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Post by aquariann on Apr 20, 2016 12:08:56 GMT
white "duck" tape; it matches the white fridge. nobody but you guys on this forum would even notice the subtle placement of this versatile product were you to enter my home I'd be tempted to get a few cheap used belts from the thrift store and link them up around it . But maybe paint them to match the refrigerator so it looks classy .  Or, get some wide heavy duty , self adhesive velcro from a craft or fabric store and make a latch . |
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Post by aquariann on Apr 20, 2016 12:17:16 GMT
That's a thought (about projecting the grid). Thing is we go to this store all the time and never before has it been this way. It could have been someone really awful inside the store at the same time as you were there . Maybe a new employee or a customer . |
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Post by jnewman77 on Apr 20, 2016 12:18:48 GMT
Yesterday really packed a punch for myself, hubby and daughter. Negative energy all around. Attacking us. Mostly from egoist men. Acting all "I'm the boss and you will do as I say or else." I sensed it at 3:00am the night before and cleared, shielded myself from it because I knew it would be a doozy. Felt strange all day. By the time I left work I was so depleted energetically, mentally that it took a couple of hours after being home to feel better.
Feeling better this morning. On my drive into work I saw the almost full moon hanging in the sky above the mountains. WOW!!! Beautiful, powerful, impressively packed with energy! I could feel the energy spreading across the planet. It felt powerful, yet positive. Which will be nice for a change 
Its interesting when you talk about portals and feels about a building or place. I have entered many places like that myself. They carry a disorienting, nauseating, I can't wait to get out of here feeling. I never thought of it being a portal, but that makes sense. Just driving or walking past the place makes me feel like that.
Anywho, I hope we all have a better day! Things have been crazy, powerful and OMG lately.
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Post by aquariann on Apr 20, 2016 12:38:22 GMT
Negative energy all around. Attacking us. Mostly from egoist men. Acting all "I'm the boss and you will do as I say or else." I sensed it at 3:00am the night before and cleared, shielded myself from it because I knew it would be a doozy. Felt strange all day. By the time I left work I was so depleted energetically, mentally that it took a couple of hours after being home to feel better.
I think a lot of that particular energy is getting stirred up right now . It's been worse for the past 8 years , but now it's on a new level . I can't be doing with any of that , as someone I used to know used to say . I have decided to take a giant Farkitol pill . I have bought a used 27" monitor and plan to immerse myself in remote picturesque time travel and general bs via this much larger window. (using my sponge capabilities for something pleasant ) |
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Post by jnewman77 on Apr 20, 2016 13:49:59 GMT
aquauiann I wish I didn't have to deal with it. Its in my life everyday because of my job. My boss runs off ego. His boss runs of ego. I disengage and don't feed the beast. There are times however that its in my face, like when his angry ego is foaming and its directed at me. I do my best not to feed it at those times either, but I WILL stand up for myself. Its terrible right now. Worst than I've seen. Its raining ego bastard masculine all over the work place and not just in mine. Shield shield shield. I understand a lot of it is to bring it into the light. For those who need to understand ego. I hope they get it figured out soon. LOL
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Post by katye on Apr 20, 2016 21:47:24 GMT
Jnewman77...I had a similar experience with my corporate job but it was a female ego that was bugging me. I decided to "send her love," something that didn't feel good to MY ego but I did it anyway. And it changed Everything. Long story short...she was ousted as Controller a year ago, a new (male) Controller came in immediately and he was unhesitatingly open to my working from home when the company decided to relocate the accounting office 15 miles away. My new perspective on these things is that change can bring huge opportunities even if I don't see them. My whole office complained about "the move" for a year and I kept my mouth zipped, my attitude stayed optimistic and I watched this whole thing unfold and stayed as detached as I could. These are principles I've been embracing for years and I've proven to myself that they are sound. I wish I could say it wasn't frustrating but then I'm not that evolved, YET. Good things can come from negative appearances but infinite patience is required. That said...I send you my Love and Patience during this difficult time
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Post by sainte on Apr 20, 2016 23:19:50 GMT
Yesterday really packed a punch for myself, hubby and daughter. Negative energy all around. Attacking us. Mostly from egoist men. Acting all "I'm the boss and you will do as I say or else." I sensed it at 3:00am the night before and cleared, shielded myself from it because I knew it would be a doozy. Felt strange all day. By the time I left work I was so depleted energetically, mentally that it took a couple of hours after being home to feel better.
Feeling better this morning. On my drive into work I saw the almost full moon hanging in the sky above the mountains. WOW!!! Beautiful, powerful, impressively packed with energy! I could feel the energy spreading across the planet. It felt powerful, yet positive. Which will be nice for a change
Its interesting when you talk about portals and feels about a building or place. I have entered many places like that myself. They carry a disorienting, nauseating, I can't wait to get out of here feeling. I never thought of it being a portal, but that makes sense. Just driving or walking past the place makes me feel like that.
Anywho, I hope we all have a better day! Things have been crazy, powerful and OMG lately.
Its always darkest before dawn.. I'm feeling with myself a big connect into the new, which creates massive disconnect with the old and those dark energies are really putting on a staunch show.. Middle finger them and smile, cause they just lost the game.. Check mate.. Xx |
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Post by sainte on Apr 21, 2016 1:20:13 GMT
That's a thought (about projecting the grid). Thing is we go to this store all the time and never before has it been this way. And they take over new places all the time.. Your grids are powerful. Have you ever projected your grids before? |
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Post by Admin on Apr 21, 2016 3:18:40 GMT
I've had some big breakthroughs over the last two days, and I'm thrilled about them. Yesterday afternoon I was in a situation which pushed a lot of my old buttons and triggered some of my old issues. It involved a chaotic situation, unclear communication, dealing with some people who were self-centered and didn't care about my feelings, and a feeling on my part that they didn't get what I said, and didn't care about the bad experience I had with them. I could feel it affecting my adrenal glands and my nervous system, which are the two trickiest areas with my health these days. To make a very long story short I handled it brilliantly, had some breakthroughs and got my needs met despite the circumstances. When I got home last night I still felt upset by what had happened, and I was exhausted. I had an enormous need to process what had happened during the previous few hours (huge shock!), and didn't know how I was going to be able to do that at that point. A few hours later I chatted online with one of my new Facebook friends who is going through Ascension. He really got what I said and helped me process it and see it in a more positive, spiritual way. Because of this I was able to see what had happened as a big spiritual lesson for me, and was able to let it go. I slept well after that, and had some lucid dreams. I had to get up very early this morning to get to work by 7am. After what I'd been through the previous afternoon and evening, I was not exactly thrilled about doing this. Despite this I had a good attitude when I got to work. Several things happened at work which also pushed my old buttons. The short version is that my co-workers and I were placed in a chaotic situation with unclear communication and very little support. We had a lot of breakdowns and no one to help us with them, which triggered my old issues again. Despite this I maintained a good attitude, and helped keep things organized and running smoothly. After work I felt exhausted but still had a good attitude. I experienced a lot of synchronicity in the midst of all this, which was gratifying. This evening I've been realizing that how I've handled the last two days proves that I've come a very long way in my Ascension path and spiritual growth in general. I have a lot of confidence now that I can handle any challenge that comes my way, and still maintain a good attitude regardless of the circumstances. It's gratifying to know that I can be in chaotic situations which push my old buttons and trigger my old issues, and maintain a good attitude and have a good outcome. Because of this, I'm excited about finding out what Ascension will bring my way in the future.  Tom |
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Post by bedeep on Apr 21, 2016 4:00:17 GMT
Tom good for you. sainte, no, I haven't, I've just figured once made they did what they were supposed to. |
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Post by aquariann on Apr 21, 2016 5:55:54 GMT
aquauiann I wish I didn't have to deal with it. Its in my life everyday because of my job. My boss runs off ego. His boss runs of ego. I disengage and don't feed the beast. There are times however that its in my face, like when his angry ego is foaming and its directed at me. I do my best not to feed it at those times either, but I WILL stand up for myself. Its terrible right now. Worst than I've seen. Its raining ego bastard masculine all over the work place and not just in mine. Shield shield shield. I understand a lot of it is to bring it into the light. For those who need to understand ego. I hope they get it figured out soon. LOL That's really awful to be forced to live with . You might be able to lessen it if you go into a meditative state and have a stern talk with your boss' higher self and tell him what's not allowed anymore , how he is hurting people , an exploration of the nature of bullying, etc . I've had to do that a few times and it had positive effects. Another thing that might help is visualizing moving black spheres sucking up the negative energy at work and then taking it down into the earth for recycling . Then fill the space with light . I had to do that to the neighborhood when I moved in and one by one the living troublemakers exited . |
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Post by aquariann on Apr 21, 2016 5:59:29 GMT
I have an odd new symptom that I keep forgetting to bring up here. I noticed it a few months ago. My hands and skin smell different. I can't even explain what it smells like. Not rotting flesh but burning maybe? No matter how many times I wash or put on lotion the smell comes through. Any one experiencing this? Could it be our bodies are regenerating into the new form and it actually gives off a scent? I came across this blog post today and recalled that a couple of people had mentioned a burning smell : "When you are experiencing Kundalini Rising within the body, it means the burning of your karma has been activated. You are burning, releasing, all DNA in your body that is associated with many/all past life events. With all past lives lived, and all the aspects of your self you once lived, and integrating them and merging them into one within your current body. Intense I know! This is something that happens to me, from time to time, and if your experiencing the heat, just go with it. Sometimes i’ll smell smoke, or something burning like incense, I’ve had to understand that it’s just me and yes I make sure a candle isn’t lit and my whole house is on fire, before I get to that conclusion. Just lay back, relax, stay out of fear, and let the Kundalini do it’s thing. Burn baby burn, disco inferno!" divinephaseslightworkermission.wordpress.com/2016/03/31/ascension-symptomspains-list-for-the-last-trimester-of-2016-jan-mar/ |
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Post by aquariann on Apr 21, 2016 6:10:23 GMT
Last week , somewhere before or between the big earthquakes I had another ungrounding dizzy wave come through . Not overwhelming , but not the usual split second duration either . The full bodyscream that was in progress seemed to leave after the last big quake , but I am not sure there is any connection . I really hope there isn't .
All day I've been really uneasy for no reason . Like the calm before the storm , or something big is about to happen and there's nothing to do but wait . Just unusually tense and unable to relax . Which could be something , but might be nothing because stuff happens all the time in the world . I can't recall when I've had this particular feeling before .
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Post by jnewman77 on Apr 21, 2016 13:19:13 GMT
I feel it coming too and it is going to be big. As sainte said, its darkest before the dawn, and aquariann the calm before the storm. I have felt uneasy all week. I had a thought come out of nowhere while I was thinking about the bad energy at work. I thought I am getting fired. This thought helps make the subtle occurrences and the vibe I have been getting in the work place make sense and put the pieces of the puzzle together. Last week we let go 40% of our workforce due to cut backs. This gives me fear and anxiety. I have been working with this company for 17 years. But I also understand that if I do get let go its because its time for change and growth for my spirit.
On the other hand, this extreme energy could be creating illusions and fuzzy clouded thoughts. I am trying to stay grounded, in my high heart and connected to source. What ever will be, will be. Que sera sera The winds of change are blowing and I believe change for me would be great. Start a new life in a new world. I'm trying to stay calm and centered in the eye of the storm. Thank you for all your well wishes and thoughts. ♥♥♥
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Post by bedeep on Apr 21, 2016 16:35:34 GMT
My take is that we're right smack in the middle of the something big and the outer details are shifting around it because it's that 800 pound gorilla that sits where it wants to. But this one is invisible so all we get is these sensations of "something big" and then watching as furniture mysteriously collapses.
Today I have almost no energy physically though I slept better last night than I have for several previous nights. Tried to do a little gardening and just... nope nope not. To the point of dropping stuff and forgetting what I am doing in the midst of doing it. Took in Lisa Renee news about Plasma -- so we're being bathed and saturated and everything is going through its changes from that, I reckon.
I'm blathering. haha oh well.
JN I hope if you get let go from your job it does feel like release and relief!
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Or, get some wide heavy duty , self adhesive velcro from a craft or fabric store and make a latch . 
