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Post by katye on Jun 15, 2016 23:21:58 GMT
I quit my job back in early 2010, too. Talk about fear! I just couldn't do it anymore,though,the hours were excruciating, I was having my "meltdowns" at the time and my son was in his 2nd year of college, too. I took a leap of faith and the high road and left. 4 months later my company called me back and I agreed as long as it was part time. Then, 2 months ago they sent me home to work and I agreed to full time again. I truly feel retired; I like the work I do but now I'm doing it on my terms so it's not really work anymore. I think it's the programming that kills us; we think we have to be full time participants in this *ucked society we're living in. Not everything is black and white, either. J, there's probably another line of "work" You haven't thought of yet and the Universe is trying to show you that. I say Flow with it...you will probably be surprised...
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Post by dolphin on Jun 16, 2016 0:37:35 GMT
Think I am going 'off' the planet more and even more. Latest Ascension energies 'exorcised' the rigidity in my body tho' & as it was, I thought I was a flexible/adaptable person!!
I 'agreed' to myself to stop myself 'working-hard' (ouch) at a hobby which I've intentioned to make a business. Stopping enough gives you a bit of room to makeover & adjust something within.
Accepting the world is never going to be same or knowing EVERYTHING is breaking down on the macro to micro to ALLOW and HONOUR the processes at work is the best for me. When 'things' get Dark n' Deep within oneself: Honour the process - YOUR process entirely.
My brain/mind co-ordination is not working the same - spacey/drifting with 'no' concepts. I feel this is the 'morphing' to spirit air-like sensations in the body. I feel I could start floating soon. I know I am in a different universe, that is for sure.
Remember, every 'concept' we have about life...is out the window. I realize this last round in effect has been going on for about 3 weeks. Short message was CLOCKING OUT. Clocking out of systems, concepts, beliefs and time.
For a bit I experienced a wide expansion of benevolent love. It was an entire space of purity. It came as a surprise to reflect 'back' how we've all got sucked into stories of 'history' all based on fear programming for control.
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Post by aquariann on Jun 16, 2016 20:55:41 GMT
I decided not to fight the death phase I felt I was in and just go with it . Then the shooting was the next day and that absorbed a lot of my attention . I don't get too emotionally involved with these things anymore though , intentionally . It's a horrible event , in a long string of horrible events that span the decades . It mostly bounces off me now , by design . I force myself to scroll down the Daily Mail US page every couple of days , reading the godawful headlines . Looking briefly at the faces of the perpetrators of madness and seeing in their eyes a glimpse of the garbage that inhabits them . I think of it as a test of strength , the purpose of which is to get me used to these shocks so they won't overwhelm me anymore . If the higher guides care to do anything about it , they have the energetic zip code links - names, faces , crimes.
Anyway , eventually I started to feel somewhat better . Some creative stirrings are emerging . A bit more physical energy to go along with it . I will just be careful and not push or overdo it and see what happens .
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Post by jnewman77 on Jun 17, 2016 12:07:55 GMT
I am actually feeling much better. Things at my work are working themselves out. My bosses boss and I sat down and had a great talk. He told me he didn't want me to leave. He would move me and put me under him and teach me many different things other than what I have been doing. I have been a buyer for our mechanical parts and facilities, along with cleaning products, toilet paper, etc. LOL. After speaking with him I felt a huge shift. I felt the chains were cut. I still don't know for sure how this will play out. But the fear is gone. The feeling of being controlled and trapped, GONE. Maybe I should cut ties and move on. I should have not fought as hard. Its very hard to do after 17 years. As bedeep said, that is what this new energy ane "9" year is about. Endings. And new beginnings. Its been extremely difficult for me the last several weeks, but today I feel lighter. Thank God!
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Post by bedeep on Jun 18, 2016 1:38:31 GMT
JN, I am so glad to read this! Hooray!
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Post by Admin on Jun 20, 2016 21:25:11 GMT
I'm still detoxing rapidly both physically and emotionally, and my symptoms have gotten more intense the last three days or so. I've been falling into deep sleeps at odd times throughout the day, and having vivid dreams during these sleeps. When I wake up from them I feel lighter but also emotionally exhausted. I've been feeling frustrated and discouraged by all of this. My intuition has been telling me that this is largely a result of the lymphatic massage I had about two weeks ago. It's also been telling me that this lymphatic detox is a necessary next step in my Ascension and healing process.
Unfortunately this step backwards does not feel good and is not a lot of fun to deal with. My intuition keeps telling me it's necessary and happening for a good reason, but knowing that hasn't been helping me much lately. I feel like I'm right back where I was years ago with my Ascension process even though I understand that that's not the case. I have a 90-minute lymphatic massage scheduled for Friday. My intuition is telling me to do it because it will be good for me, but my mind doesn't want to deal with the additional detox symptoms it is sure to trigger. Thanks for "listening."
Tom
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Post by dolphin on Jun 21, 2016 21:13:52 GMT
I've noticed the Asc. process, the Energy, appears to have reached another 'newer' upward level/stage. Its loud, insistent throbbing and the body is responding like a mini earthquake within. At times, quick, fierce, abrupt but mostly beating BOOM with pure life force.
I find as soon as it gets too much for the nervous system, I go and lie with it till it eases through. It is an opportunity for meditation which has taken on much more deepness and awareness to the body's intelligence.
I feel I've opened/opening to ancient wisdom and am enjoying those 'revelations' to myself.
Naturally, I get frustrated, tired with the outer in whatever form it comes but there seems to be a lesson in that to. If/where I get back to 'me', my space, my time, etc etc then I feel way better and everything else dissolves.
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Post by Admin on Jun 24, 2016 0:57:11 GMT
I've been feeling better since I posted my last update, and today has been a lot better for me. I haven't been falling asleep at odd times so much today, and my energy level has been better. I've been able to get caught up on some things I haven't been able to do for a few days like buying groceries and doing my laundry. I've also resumed doing my daily spiritual practices today. All of this has felt good, and has been gratifying. My intuition has been telling me that I'm over the worst of the current Ascension wave, and that my health and energy level will continue to improve over the next few days. I'm quite pleased about this. :-)
Tom
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Post by aquariann on Jun 24, 2016 2:11:03 GMT
After speaking with him I felt a huge shift. I felt the chains were cut. I still don't know for sure how this will play out. But the fear is gone. The feeling of being controlled and trapped, GONE.
That's fantastic !  |
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Post by aquariann on Jun 24, 2016 2:22:47 GMT
I haven't been falling asleep at odd times so much today, and my energy level has been better. I've been able to get caught up on some things I haven't been able to do for a few days like buying groceries and doing my laundry. I go through similar phases . It feels like some sort of roller coaster . This morning I was feeling good, getting things done . Then all of a sudden I was tiring , and then some sort of cosmic blurp hit and I was back to being a victim of symptoms . Grocery delivery is a wonderful thing . It's free here with a 100.00 purchase , so I order about 3 weeks worth online at one time. An added bonus is that this particular store has the stuff I used to have to get from Walmart . Now I never have to set foot in either one of them again . Dreams do come true ! |
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Post by jnewman77 on Jun 24, 2016 12:14:27 GMT
I am feeling ok. After talking to my bosses boss and was promised to be moved and taught new things. It hasn't happened. A week later and nothing... crickets... So, I'm back where I started. I feel like a man without a country here at my work. Stuck in another department doing physical work, which is ok because I like the exercise, but I don't even know who my boss is anymore. I work next week, then have the week of the July 4th off. I will do a little research and see how to get out of here and keep my vacation time and collect unemployment. I am ok. A little pissed off and disappointed. Should have known better. These lower level humans can't do anything truthful or helpful.
Staying in the light. Connected to gaia and the sun grids. Helps me stay resonating at a higher level. The thing that is interesting is I pick up on their fear of me. They cannot look me in the eye and hardly talk to me because they know what they have done. Shit shit shit on me. I am a threat and the light that I carry pushes them away.
Glad your feeling better Tom! This whole British leaving the EU thing is a sign that the powers that be are crumbling. YES! What will happen next? xoxo
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Post by aquariann on Jun 25, 2016 1:44:20 GMT
After talking to my bosses boss and was promised to be moved and taught new things. It hasn't happened. A week later and nothing... crickets... Maybe they don't see your situation as a priority since they might be used to you just putting up with everything and not making obvious waves . You might have to make extra effort to advocate for yourself . Whine, scream, threaten , glare , and so forth - whatever you've got handy .  |
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Post by aquariann on Jun 25, 2016 1:47:33 GMT
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Post by katye on Jun 25, 2016 23:17:00 GMT
I am feeling ok. After talking to my bosses boss and was promised to be moved and taught new things. It hasn't happened. A week later and nothing... Jnewman77. ..I hear your pain! It's no fun working at a job you don't like or with people you don't like. I did it for years but I kept asking myself what I was supposed to be learning from it all. Not sure that I ever got an answer except that I did learn to be patient. Recently, I waited 10 MONTHS to get the final ok to work from home and it was worth the wait! Hang in there; the universe has no concept of time and is working on resolving your situation, of that, I'm sure |
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Post by bedeep on Jun 26, 2016 11:32:44 GMT
'Twas a global flattening, but hey, look, we're still here so screw that.  Hang in there, everyone. xo |
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