one for so long.
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Post by bedeep on Mar 17, 2016 1:02:32 GMT
Consent does seem to be a big key! Finding all the places we gave it and taking it back.
I got into some bad pain after posting, but I've cleared most of it now. Headaches are the worst of mine. Clearly this was large energies moving through the body and the conduits just not up to the flow. I can usually tell, too, if there is any component of outside negative influence or old material coming through for clearing -- this time I didn't find any of that, just, whoa, too much at once!
Pain, yeah, I don't like it. I've done a dance with it for years, trying to resolve/understand/clear .... Some progress has been made! and I am so grateful for that.
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Post by dolphin on Mar 17, 2016 2:15:05 GMT
Consent does seem to be a big key! Finding all the places we gave it and taking it back....
Thanks Bedeep - your feedback response gains me 'new' reflection as I didn't think of terms like : finding all those places and taking it back. Always plain obvious not so easy in practice, uh!
Shadows!
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Post by katye on Mar 17, 2016 9:48:56 GMT
I've been experiencing mild headaches in the morning that lasted about a week. They go away but this is new for me. The pressure in my head has always been a "problem," on and off. My meditations are getting more and more intense, maybe what;s causing the headaches, I'm not sure. I'm spending more and more time alone, if that's possible, but it's the only thing that feels good, the quiet and peace is all I want. I have no affinity for food, either, just nibbling on cheese and crackers, mostly. And lots and lots of sleep
Bedeep...I lost a cat a year ago. She went thru some awful stuff the last 10 months of her life. She wouldn't eat and when she did, chronic diarrhea. I discovered unpasteurized goats milk from a new organic pet store that opened up where I live. It solved all her issues for about 6 months and I was able to "buy some time" before I had to let her go. I've heard really good stuff about goats milk curing tumors, etc in animals. Vets couldn't figure out what the problem was and meds didn't help.
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Post by bedeep on Mar 17, 2016 10:48:14 GMT
Wow, Katye, thanks so much for that info about the goats milk! My girl is okay at the mo., I make her chicken broth to mix with her catfood, and she seems to do really well on that most of the time, as now again, so I have hopes she'll be okay yet for a while. Sorry you went through that with your furbaby, it can really hurt.
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Post by jnewman77 on Mar 17, 2016 14:20:54 GMT
"Clearly this was large energies moving through the body and the conduits just not up to the flow" bedeep
This is exactly what I have been experiencing. It feels like electric volts striking my body. I feel them in my legs, chest area, head. These energies are intense.
I also strongly feel the "winds of change" are upon us. BIG changes happening. People are getting their just dues, good and bad. This energy will not tolerate lower negative vibrations. It makes me happy.
Last night during my meditation I was tricked by a NA, but only for a moment. They were trying to take me somewhere which felt like we really weren't going anywhere, like a hologram of sort. I thought it was my connection I always deal with. When they refused to show me their face I knew for sure this was a trick. I blew them away with light. pathetic LOL.
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Post by bedeep on Mar 17, 2016 14:33:58 GMT
Ha! Good work, J! So... I took in Lisa Renee's monthly QA and class last night. Well, actually, just the class because it got very late so downloaded the other files. It was an in depth exploration of these electromagnetic signals and how our bodies use and process them -- quite good. I am thinking of trying to write up some kind of summary to share but that will take a while. If I manage to do it. Getting ourselves up to speed to the incoming, while navigating the here and now, is quite workout. But mostly I feel positive and almost excited, despite all the dark and sad events going around. Not much sleep last night, though. Hope today continues to feel more balanced!
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Post by katye on Mar 17, 2016 18:33:43 GMT
Sorry you went through that with your furbaby, it can really hurt. one of the worst days of my life, letting my little Cecil go....but then these 2 little fuzzballs came into my life by 2 separate miracles. Obviously, I have a "thing" for black, hairy creatures...
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Post by bedeep on Mar 17, 2016 23:40:42 GMT
urgh BAD day today. Headache reformed and got to about a nine on the scale of ten, and the electrical/mental body/third chakra over-activity was physically painful. Yeesh! Headache now backed off to about a 2 and I sure hope it does not form again tonight tomorrow but it may. Katye, what precious beasties! I will post a pic of my Kaly-cat just not tonight. The good news is she is eating a lot and has already put some flesh on her skinny butt.
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Post by Admin on Mar 18, 2016 7:50:43 GMT
I've been having a very challenging time with my symptoms the last several days. Today I got up the middle of the afternoon, and started to feel better. In fact I felt better than I have in a long time. I feel that I did some very deep, intense clearing of old energies the last several days, and I felt lighter when I got up and started my day.
This evening I've been reflecting on my own recent experiences and those of people who have posted here and on other groups. The image that came to my mind was that of Janus, the two-headed Roman god. The month of January is named after him, and one of his heads looks to the past and one to the future. That describes the recent experiences of a lot of us going through Ascension--one head looking towards the future (some people are feeling better and having good spiritual things happening in their lives) and one head looking towards the past (a lot of us are having old cellular memories and other stuff come up, and are having to clear it in a very unpleasant way). Wikipedia says that he is the god of beginnings, passages, and transitions and "Janus frequently symbolized change and transition of future to past (sic?), from one condition to another, from one vision to another, and young people's growth to adulthood. He represented time because he could see into the past with one face and into the future with the other....Having jurisdiction over beginnings Janus had an intrinsic association with omens and auspices."
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Post by bedeep on Mar 18, 2016 12:09:00 GMT
Tom, I like that -- we're in a sort of Cosmic January (which is lasting a long time!) Glad you got to a clear space, that feels sooooo good after one of those deep slogs through the crap, OMG. I had a very rough night. One of the worst it's been with the pain. I managed to back it off enough to sleep, thank goodness! and feel better this morning, and hope the pain doesn't reassemble again midday as it has been. During the night I was also impacted by doom and despair feelings -- I allow these to announce their presence but I reject out of hand their claims to be real information. What feels good for me regardless of events is the degree to which I can tune in to my spiritual connection and GodSelf reality. Physical pain can really compromise that! but it's very interesting when it doesn't and both the pain and the spiritual flows are present in my awareness at once. anyway. Hoping for much improvement today! And for Katye and whoever else wants to see, here's my Kaly cat (another black one, Katye. )
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Post by katye on Mar 18, 2016 13:45:50 GMT
gorgeous!!!!!
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Post by bedeep on Mar 19, 2016 17:51:18 GMT
thanks, she's a sweetie.
I'm still in rough weather here, integrating something big. Couldn't eat at all yesterday, just ate some soft boiled eggs that seemed to settle well. Head pain is not so bad now. There were some freaky moments in this one, whoa! But I'm on the mend.
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Post by aquariann on Mar 20, 2016 13:00:58 GMT
Lovely cats you all have ! I like them, but I don't have any now . Except for the ones that lurk around the outside of the house from time to time . They seem to really like the front door mat .
Consent is another tricky thing . Sometimes people can give consent without realizing it , or realizing what it means . I suppose there might even be leftover consent given in other lifetimes that needs to be revoked and cleared . I don't spend a lot of time involved in speculation about aliens or focusing on what they're up to - that's almost like a form of consent that may draw them in . Which is not to say they may not be lurking around anyway . Being careful about what you wish for and what you call to you is another thing . And what you may be unconsciously calling and wishing for . Sometimes astral things will take the fact that you did not declare a definitive no as a yes and a passive invitation . An interesting example cropped up a couple of months ago . Someone decided they really liked Santa Muerte (the death saint figure) and added one to their altar . As of last month their long term relationship has ended , they have to move across the country ,and they have no job . In other words , they are now going through the total death of their current living situation. They didn't intend any of that , but perhaps randomly adding the Death energy to their altar was not wise .
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