|
|
Post by bedeep on May 18, 2016 14:03:50 GMT
Feeling a tremendous amount of light coming in today. I still have no specific clue about where my path is leading me next, but I believe things here have eased a little. It's very hard to tell from any outward signs though, so I am still up in the air in a way.
I just found myself walking around in a big ccw circle around the downstairs rooms, chanting a made-up song about bringing in the light and the new elementals and healing the shadow and on and on for at least ten, fifteen minutes, it went on for a while before I came to the end. That *really* lifted the energy!
The sun peeked through the clouds for a moment too, though it's clouded over again. Lots of rain yesterday and now things are soggy.
I am just looking for the next step.
|
|
|
|
Post by Admin on May 18, 2016 17:36:48 GMT
Feeling a tremendous amount of light coming in today. I still have no specific clue about where my path is leading me next, but I believe things here have eased a little. It's very hard to tell from any outward signs though, so I am still up in the air in a way. I just found myself walking around in a big ccw circle around the downstairs rooms, chanting a made-up song about bringing in the light and the new elementals and healing the shadow and on and on for at least ten, fifteen minutes, it went on for a while before I came to the end. That *really* lifted the energy! The sun peeked through the clouds for a moment too, though it's clouded over again. Lots of rain yesterday and now things are soggy. I am just looking for the next step. bedeep, your recent experiences have been similar to mine. The last several days have been challenging for me, and a lot of my old buttons have been pushed during this time. Yesterday afternoon a lot of my challenges got resolved. I took a long nap, and when I got up I felt lighter and freed up. My intuition told me that I had done a lot of clearing of old energies during the previous days, and that during the nap I was able to release all of them for good. Since then I've been feeling lighter and more spiritual, and have been experiencing a lot of synchronicity. Tom |
|
|
|
Post by jnewman77 on May 18, 2016 19:33:35 GMT
"Feeling a tremendous amount of light coming in today."-bedeep
"The last several days have been challenging for me,"-Tom
The last two days have been horrible for me. Exhausted, body aches through the roof, brain fog. I felt like total shit. Went to bed last night and had a couple of symbolic dreams. The gist of them were that I can't save everyone. In the dream I watched people lying in the road in front of a steam roller then jumping up at the last minute to save themselves. It was a game to them. I watched a couple of people not get up in time and get crushed by the steam roller. People are putting themselves in bad situations, on purpose and getting crushed by them. I wanted to save them, but realized I couldn't or I would get crushed myself. I may have been carrying too much weight from those around me trying to save them and sinking myself.
This morning I felt better for the first time this week. As the day goes on, I feel that yes, tremendous light has come in. Feel light(weight wise) and light(not dark) for the first time this week.
|
|
moezy
Junior Member
Posts: 50 
|
Post by moezy on May 22, 2016 4:00:56 GMT
Feeling like I've been hit by a Mack truck today. Went to bed at 6pm..woke up after two hours but I think I could sleep again until tomorrow.
Having heart palpitations again. Those went away for a long while. Aches and pains.. "flu" again.
I've said this before but I feel like the old versions of me in this life feel like some movie character I watched before. That feeling is strong again.
Had "dreams" about other mes waking up from sleep and immediately saying to myself "oh, right, this is a different me, here". In one, I was wearing a turquoise jumpsuit and flat tapestry shoes, for whatever that information is worth. For some weird reason, I think someone out there can relate to the turquoise jumpsuit.
|
|
|
|
Post by bedeep on May 22, 2016 10:43:39 GMT
I totally relate to the turquoise jumpsuit. And even the tapestry shoes.
Let's see. Turquoise being the ray color of the 13th dimension, also resonant with Divine Mother -- and jumpsuit is kind of obvious there, a mode of transit or transformation, being held in that embrace. The shoes, the tapestry pattern is like gridwork, the tapestry image is resonant with earlier expressions, history, etc., so, it's like your feet are held (either held still, or held in protection, your choice?) by the structures and patterns of the past.... How it felt is the main key IMO.
VERY cool dream.
|
|
moezy
Junior Member
Posts: 50
|
Post by moezy on May 22, 2016 15:50:51 GMT
I totally relate to the turquoise jumpsuit. And even the tapestry shoes. Let's see. Turquoise being the ray color of the 13th dimension, also resonant with Divine Mother -- and jumpsuit is kind of obvious there, a mode of transit or transformation, being held in that embrace. The shoes, the tapestry pattern is like gridwork, the tapestry image is resonant with earlier expressions, history, etc., so, it's like your feet are held (either held still, or held in protection, your choice?) by the structures and patterns of the past.... How it felt is the main key IMO. VERY cool dream. Didn't think of the tapestry like that! Maybe moving the "past" into the 13th dimension? Integrating /changing? I loved wearing the suit and the shoes. |
|
|
|
Post by Admin on May 22, 2016 23:50:32 GMT
During the last few days I've had times where I've felt tense, keyed up and emotionally agitated for several hours, then have fallen asleep. After I've woken up from each of these naps I've felt lighter, relaxed, and more emotionally neutral. My intuition has been telling me that during each of these cycles I've been doing a lot of release of old emotional energy.
This has been making things chaotic and challenging for me lately. The challenge has been dealing with my emotions when I'm going through these cycles. Part of this has been my old money concerns getting triggered each time before I take my nap and experience that final release. Also, in many cases I haven't been aware I'm going through these cycles until I take my nap and have that final release.
Tom
|
|
|
|
Post by bedeep on May 22, 2016 23:55:02 GMT
That's really interesting. I mean, it's pretty cool that the naps happen at all that way, and give you a process of clearing so effectively.
I've been thinking too, I should change the title of this thread, it now reads "The energies" and daily life. It should read The energies and "daily life".
I mean, which is more real, anyway?
|
|
|
|
Post by bedeep on May 22, 2016 23:56:35 GMT
I just changed it. I wonder who will notice?  |
|
|
|
Post by sainte on May 23, 2016 1:02:53 GMT
That's really interesting. I mean, it's pretty cool that the naps happen at all that way, and give you a process of clearing so effectively. I've been thinking too, I should change the title of this thread, it now reads "The energies" and daily life. It should read The energies and "daily life". I mean, which is more real, anyway? Knock out naps clear so much out of me. Had several a day the last few days.. My sleeping pattern is so out of balance.. |
|
|
|
Post by Admin on May 23, 2016 7:10:48 GMT
I just changed it. I wonder who will notice? bedeep, I didn't notice. If I do, I won't tell the Administrator. I've heard he's really strict and humorless about things like that. |
|
|
|
Post by bedeep on May 24, 2016 21:06:01 GMT
See? You scared everyone away. Tsk. I have had a horrible day. Bad headache, lots of crapola to clear, felt like several levels at once including a transit for a pool of lost souls that looked like they were stuck in gray clay for a few centuries. Awful. I want a cookie. |
|
|
|
Post by jnewman77 on May 25, 2016 12:05:29 GMT
I have had a bad several days. Buried a brother-in-law on Monday, my late son's birthday was yesterday. (he would have been 31). I rented out the house but now I am feeling like that was a mistake. Having very strange dreams about the new renters that I don't quite understand. They don't feel positive. My son and his family are struggling to find a place to live. I feel surrounded in negativity. I'm drowning. The energies feel sludgy. I'm tired, weak, depressed. Fuck! Trying to get through each day.
|
|
|
|
Post by jnewman77 on May 25, 2016 12:11:15 GMT
I wanted to add that I am nauseous. I wake up in the night feeling sick to my stomach and I feel that way in the mornings until around 9:00 or 10:00am. I don't know whats up, but its kicking my ass. Its all I can do to clear, and stay positive.
|
|
|
|
Post by bedeep on May 25, 2016 14:42:22 GMT
Gosh, J, that's a whole bunch of stuff at once, especially your brother-in-law's interrment and the anniversary of your son's death. I am sorry. I hope you can get some good self-care time.
Here, I just had something dawn on me about this latest difficult passage I went through yesterday -- and I know it applies to others as well. It is a way of revisiting another timeline where things were awful, but while this time feeling the negative pressure fully, continuing to make a different choice. Not letting the dark drown me as (presumably) it did before. Feeling all that crap and continuing to affirm my intention and commitment to AScension and Liberation.
It helps to have a bit of understanding. Today, so far, is much better.
|
|
