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Post by jnewman77 on Apr 27, 2016 17:39:46 GMT
I would love it to be permanent but nothing ever is. I just hope what ever I experienced in the last week or so does NOT come back that extreme. I'm hoping it was the push I needed to move forward and that is why it was so extreme.
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Post by sainte on Apr 27, 2016 23:51:38 GMT
I think these energies are permanent now, like Sandra Walters said in her post. Its like we got over the tipping point..
Onwards and upwards, ladies and gents..
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Post by Admin on Apr 29, 2016 8:54:12 GMT
I had a job interview with a crowd control company on Wednesday. I got the job, and will be going through orientation on Saturday. It was challenging for me because my physical and emotional detox symptoms were intense, and my nervous system wasn't doing too well. Thursday I released lots of old physical and emotional toxins, and this process was a roller coaster ride for me. Fortunately my nervous system is doing better now. My sleep has become irregular again, and this has made things more chaotic for me. I'm having lots of vivid dreams, and lots of lucid dreams as well. I'm still riding out the highs and lows of the roller coaster ride, and maintaining a good attitude in the midst of all this chaos. Once again I feel like Janus, the two-headed Roman god of transitions who had one head facing the past and one head facing the future.
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Post by jnewman77 on Apr 29, 2016 13:55:21 GMT
This wave was extreme. Sounds like many of us are going through releasing and our own form of sorrow, darkness or grief. I have felt so much better since Tuesday night. Big sigh. Congrats on the new job Tom! Wishing you the best.
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Post by Admin on May 11, 2016 4:51:10 GMT
I started my new job Saturday, and my shift went well. Since then I've been doing well in every area of my life. The middle of this afternoon I think I got hit with a big wave. I started feeling bad physically and emotionally. Since then I've been having a lot of painful old emotional memories come up. I've been feeling like I'm right on the edge since then, which is probably part of my emotional detox right now. All of this has been challenging for me, and I'm still maintaining a positive attitude about the situation.
Tom
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Post by jnewman77 on May 11, 2016 16:09:55 GMT
Huge wave! I just read Denise's article from Monday and that is exactly what hit me. I still feel achy and not great but better than Sunday and Monday. I'm seeing more and more of people acting out. People who's darkness is being brought into the light for healing and they can't deal with it. So instead of looking at it and working on it they are projecting their anger and frustration and pain onto every one around them. Its getting to the point that I've had a gut full and want to tell them to pull up their big girl panties and get a grip. Deal with their issues. I did my work. Do not throw your shit at me! I understand an emotional outburst or anger from time to time. But these people are at it every day. I hope this will end soon. So far I have managed to let it go. Even have been entertained by it. But after weeks of having others chuck their emotional issues at me I'm kinda done. Hang in there Tom. And so will I.
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Post by bedeep on May 11, 2016 18:27:36 GMT
Tom, I'm glad your new job suits you. Hope that continues.
And yep, challenges continue too, IMO we're in another "wave" of clearing but at least this time I can see LOTS of light around the edges. And I'm seeing the nature of my emotional/mental challenges much more clearly and so getting a handle on them more easily.
Sunday was horrid for me physically, but each day since has been clearer -- today the physical feels pretty good and balanced again.
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Post by bedeep on May 11, 2016 19:46:49 GMT
Also there is this thing going on at night which is just weird, I mentioned it before somewhere I think, it is like electrical spasms in my legs mostly but also some in my arms and hands, in my feet, literally like current running. Last night it kept me awake most of the night. I feel it is an expression of the plasmic currents running and my body isn't fully able to let that flow so it gets sort of jerky?
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Post by Admin on May 12, 2016 13:38:53 GMT
I had some vivid dreams night before last, and when I woke up yesterday morning I felt better both physically and emotionally. I interpreted this to mean that I had cleared out whatever old emotional toxins came up the previous day in my dream state that night. Yesterday went well for me, and I felt good ever though the day was busy and challenging for me. I maintained a good attitude even at the end of the day when I felt tired and my Inner Child wasn't too happy. I slept fairly well last night, and I feel pretty good this morning.
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Post by aquariann on May 12, 2016 21:07:50 GMT
The recent and current geomagnetic and weather storm effects have been extreme ,but today I am in recovery mode . I need to do nothing , sleep, and avoid overload . I was feeling some kind of emptiness , like you might sense after a house has just been emptied of all the furniture and belongings . There are still echoes but the quiet is weird because you're not used to it being that way . And maybe like something has taken a giant exhale and is deflating .
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Post by bedeep on May 16, 2016 10:13:12 GMT
Well, gosh, don't everybody post at once!  I'm having a pretty big challenge arise now. My cousin who offered me a place to live two years ago when I was in need is more or less saying "time's up" -- we don't really complement each other as well as either of us hoped, and, it's her house, so I have to find somewhere to go. I am just hoping she will be patient with me while I do whatever it is I have to do here. *has no clue* Had a place offered me a while ago that could have been perfect -- a basement apartment in a friend's house on some acreage, rent free -- but immediately it was more or less removed as a possibility right then by developments in her life and even though she has continued to say she would love to have me there, getting the place ready (meaning, removing all the things stored there and fixing the toilet) is always on the bottom of a long list of things she must do. So. Doing my best to stay neutral and align with all positive, creative flows -- keeping my antennae active. |
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Post by jnewman77 on May 16, 2016 12:21:56 GMT
oh bedeep! I have the same problem but with my son, daughter-in-law and grandson(7 years old). They have been living with friends in a home helping the married couple out while the husband goes to school. The wife of the friends has decided she wants a divorce and has kicked everyone out so they can sell the house. They have til the end of May to find a place. They have not enough money for rent AND a deposit. They don't have any furniture, kitchen supplies etc. All they have are beds and tv. I told them I will help them pay to get into a place if they can find one. If not, they will be moving in with me and commuting 40 miles each way to and from work. Its a mess!! Why?!? We are all stressed. I know it will all work out but seriously! Its one thing on top of another! I hope you find some place to live. I understand the stressfulness of the situation. I have been praying for God to remove any obstacles in this new path which has been forced upon my son. Sigh.... No rest for the weary
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Post by bedeep on May 16, 2016 13:07:26 GMT
Thanks, JN, and blessings for your son and family also. I have another friend with a son who has young kids who suddenly must move in similar circumstances, too. I don't have a deadline but I kind of need to pretend I do so the pressure doesn't get worse. I work this by using it as practice to stay GodNeutral as much as possible, and align to creative flows wherever I feel them, and surrender, and trust.... I don't know if this will help but I read recently the words "God works through you, not for you" and I am finding strength in that too.  |
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Post by Admin on May 16, 2016 15:57:59 GMT
Things are still improving and going well for me in every area of my life. :-) Yesterday before work I did all my daily spiritual work including my shielding, took all my supplements, and did an elaborate manifestation ritual to create a good shift at work that evening. When I started my shift yesterday I took charge of the work station I was in because we didn't have a supervisor and I like and am good at taking on a leadership role. One of my coworkers was highly critical of everything I did, and was constantly complaining about what I was doing, making derogatory remarks about my decisions, second guessing me, and undermining everything I was doing to make our station run smoothly. I've worked well with him for over 11 years, and before last night he had never done anything like that before. I complained to our manager and did everything else I could to improve the situation, and nothing worked. Fortunately I handled it well.
I was puzzled as to why this happened when things were going so well in my life, and I had done so much spiritual work to insure that I would have a good day at work yesterday. As I was walking home from work last night it occurred to me that my experiences with my co-worker were a form of interference. I also realized that the entities that had been getting to me in other ways before tried to get to me through my co-worker last night because their usual tactics no longer work with me. I haven't experienced such strong interference in a long time, so this caught me by surprise.
Tom
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Post by jnewman77 on May 16, 2016 19:12:19 GMT
"God works through you, not for you"- A good reminder that I am creator. I can manifest smooth transitions for all of us. A little help would be nice though.
" As I was walking home from work last night it occurred to me that my experiences with my co-worker were a form of interference." - Tom
SO much interference! Everywhere! Deflect, deflect... that's all I do. Been so busy deflecting that lost sight of my power. Taking that back now!
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