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Post by bedeep on Mar 20, 2016 14:08:50 GMT
No I would say not! And that's why I am totally in favor of investigating what our reality actually contains. IMO that's the opposite of randomly attracting the interfering aspects. There is a kind of fearful fascination that can take hold of some people, which does attract predators, but learning what you're actually dealing with is not the same as that.
Today I feel better from this recent/current integration, but still weak. At least most of the pain is finished. During the worst of it there were also electrical spasms, not fun. I woke this morning just extremely grateful to not feel sick anymore! It was a rush! But like I said, still weak.
How's everyone else doing in the day-to-day?
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Post by bedeep on Mar 20, 2016 14:11:43 GMT
And, Happy Spring!
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Post by norman on Mar 20, 2016 20:27:04 GMT
It seems that Wonderful things are happening in this Forum. The Forum seems to be Coming Alive with Joy. Today is the first day in a New Astrological year. The time for me to move on has come. I never had, nor do I have, any intention or desire to be the Leader. I feel am here to Collaborate with those Feel that they have been Called to Dedicate Their Lives to the Service of Healing Humanity. I see myself as a Teacher/Healer who, for a Short period of time, is Temporarily, ahead of most. And, it is my hope to Assist, in any that I can, those that have been called to Serve.
For Those Who Feel the Call, and Feel that I may be able Assist Your Journey in some way, please contact me at nmorey1@gmail.com
May Peace and Joy come to Everyone in the New Year Norman
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Post by Love & Light on Mar 21, 2016 0:31:27 GMT
It seems that Wonderful things are happening in this Forum. The Forum seems to be Coming Alive with Joy. Today is the first day in a New Astrological year. The time for me to move on has come. I never had, nor do I have, any intention or desire to be the Leader. I feel am here to Collaborate with those Feel that they have been Called to Dedicate Their Lives to the Service of Healing Humanity. I see myself as a Teacher/Healer who, for a Short period of time, is Temporarily, ahead of most. And, it is my hope to Assist, in any that I can, those that have been called to Serve.
For Those Who Feel the Call, and Feel that I may be able Assist Your Journey in some way, please contact me at nmorey1@gmail.com
May Peace and Joy come to Everyone in the New Year Norman
Thanks for your time Norman, I hope you learnt a lot from your experiences here. There is a new grid network running through this forum now, and those not in alliance with it, will feel the need to move on. the wise man never proclaims to be ahead of others, so take that little lesson with you and best of luck for your journey ahead. love and light.
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Post by dolphin on Mar 21, 2016 3:20:19 GMT
realizing through the day just how fast things are Changing. Old skin falling off in infinite ways and the conformity held in the body . Outwardly store-owners are just packing up shop immediately and leaving. I feel my experiences as at adolescence (aaah, ugh) are being remedied over. Feel like dancing the new vibrancy. The I- AM, without intellect awareness is getting very strong, powerful as tho' I'm absorbed into it. Thinking how or why it works,(?) well it hurts too much to do that.
Feeling a little giddy with the excitement & happiness & LOVE. xx
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Post by Admin on Mar 21, 2016 4:49:37 GMT
The energies and my symptoms are still very intense, especially my irregular sleep and appetite. I'm still having lots of vivid dreams, and needing to rest a lot.
My shift at work yesterday did not start out well, and we were extremely busy for a few hours. I was very tempted to fall into my old pattern of complaining about it, being a victim of the situation, etc. Instead I made it a point to maintain a good attitude, and my shift went quite well. My coworkers also had good attitudes, and the shift went well for them as well. I realized today that that was largely due to the ripple effect of my maintaining a good attitude in spite of the circumstances.
My experience at work last night was a good reminder of how quickly and immediately our thoughts are manifesting in the outside world these days. It was also a good reminder that I have a bigger impact on the people around me than I sometimes realize. It's almost scary to see how much influence I now have on my environment. Today has been a good day for me. :-)
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Post by bedeep on Mar 21, 2016 12:09:05 GMT
Yay! So glad to hear that both Dolphin and Tom! Woo hoo! Pretty much every public voice I tune into about Ascension is saying some version of this, I listen to Alex Collier's monthly webinars and he is always saying, in the presence of all the harsh things happening which he acknowledged fully, that the most important thing is to stay in "a positive field". He talks about how hard this is and about how crucial it is, too. So, yeah. Breakthroughs. I'm feeling good at the moment, slept better and longer than I have for days. My immediate issue is money: being on a SS monthly amount, the final week of my money month is always a bit tricky. This month I am running out of everything it seems. I *think* I have it figured out how how to squeak by but I may in fact run out of coffee (yikes! my single morning cup is kinda important) and have little I can eat with my currently challenged digestion (which is gradually settling into more function again, I think.) So the cool thing is, this is on my mind, but I am not worrying about it. In fact I feel a kind of pleasant interest in how I am going to solve it and what the Universe is going to come forth with. What will happen?
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Post by Admin on Mar 21, 2016 13:29:53 GMT
Yay! So glad to hear that both Dolphin and Tom! Woo hoo! Pretty much every public voice I tune into about Ascension is saying some version of this, I listen to Alex Collier's monthly webinars and he is always saying, in the presence of all the harsh things happening which he acknowledged fully, that the most important thing is to stay in "a positive field". He talks about how hard this is and about how crucial it is, too. So, yeah. Breakthroughs. I'm feeling good at the moment, slept better and longer than I have for days. My immediate issue is money: being on a SS monthly amount, the final week of my money month is always a bit tricky. This month I am running out of everything it seems. I *think* I have it figured out how how to squeak by but I may in fact run out of coffee (yikes! my single morning cup is kinda important) and have little I can eat with my currently challenged digestion (which is gradually settling into more function again, I think.) So the cool thing is, this is on my mind, but I am not worrying about it. In fact I feel a kind of pleasant interest in how I am going to solve it and what the Universe is going to come forth with. What will happen? bedeep, thanks for the acknowledgment, and for sharing the quote from Alex Collier. It confirmed exactly what my intuition has been telling me the last two days. I'm sorry to hear about your money challenges. I've had major money issues almost my entire adult life, but that's another story. I've learned to trust myself and Source in this area, and it looks like you are too. Good for you!
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Post by bedeep on Mar 21, 2016 14:22:43 GMT
Yeah, me too, all my life, big challenge, but you are so right, trusting Source is the ONLY way through. Just made a new crystal grid, posting about it next in the grid thread. Called TriWave Healing.
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Post by bedeep on Mar 22, 2016 1:52:31 GMT
Welp. So, today, I made that grid, photographed and wrote about it, wrote a poem and revised another, worked outside for a bit and took pictures, made blueberry muffins (basically because I don't have a lot else left to eat but I had blueberries! ) and I still feel incomplete like something is being left unfinished. It's a strange feeling. My big challenge this week is coming up Saturday. My cousin, whose house this is, is hosting her annual Easter Egg Hunt on Saturday morning, and then in the afternoon holding a study group for the spiritual work she is involved with. My intention is always to support every path anyone chooses which they find benefit in but this one I have difficulty being so close to -- there seem to be energies associated that just give me lots to clear. She holds these groups about once a month. I hide in my room. Having both these events on the same day is a level of intensity in my environment I am trying not to dread, to be honest. My challenge is to stay neutral to all this and let it wash over me. She has good reasons for the timing, which she explained to me, and I do understand. I guess everyone probably has certain things that are just really hard to stay at peace around, and this is one of mine, noise and what feels like chaotic field effects in my environment. I was thinking for a while, gee, would be really nice if the egg hunt got rained out! But that isn't really what I want; what I really want is not to be at the effect of anything like this! I want to take back my power here. Problem is, I can easily visualize a rainstorm, right? But how do I visualize me being stable, neutral, and peaceful in challenging situations? I can't. I can only do my best to stop negative anticipation when it comes to mind. I tend to pray a lot, LOL! How's everyone else doing?
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Post by Admin on Mar 22, 2016 6:13:55 GMT
My symptoms were intense today, and I handled it well. I rested when I needed to, and ended up having a productive, satisfying day. Earlier this evening I spent an hour and a half at my favorite local hot tub/sauna place, and that was enjoyable and relaxing for me. I feel tired now, and some of my old money fears got triggered during the last couple of hours. Fortunately I'm watching a good Lisa Transcendence Brown video on how to deal with old fears that come up, and that's helping. Today I've been noticing how much I try to make things happen in my life rather than letting them happen by attracting them to me and depending on synchronicity. In spite of this I experienced a lot of synchronicity today, and that was gratifying. I'm still doing a good job of maintaining a positive attitude and high vibration regardless of my circumstances, and I'm clear that that's what's going to make the biggest difference for me in the near future. :-)
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Post by jnewman77 on Mar 22, 2016 14:19:52 GMT
I am overwhelmed by 3D stuff. Working 40 hours a week is one thing, but with spring here that really adds a lot to my plate. My husband and I just purchased a home for a rental investment. Right now we are in the process of fixing and cleaning it up getting it ready for rent. Every wall, ceiling, closet, light fixture, window, blinds, drawer, bathroom etc. needs wiping down and cleaning. He is working on fixing things and I am cleaning. Then I have my mom I need to help with her yard and home. I woke up at 3am this morning and couldn't get back to sleep. Its all so much. I'm trying to take it one day at a time. I don't want to do ANY of it. I really wasn't thrilled about buying the home all along but its something my husband has talked about for the last several years as we approach retirement. Then I have my home to deal with as well. Other than that.... spiritually I feel pretty good. Feels like some big energy stuff is happening. Big changes all around me in 3D and otherwise. ♥♥♥
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Post by bedeep on Mar 22, 2016 14:41:43 GMT
Yikes, J, that is a LOT of work and responsibility. Glad you are feeling the good shifts. It's quite a range of things going on at once. Hang in there with all those projects, whew. (Can you afford to hire some temp help with some of that?)
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Post by bedeep on Mar 23, 2016 1:17:45 GMT
Right now I feel a sensation I am identifying as "speed" -- that things are happening very very fast on multiple levels, and that the boundaries between those levels are damn near tissue thin and transparent, and that the best way to be is still. Feels like pretty much any series of events is moving way too fast to interact with and all I can do is watch, and if I try to act or do much of anything, I get knocked off balance one way or another. Nothing serious, just little accidents like dropping a full yogurt carton on the floor (yes but I managed to save it before much spilled out....) and feeling out of balance, and I have to keep rebalancing, recentering, regrounding...
Very interesting feeling, this!
Head buzzing too. In a good way. LOL!
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Post by Admin on Mar 24, 2016 10:27:25 GMT
My symptoms have stayed intense the last several days, especially irregular sleep and vivid dreams. I'm still handling it well, and maintaining a good attitude towards my current situation. My intuition is still telling me emphatically that taking good care of myself and maintaining a good attitude is still my highest priority. The latter is still a challenge for me when my sleep is as irregular as it is these days. I'm spending a lot of time chatting with Ascension people whom I have recently met through Facebook groups, and watching lots of Ascension-related videos on YouTube. That is doing a lot to help me maintain a positive attitude towards my current Ascension symptoms and situation.
Tom
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