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Post by aquariann on Jun 5, 2016 2:55:54 GMT
I also have to get a new computer before I move anywhere, but after I get new eyeglasses. Aiming to get the glasses this month. I can just barely do it. I will have to ask for a ride to the exam place though and that's not something I look forward to -- the asking part. If your eyewear isn't covered by insurance there are some places online that you can get glasses super cheap - you get a free eye exam locally then send them the specs and they make it for you . Kindle Fire for 50 bucks might make a good alternative or emergency fallback . My daughter got one on sale for 35 and she really likes it . |
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Post by bedeep on Jun 5, 2016 10:27:59 GMT
Haven't located any free eye exams (and no insurance) but I will keep looking. Thanks for the suggestion about Kindle Fire, I'll look into it!
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Post by bedeep on Jun 5, 2016 10:28:38 GMT
Definitely feeling a big shift this morning, light pouring in, really feels awesome.
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Post by Admin on Jun 5, 2016 14:07:17 GMT
Definitely feeling a big shift this morning, light pouring in, really feels awesome. Yes bedeep, that's exactly how I feel this morning. The last few days have been busy, chaotic and challenging for me on a few levels. Yesterday afternoon and evening was like that in a big way. I had one major challenge after another before, during and after my shift at work, and a lot of my old buttons got pushed. This morning I feel like something has shifted for me in a big way. I feel calm, healthy, centered, relaxed, and content in every area of my life. Woo hoo!  ? Tom |
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Post by katye on Jun 5, 2016 22:07:34 GMT
It just dawned on me that I've had a few potentially frustrating things happen the last few weeks but I'm not in a place anymore where it bothers me. A month ago I ordered a new refrigerator and a week later I ordered a new matching" range." Last week the range came in but no refrigerator(still using duck tape on the old one, and, yes, there is such a thing as duck tape!). I received a call today from the store telling me they're hoping it will be in this week but no guarantees. My biggest "problem" is arranging for habitat for humanity to pick the old one in a timely manner so it doesn't sit on my front porch for a week.I'm pretty much just shrugging this off as typical 3D; I know it will come eventually, the old fridge is still working, albeit not efficiently, but so what! I figure, if this is my biggest concern in life right now then I must be doing ok. As acim states..."projection makes perception." If I project my negative thoughts on this situation I will perceive it negatively, and vice verse. Getting mad isn't going to make the refrigerator materialize any quicker than being polite and thanking the store for their efforts. Breakthrough!
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Post by aquariann on Jun 6, 2016 20:24:58 GMT
Haven't located any free eye exams (and no insurance) but I will keep looking. Thanks for the suggestion about Kindle Fire, I'll look into it! Sorry, I misspoke - I should have said Amazon Fire tablet , not Kindle Fire . If you google eyeglasses online you can find some of the super cheap alternatives to buying glasses locally . It's great that some of you are feeling a positive shift today . I , on the other hand , have the geomagnetic storm beatdown going on . But I was doing better before that started . |
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Post by bedeep on Jun 6, 2016 20:55:14 GMT
Haven't located any free eye exams (and no insurance) but I will keep looking. Thanks for the suggestion about Kindle Fire, I'll look into it! Sorry, I misspoke - I should have said Amazon Fire tablet , not Kindle Fire . If you google eyeglasses online you can find some of the super cheap alternatives to buying glasses locally . It's great that some of you are feeling a positive shift today . I , on the other hand , have the geomagnetic storm beatdown going on . But I was doing better before that started . No worries, I will probably need a laptop anyway, and it's too soon for me to look into options there. I've been googling eye exams and sadly no free ones to be found, and most places give you a deal only if you buy glasses there. durrrrrrr Not finding an open door in that direction yet. So hanging loose, or tight, or something, LOL! I've had a rocky couple of days too, Aquariann. Still climbing out of the last hole, *sigh*. |
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Post by katye on Jun 6, 2016 22:32:15 GMT
bedeep...have you looked into care credit? carecredit.com for medical purposes only and you can even use it for pets, I dont have any direct experience with it myself, though
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Post by bedeep on Jun 7, 2016 10:42:21 GMT
Thanks, Katye, nope, I have zero credit so outfits like that look at me and shake their collective heads.
I'll sort it out.
I'm feeling some of the dark cloud lifted today -- last night, really, I could almost see it. I really don't mind going through whatever I have to go through in this process but it is very hard not knowing what the source of a dark experience is. I get frustrated, and that doesn't help.
Is it an attack? Is it some inner old broken thing that is trying to get released and removed? Is it something happening in the grids of the planet? Is it just something I am picking up from someone else I'm connected with?
GAH! I know one thing: when any of that can "get in" it is through some weakness in my own energy bodies; if I were completely aligned and clear, it would perhaps be perceptible but it would not be absorbed. However, even knowing that doesn't help a whole lot because willing as I am to clear,repair,revitalize my energy bodies, I can't usually find how to do that very quickly, and that healing seems to be a process that requires time, and Divine Timing, to work itself out.
And I get tired of the hurting and confusion.
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Post by jnewman77 on Jun 7, 2016 12:36:05 GMT
I am drowning. Especially last night. Been attacked by my boss at work. Almost quit yesterday. I may still. I have worked here for 17 years and I can't take it anymore. My boss of the last 10 years is a portal person, a bully and an overall asshole who thinks he owns me, us. I took a peak inside him to see what was really going on with him. What I saw was extremely unpleasant. He was full of snakes. Snakes slithering all through out him. I got out quick. Went home last night after having unpleasant words with him and decided to do yard work. That always grounds me. Interestingly, as I was edging the blade flipped up a snake. It was bloody and mangled. I took the shovel and through it away. Then later when I was mowing I hit another with my mower. Another mangled snake. Coincidence? I am not sure what to do. I am unhappy here but I am afraid things won't change. I need to get out of this toxic place but I really don't want to start over. I have been reaching out to my higher self and guardians but still unsure of what to do. Trying to stay out of fear. Trying to stay in my power.
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Post by bedeep on Jun 7, 2016 13:09:48 GMT
If you can at all afford to quit, then please do! I mean, likely there are ways to work it out, yes?
I'm sorry it's so rough, and I feel you, I really do. I'm feeling pretty raw and edgy myself here.
Snakes are an interesting -- hm -- communication. One thought about that boss of yours is he is acting as an obstacle to the needed changes and so they are trapped inside him (snake being one who knows how to change, in that storyline)
But whatever, do get out of there! Starting over seems to be on our plates, all of us. I'm looking for my openings every day and hoping things don't have to escalate here before I manage to find a way forward!
I have a snake, a garden snake, living in the strawbales I use for mulch. The other day I grabbed a handful and when I went to spread it around, there was the little snake looking out, like, "Wha???" LOL! So I carried that handful of straw quick back to the bales and set it down so he could slither back into safety. I like him there; he is eating some of the slugs that damage my plants. If I'd dropped him in the yard no doubt a larger predator would have scooped him up.
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Post by jnewman77 on Jun 7, 2016 13:26:23 GMT
My boss is an obstacle to most things. He has no idea what he is doing and makes things hard for everyone. He is a Jeckyl and Hyde. You never know what your going to get when he comes in. Its to the point now I am sick to my stomach, not sleeping and having anxiety. I know I gotta get out of here. Trying to figure out the best way so I can collect unemployment.
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Post by bedeep on Jun 7, 2016 14:13:57 GMT
Oh good luck! You know we're supporting you. Anything that goes so far as making us sick like this has got to go. Just saw this, laughed, and thought, yeah, wish it was really that easy! For you and for me both, and all of us. *hugs*  |
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Post by jnewman77 on Jun 7, 2016 15:37:41 GMT
Thank your for your support. It is what it is. Attack. I'm so tired. But will get through it. I always do. I love your cartoon. It made me smile.
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Post by aquariann on Jun 8, 2016 22:24:24 GMT
Been attacked by my boss at work. Almost quit yesterday. I may still. I have worked here for 17 years and I can't take it anymore. My boss of the last 10 years is a portal person, a bully and an overall asshole who thinks he owns me, us. I took a peak inside him to see what was really going on with him. What I saw was extremely unpleasant. He was full of snakes. Snakes slithering all through out him. I have a friend who is a medium and she will occasionally see snakes within certain people that she's asked to look into . Obviously never a good sign . Possibly a clue about their true nature or even a reptilian influence . Usually such people only get worse . If feels like there is a battle for energetic control going on behind the scenes and that is why you are being attacked . The only reason they attack you is because those snakes know you can defeat them and you have the real power . |
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