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Post by bedeep on Mar 24, 2016 11:00:36 GMT
Care to share some links? And, I hope you're inviting some of those recent acquaintances here, too. It's pretty echoey in here right now. I've got 3D stuff to deal with today: a grocery shopping trip is the main thing, which I hope will be timed for when the yard crew is here (I'm going with a neighbor so have to go when she is ready.) The yard crew are hired by my cousin whose house this is, and I wish they would not use leaf blowers but apparently it's a religious requirement. :/ The sound of those is really hard to take. My project for the day is in that way similar to yours, Tom -- to maintain a good attitude during this.
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Post by aquariann on Mar 26, 2016 22:39:31 GMT
And, Happy Spring! Yeah , but the polar vortex is coming for us here in the Midwest -- extreme backscream in progress today . Thank the gods for herbs and supplements .. Thursday the 24th was something else . I was having a serious energy overload . The sort of thing that would have knocked me off my feet if it had gotten away from me . When it happened once previously I had to spend 3 days in bed pushing energy out of my head and down and out my feet . I don't know what it was , but it was big .
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Post by bedeep on Mar 26, 2016 22:47:41 GMT
Ouch about the back, that's rough. And yes, huge energies have come in this month. I had some doozies. Read about the polar vortex, it's not going to get really cold here but definitely cooler than usual this time of year -- I think one night is forecast to drop into the 30s. All right by me. I'm feeling pleased at the moment. Made it through the Day of Big Challenge with my cousin having her two back to back events here. I worked on being non-reactive to all the parts of this I usually react to -- and I succeeded! I even think I have found one of the places I get hooked into reacting in spite of knowing better. (Whether I express it or not, I mean the inner reaction of tensing up and feeling distress.) Pretty nice experience, to climb on top of this one.
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Post by aquariann on Mar 26, 2016 22:56:48 GMT
I'm feeling pleased at the moment. Made it through the Day of Big Challenge with my cousin having her two back to back events here. I worked on being non-reactive to all the parts of this I usually react to -- and I succeeded! I even think I have found one of the places I get hooked into reacting in spite of knowing better. (Whether I express it or not, I mean the inner reaction of tensing up and feeling distress.) Pretty nice experience, to climb on top of this one. Congratulations - that sounds extremely positive ! Family and living situations are one of the hardest things to deal with I think . I've been in a similar situation before and it was awful .
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Post by bedeep on Mar 26, 2016 23:04:03 GMT
Thank you. I prayed a lot. Seems to have helped.
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Post by aquariann on Mar 26, 2016 23:13:23 GMT
Another thing that came to light this week was the realization that lost parts of myself are returning . Buried memories have been surfacing for years on and off , but now I find myself rejoined by some part of my inner child that is rather pissed off about having to be an adult . Inconvenient for getting things done . So I am trying to negotiate a truce because she holds the creativity keys , among other things .
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Post by katye on Mar 27, 2016 11:58:29 GMT
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Post by Admin on Mar 28, 2016 3:05:36 GMT
I'm still having some intense Ascension symptoms, especially irregular sleep, vivid dreams that can be emotionally draining, irregular appetite, cravings for proteins, and emotional detox. The last few months I've been experiencing occasional weird soreness in the middle of my lats on either side of my heart at times. Also, I've had a lot of skin sloughing off in the parts of my torso close to my heart. I haven't read about anyone else having these exact symptoms, but my intuition has been telling me that they are part of my higher heart activation. Fortunately I'm still handling them well and maintaining a good attitude, and that is the most important thing right now. :-) I have brief periods when I feel good and have a lot of energy. During these times I want to do a lot of the things I haven't been able to do because of my Ascension symptoms. These periods usually last for a few hours each. It's a little frustrating when they are over, but they are a nice reminder of what life can be like when my symptoms let up for a while.
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Post by bedeep on Mar 28, 2016 12:36:35 GMT
I know just what you mean about those brief periods of high energy. I have those too and they are awesome -- feel like great burdens lifted and I can almost physically fly.
But symptoms continue for me as well, and some skin issues showing up that are strange and new. (According to Lisa Renee, a skin miasm is the deepest one we are clearing, and she suggested in some newsletter or other a while ago that miasms would be increasingly coming up for clearing. I found that reassuring rather than otherwise, since it actually sounds like progress.)
Edit -- I had a moment yesterday, after sleeping late in the morning which I rarely do, of feeling like a number of my long-standing activities (I guess you'd call them) and interests were coming to a close and I was, am, on the threshhold of an entirely new chapter with a new focus. It was a great feeling but no details came with it. Huh!
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Post by aquariann on Mar 28, 2016 19:36:59 GMT
I know just what you mean about those brief periods of high energy. I have those too and they are awesome -- feel like great burdens lifted and I can almost physically fly. Edit -- I had a moment yesterday, after sleeping late in the morning which I rarely do, of feeling like a number of my long-standing activities (I guess you'd call them) and interests were coming to a close and I was, am, on the threshhold of an entirely new chapter with a new focus. It was a great feeling but no details came with it. Huh! I've had that sense too , which started me moving out a lot of stuff I have in the house in October of 2014 . I also have that occasional one good day when I feel 10-20 years younger , no pain , motivation , and I can get a lot accomplished . It's so puzzling . I am always hopeful it's going to continue .
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Post by katye on Mar 29, 2016 0:02:48 GMT
I'm not sure where this sentiment belongs in this forum so I'm going to say it here...I'm having fun posting here lately. I feel like my sense of humor is coming back;it's been gone for a long time. So I want to say thank you to all of you for encouraging my re-entry into this aspect that I've neglected for far too long. Ascension is a tough row to hoe and I'm tired and I need to start seeing the humor in life again. The last several months I've been realizing that I have nothing to fear, I'm being cared for in ways I can't explain, ways that don't come under a rational, thinking explanation. I hope this emotion is contagious.
Tom/admin--the soul who started this forum...Im not sure if you realize YET what you created here, but I will thank you once again.
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Post by bedeep on Mar 29, 2016 0:19:14 GMT
Yay, Katye, that's awesome! So delighted to read this.
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Post by Admin on Mar 29, 2016 8:13:24 GMT
I'm not sure where this sentiment belongs in this forum so I'm going to say it here...I'm having fun posting here lately. I feel like my sense of humor is coming back;it's been gone for a long time. So I want to say thank you to all of you for encouraging my re-entry into this aspect that I've neglected for far too long. Ascension is a tough row to hoe and I'm tired and I need to start seeing the humor in life again. The last several months I've been realizing that I have nothing to fear, I'm being cared for in ways I can't explain, ways that don't come under a rational, thinking explanation. I hope this emotion is contagious. Tom/admin--the soul who started this forum...Im not sure if you realize YET what you created here, but I will thank you once again. Katye, I'm glad that you're having fun posting on this forum, and you are very welcome. I'm also glad that it's a good outlet for your sense of humor. I'm glad that I've been able to help you and others find the humor in Ascension which, as you know, is a very serious process at times. If those of us going through Ascension were to take a prostitute out in row boats, and have a difficult time with this, it would be a tough ho to row. <rim shot> But seriously folks...I know exactly what you mean about realizing you have nothing to fear. I used to have a lot of money issues, and my Ascension experience triggered them and brought them to the surface repeatedly. I now realize that I'm being taken care of ways that don't come under a rational, thinking explanation. During the last several days I've really gotten that I can depend on synchronicity to take care of me financially and in every other way. Tom
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Post by susanrose on Mar 29, 2016 9:06:09 GMT
Hmm, liking the new improved creative energy of the forum. Pretty ok here in my own world, but did get hit by a strong blast on Sunday evening, felt so dizzy that I fell down. Still not cleared completely. Get this kind of swaying and swirling in my head when there is a solar flair or something happening. This was the worst one, like when one has a bad hangover. Love all the art and creative crystals and new ways of living this life.
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Post by katye on Mar 29, 2016 9:55:00 GMT
Last Saturday hit me hard, earlier in the day, then I pulled out of it. Usually, I drain as the day goes on. I think I'm starting to see things differently and not get sucked into the muck of my old life and see the beauty, see how everything works out for the best for everyone. For me, it's a matter of accepting that, not judging every little thing and being ok with whatever comes my way. A lot of stuff I used to judge as "bad" was disguised and ended up being pretty good.
Here's a story I was told recently...my office is moving soon across town and one of our ladies, a title clerk who has been with the company for 15-20 years and very good at her job, is being located by the front door to greet guests that come in. She stewed over this for a couple of weeks and finally went to the accounting manager and asked why she was being demoted to receptionist. The accounting manager told her she was not being demoted, she would continue in her current position but that she was being situated by the front door because she always comes to work impeccably dressed, coiffed and on time, that the company wants her to be the first person visitors encounter when entering. Of course, she was flattered and walked away a happier person.
It reminded me of the times I judged situations negatively and turned out something very nice was happening, and how much time I've spent stewing over situations for no reason. It takes time to replace the "rush to judgment" mentally with something more accepting and just go with the flow. It's less stress producing, also.
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