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Post by jnewman77 on Mar 29, 2016 14:08:03 GMT
Phew! Huge energy pushes and shoves. Feeling like I've been hit by a train. I have an odd new symptom that I keep forgetting to bring up here. I noticed it a few months ago. My hands and skin smell different. I can't even explain what it smells like. Not rotting flesh but burning maybe? No matter how many times I wash or put on lotion the smell comes through. Any one experiencing this? Could it be our bodies are regenerating into the new form and it actually gives off a scent?
Things feel very different in my world. My memories as gradually retuning to me as well as where I come from originally and who/what I am. I am beginning to put the pieces together bit by bit. It is a little frustrating but it will come. ♥♥♥
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Post by bedeep on Mar 29, 2016 14:16:06 GMT
Very cool! about the memories.
The smell, that's kind of reminiscent of what some of us have experienced as an elemental upgrade, there can be a smell of burning, and also (not fun) sensations of itching and crawling but nothing visible. I had both of those off and on for a while. I think it's the old matter being sloughed off.
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Post by katye on Mar 29, 2016 16:57:58 GMT
I smelled something burning yesterday before going to work and I was almost afraid to leave. Then when I got to work I smelled it again. I don't think it was me, though. I haven't smelled it since. Things are getting curiouser and couriouser
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Post by bedeep on Mar 30, 2016 1:03:36 GMT
Hmm, liking the new improved creative energy of the forum. Pretty ok here in my own world, but did get hit by a strong blast on Sunday evening, felt so dizzy that I fell down. Still not cleared completely. Get this kind of swaying and swirling in my head when there is a solar flair or something happening. This was the worst one, like when one has a bad hangover. Love all the art and creative crystals and new ways of living this life. Hey, susanrose, do you read Sandra Walter's newsletters? I ask because I just now read one, her latest, in which she talks about that very thing, the swaying and swirling sensations, as having to do with changes in the planet's magnetics: www.sandrawalter.com/quantum-gravity-and-the-solar-aspect-of-self/ |
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Post by susanrose on Mar 30, 2016 5:36:15 GMT
Yes I received her newsletter .. ooo love it when one gets confirmation.
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Post by Admin on Mar 30, 2016 17:00:16 GMT
I saw my doctor yesterday for the first time in about 7 months, and that experience really rocked my world. Not all the news about my health was good, and a lot of my old buttons got pushed as a result of my visit with her. Despite this we accomplished a lot, and I maintained a good attitude even though the circumstances were not exactly ideal for me. After I got home last night I shared with some friends of mine online, and that helped me process and let go of what had happened, and feel better about how my day went. It was a challenge for me to maintain my good, healthy habits in the midst of all this, but I did it.
This morning I feel tired but quite pleased with what I accomplished yesterday. I had some breakthroughs with maintaining a good attitude when my circumstances weren't exactly ideal, and in maintaining my good habits in the midst of some challenges. I have my whole day free today, and I'm glad I can enjoy it and recharge my batteries after a challenging but satisfying day yesterday. :-)
Tom
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Post by katye on Mar 30, 2016 18:32:43 GMT
I woke up this a.m. to find my bedroom furniture re-arranged. It was a little freaky, I kept looking around and asking how this could be. Ah! Lucid dream! Then I woke up again and realized that this must be what shifting into 5D must be like...Waking up in the same place but seeing things a little differently, re-arranged, as it were. I see the lucid dream and this dream world as parallel but different dimensions or consciousnesses. I love it when stuff like this happens. Then I read this article;it seems to be saying the same thing... www.soulsticerising.com/newsletter.aspx?ArticleID=232Happy day! |
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Post by bedeep on Mar 30, 2016 19:38:47 GMT
Very cool, Katye. Tom, I do hope the doc's report was not too terribly dire but if it rocked your world it must have had some weight. I'm glad you're keeping your spirits up. I have not been to a doctor in more years than I can count. I think the very last time was sometime in the 1980s? Anyway, initially this was because I was unable to afford medical attention (so I did some self-education about self-care via food and herbs and such) but then later there were more reasons than that and I have been glad I've not interacted with the medical world. At this stage, whatever physical symptoms arise, I take them as part of the Ascension clearing and address them that way. So far so good. If they're unusual symptoms I may call on some friends for comparing notes and/or google self-care methods -- but that seems sufficient so far. I'm feeling really great today, physically energetic more than usual, and happy. Nice combination. I'll take more of that, please.  I made green juice this morning, and did some writing. |
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Post by katye on Mar 30, 2016 20:03:29 GMT
I have not been to a doctor in more years than I can count. I think the very last time was sometime in the 1980s? Anyway, initially this was because I was unable to afford medical attention (so I did some self-education about self-care via food and herbs and such) but then later there were more reasons than that and I have been glad I've not interacted with the medical world. At this stage, whatever physical symptoms arise, I take them as part of the Ascension clearing and address them that way. So far so good. If they're unusual symptoms I may call on some friends for comparing notes and/or google self-care methods -- but that seems sufficient so far. I'm feeling really great today, physically energetic more than usual, and happy. Nice combination. I'll take more of that, please. I made green juice this morning, and did some writing.[/quote] I haven't been to a doc in 5 years. I assume everything is fine, even with Ascension symptoms. I feel that doctors are trained to find something wrong and it's a "seek and you shall find" mentality. I just figure when it's my time to go then so be it. I'm not going to battle any disease. I'm tired, anyway |
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Post by dolphin on Mar 30, 2016 21:01:05 GMT
I haven't been to a doctor (or a dentist) in eons either. This was and has 'due' to money difficulties AND also that the solution NEVER has been with them, (more fixing it-up;) or a prescription) but answers are within myself. Of course, and many times I have dithered over my sanity whether I should....however, after all pain(s) I come out the other side more clued, more information, more balanced in some obscured way. However, I do find it unbelievable that the Processes can cause so much physical pain - even if it is suppose to be that way. I query Pain a lot because I have had incidences in the physical environment of 5D heightened which have come instantly and all Pain or association like Gravity was/is thoroughly removed. A walking on water or air feeling. Blocked energy/meridians/chakras whatever you have (lol)is finding that Source of Complexity - not intellectually, but sensuously. I had 4 day 'bout of Ascension pain, dizziness, fatigue and I did all the right things (so to speak) but couldn't stabilize till I again laid down on grass, beneath trees and just plain rested THERE. And, I watched, and I listened. I saw all the things I did as a child, curious about Nature, and blending to the animation of LIfe around me. Re-invigorated! Last night, hubby offers me his daughters latest advice, a migraine/headache drug. Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I shoved beneath his nose all-about-ascension-symptoms and he says " does it describe you". Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! I've knocked off t.v. complete - realizing it scrabbles my brain waves too much and even been on a computer does the same much of the time. I go back to self-healing (SELF_TAUGHT) via jin shin jysutu , polarity therapy and re-organizing my body flows. Its helped greatly I.e. going forward and realizing more value to the art it is. Generally, ascension 'shock's the nervous system. For myself, if it goes on to long , the body not coping through energy depletion rather than vitality I am in some trouble. I don't think the medical profession have those resources to understand 'us' as vibrations of energy. ....the green, green grass of Home, brings me Home  xx |
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Post by bedeep on Mar 30, 2016 22:20:48 GMT
Wow. That physical energy I said I had? It just tanked. Oh well, it was a nice run, most of the day. Now I'm going to do very little for a while. Dolphin, the last time I had a bad migraine for several days (not that long ago,less than a month, it was during the March frequency downloads) I learned a method that really helped me -- been meaning to post it in the thread about meditation and techniques. Now I for sure will, just, probably not tonight, whew! Anyway, yeah, this pain stuff is so old.  |
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Post by bedeep on Mar 31, 2016 11:42:10 GMT
Dolphin, I posted that here: ascensionsupport.freeforums.net/thread/116/practices-meditation-clearing-methods-work if you care to check it out. Being on the earth like you say also helps, but sometimes it isn't possible to spend time outside like that (or the next door neighbor starts mowing the lawn right then, or a helicopter flies over low, or some damn thing, LOL!) Slept well last night but woke a couple times with head pain. Going to work at keeping it from taking over. Open and clear.... |
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Post by bedeep on Mar 31, 2016 12:17:18 GMT
Well that was fun. Downstairs just now getting my smoothie, my legs dissolved. Didn't affect balance, just the sensation was a rush. Seeing light around the edges.
this will be a big integration. Hope my body is up for it, whew. Feels good right now.
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Post by dolphin on Mar 31, 2016 19:37:22 GMT
Kind thanks Bedeep
I will 'exercise' this.... It reminds me of releasing tension & stiffness.
Every moment of the day brings something new on board: re-learning, re-adjusting.
Last night I dreamt I was a class, learning to be a Buddhist monk. At the end of the lesson, I said "I've done all this before". Realizing somehow I had done it all before.
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Post by dolphin on Apr 1, 2016 0:33:37 GMT
Done my exercises and processes etc and felt an urge to go out or a flat-white at a particular café. Try to dismiss the coffee treat but felt my soul was adamant I go.
So there I am with my treats ...and a 55+ couple with their elderly mum come in for lunch sitting at near-by table. The 55 year woman starts up 'sham' like conversation with elderly ma while he is up for a menu. He comes back she reverts to a holier-than-thou rapport with hubby.
He goes to order then she focus back on ma , saying how trashy she looks with her nail-polish and shouldn't look like this cheap Trash.
He returns and then she really goes for the old lady...or cause the old dear has all her trinket jewellery on of necklace, dangly earrings and 4 + bracelets. Old lady attempts to defend herself. 55 year old woman demands she takes them off, because again she looks like Trash. She goes on and on stripping the old girl down. Poor lady is just about in tears and looks totally sad and hurt. They are of course totally oblivious to their actions.
Me.... right from the start I could sense this was not going to be pleasant. I kept asking higher self, what-to-do with these pair of bullies. I allowed it to play it out but when it was time to go, I knew I couldn't let it slide.
I went up to the old dear, hugged her and said "I think you look beautiful with all your jewellery". She gave me a big smile and I held her hand for a bit.
Well, daughter-in-law was speechless and hubby stuttered to try and say something but I was silent to it and I let my eyes (on him & her) do the talking (i.e. you miserable bastards) and walked out, close to tears myself.
I shouldn't but I do 'analyse' the experience. I can only say that somehow when I intervened upon the group I was acting outside of myself and felt the unity was really only between myself and the old dear.
Shit though.... the witnessing of pure ugliness & unconsciousness in humanity is something else.
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