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Post by sainte on May 25, 2016 18:04:08 GMT
I have had a bad several days. Buried a brother-in-law on Monday, my late son's birthday was yesterday. (he would have been 31). I rented out the house but now I am feeling like that was a mistake. Having very strange dreams about the new renters that I don't quite understand. They don't feel positive. My son and his family are struggling to find a place to live. I feel surrounded in negativity. I'm drowning. The energies feel sludgy. I'm tired, weak, depressed. Fuck! Trying to get through each day. Sorry to hear that.. I've been low too, since Saturday, the wesak full moon, we came through into the new and the purge is over the top. I've never purged this bad and long before.. It should start to come together. Hold steady.. Love.xx |
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Post by dolphin on May 25, 2016 23:19:24 GMT
Here @ Down Under - under that FULL MOON - felt body was de-fragmenting, decomposing and MORPHING. Oh the pressure but it lasted just under 1 1/2 days where as the week before was 3 days of unbelievable pain.
Through these energetic upgrades I received esoteric imagery of alchemizing, and my brain/mind was hit with golden light - like, I actually feel this golden light charging me up which I am now more hooking into as a constant way-of-life and Information.
My husband went cuckoo last night and was on an angry rant whilst I was just going to sleep. The tension shook me up, but I just kept charging this golden light and I actually got a real deep sleep.
The 'old' past programming has revealed more so how deep deeply I/we been manipulated via emotions, via distorted energy fields and now I can see how manipulation worked but NOT now. i.e those who try it on with you and how easy it is to be hooked via conditioning responses. However I feel those who 'do' manipulation are finding it doesn't work , hence chaos.
Anyway manipulation is in 'air' everywhere: radio, media, tv drama portraying the old fields and the old way of thinking through to artificial intelligence.
There is much un-Learning to recognize, which has the old-lower self and the new morphed Higher Self is making itself known.
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Post by bedeep on May 26, 2016 0:41:05 GMT
Yes yes yes! What you are calling manipulation is the same thing I call mind control, and it is woven in everywhere and invisible to most and some of it still to us, but all of that is unraveling -- and it is driving some people bonkers, too.   |
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Post by Admin on May 26, 2016 2:09:30 GMT
Yes yes yes! What you are calling manipulation is the same thing I call mind control, and it is woven in everywhere and invisible to most and some of it still to us, but all of that is unraveling -- and it is driving some people bonkers, too. bedeep, ain't that the truth! Your post summarized current trends perfectly. |
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Post by aquariann on May 31, 2016 7:58:34 GMT
Well, gosh, don't everybody post at once!  I'm having a pretty big challenge arise now. My cousin who offered me a place to live two years ago when I was in need is more or less saying "time's up" -- we don't really complement each other as well as either of us hoped, and, it's her house, so I have to find somewhere to go. I am just hoping she will be patient with me while I do whatever it is I have to do here. *has no clue* Had a place offered me a while ago that could have been perfect -- a basement apartment in a friend's house on some acreage, rent free -- but immediately it was more or less removed as a possibility right then by developments in her life and even though she has continued to say she would love to have me there, getting the place ready (meaning, removing all the things stored there and fixing the toilet) is always on the bottom of a long list of things she must do. So. Doing my best to stay neutral and align with all positive, creative flows -- keeping my antennae active. I am sorry to hear that you're being saddled with trying to find a new spot . That's a huge life stress . Sometimes people don't mean to be callous , but when they hold out the promise of a place to live and then somehow never manage to get around to whatever needs doing to accomplish it , it's kind of irresponsible at best . Hopefully this dithering on her part is making a space to manifest an even more perfect opportunity . You might try spending time visualizing exactly what you want and set out a grid for it . Ask for a location / moving guide . I had 2 that were working on my case . One of them was a secretarial type lady from the 1960's who showed up with a clipboard during an astral projection episode like she was in charge of scheduling . I had to move to a small town in the middle of nowhere to find anything I could afford . I should have spent time visualizing - I don't like it here . But , at the time it solved the problem and that was my main concern. And it provided some amazing artistic opportunities for my daughter which neither of us expected , (she moved in later , which I was suspecting she might have to do ) so that was more important in the long run . |
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Post by bedeep on May 31, 2016 11:31:27 GMT
Thank you, Aquariann. I agree that my friend's place is being withdrawn for good reasons (eventually)(even though I can't see them now, mostly). I have spent a great amount of time envisioning what I want, and basically handing the "finding it" process over to higher guidance. I am feeling New England calling me, but at the same time know there are things to complete here, none of which can happen on my schedule, really.
I have renewed hope my cousin will manage to be patient with my process, and that's really what I need at this stage.
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Post by dolphin on May 31, 2016 20:13:30 GMT
Looking 'outside' of the physical at basic needs (housing) is one of the most difficult aspects I've found through the Ascension process. I was in same space, have to rent! with place-to-find about 6 months ago. We had only 3 weeks notice over xmas, new year so it was worst time. My body then couldn't deal with the energies and I was out of it, in bed. Within 3 days of needing to move house, we found a new location only by walking into a rental agency in another town and something had just come up there and then . Hello synchronicity
On moving to new house the welcome was a full flowering gardenia bush (my favourite) close to the door, the scent just floated everywhere.
Had a few hiccups with the agency and costs handled by the CC, which still paying off and the L/L is pretty good on repairs. However, I KNOW I am meant to be HERE, the vibration fits me very well. No snowflake ever falls out of place - is the saying.
This aspect of where one lives: according to vibrational resonance/harmony is how I account for the move/ for the shift. Looking back at the other old place (tho beautiful and new) was because 1) neighbours, who where sooooo 3D cold.
Anyway if it helps Bedeep, I feel your vibration is way perfectly ahead and you're going to be in a stronger/happier place in any case.
Maybe you can advertise on this site, see if there are any leads. Intuition tells me something is bn sorted out.
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Post by bedeep on May 31, 2016 21:32:50 GMT
Thanks, dolphin,for that supportive message. I remember reading about your having to find a new place quickly and how well it ended up for you. I am focusing on holding the energy for highest outcome-- to be moved where I need to be for my path and my work, and trying to just keep my antennae activated. Maybe I will start a thread about my "needs". Can't hurt. I also just joined facebook, and finding my way around, feel there may be some leads there. I am feeling drawn to New England, actually, since much of what I am interested in in 3D seems tobe concentrated there, mostly gardening/environmental stuff, but also the energy there is attractive. "Obstacles" are lack of funds and lack of vehicle. Had I those I might very well hit the road and look! But then, there is also my old cat who is not a great traveler and so I never know what to think about that! /rambling... |
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Post by katye on May 31, 2016 22:56:58 GMT
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Post by bedeep on Jun 1, 2016 0:16:42 GMT
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Post by sainte on Jun 1, 2016 2:01:45 GMT
Looking 'outside' of the physical at basic needs (housing) is one of the most difficult aspects I've found through the Ascension process. I was in same space, have to rent! with place-to-find about 6 months ago. We had only 3 weeks notice over xmas, new year so it was worst time. My body then couldn't deal with the energies and I was out of it, in bed. Within 3 days of needing to move house, we found a new location only by walking into a rental agency in another town and something had just come up there and then . Hello synchronicity On moving to new house the welcome was a full flowering gardenia bush (my favourite) close to the door, the scent just floated everywhere. Had a few hiccups with the agency and costs handled by the CC, which still paying off and the L/L is pretty good on repairs. However, I KNOW I am meant to be HERE, the vibration fits me very well. No snowflake ever falls out of place - is the saying. This aspect of where one lives: according to vibrational resonance/harmony is how I account for the move/ for the shift. Looking back at the other old place (tho beautiful and new) was because 1) neighbours, who where sooooo 3D cold. Anyway if it helps Bedeep, I feel your vibration is way perfectly ahead and you're going to be in a stronger/happier place in any case. Maybe you can advertise on this site, see if there are any leads. Intuition tells me something is bn sorted out. Such a beautiful post.. |
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Post by Deleted on Jun 1, 2016 5:00:00 GMT
Yup! We're getting there B. <3 |
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Post by Admin on Jun 2, 2016 19:29:17 GMT
I've been without computer access the last few days, which has been interesting. Not being able to play CD's or DVD's as part of this has been interesting as well. I've had a lot of challenges getting my computer repaired the last two days, and this process has made my life chaotic. I got my computer repaired yesterday, and this has been a blessing. As of today I'm also having challenges with a debit card I have, and with my cash flow in general. The combination of all these things has been pushing my old buttons big time. I still have some computer issues yet to resolve, and it will probably take about a week to do so. Fortunately I'm staying on track and handling all of it well.  ? |
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Post by katye on Jun 2, 2016 23:28:14 GMT
I have found, Tom, that if I learn my lessons from all 3D button pushing they go away. Just be ok with what is happening, practice patience, and know all is well(that's the hardest part) and I feel I must add this little tidbit...look into a chrome book! I bought one a couple of months ago and am very happy with it...Samsung 11.5".. For less than $170. You can't install programs on it but it does everything else...streaming, social media, email, etc, and is light enough to travel
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Post by bedeep on Jun 4, 2016 16:50:40 GMT
I get in here to post and find I don't know what to say, which is unlike me!
Energies have been very strange for me, one day I was totally weirded out by a feeling of water in my skull and body, felt wobbly and sloshy all day, very little focus.
The next day, access to higher frequencies got a big boost.
Today? I am working on not worrying, doing the few things I know to do, staying open....
I also have to get a new computer before I move anywhere, but after I get new eyeglasses. Aiming to get the glasses this month. I can just barely do it. I will have to ask for a ride to the exam place though and that's not something I look forward to -- the asking part.
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