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Post by bedeep on Aug 8, 2016 21:53:12 GMT
Dolphin you have it exactly, IMO. We all carry structures at depth that we have to clear even though we are largely unaware of them.
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Post by sainte on Aug 8, 2016 23:02:04 GMT
That's terrible Bedeep. I can see huge crystal lines running through you and into somewhere, so something will work out. And the rest of August and September are such huge energy pushing forward months so new things will arrive.. Much love to you..xx
Big push from overnight.. My guides are saying everything is now zero.. Just waking up so need to adjust and adapt it all through for a few hours..
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Post by bedeep on Aug 8, 2016 23:13:01 GMT
Thanks, pal. I know something will! My challenge right now is how to handle the day to day as it feels so corrosive to be here. I don't want to jump at things out of fear, either. (A hippy farm in Tennessee I could go to, a friend in a place I used to live and really don't want to return to says "mi casa es su casa" but I bet she doesn't mean move in, etc.)
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Post by sainte on Aug 8, 2016 23:42:47 GMT
yes.. Very stressful.. Been there myself, it's like when they give you a deadline it's a huge frequency attack to the central nervous system.. Big hugs..xx
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Post by bedeep on Aug 9, 2016 0:02:22 GMT
My first reaction wasn't helpful. I looked at her and said "I can't do that" which pissed her off. So then I said,"what will you do if I don't make this deadline" and that was when she said she would take legal action, put my stuff in the street, all those lovely visions dancing like poison sugar plums around the house!
I did a massive clearing on the space -- and my body --when she went out for a few hours this afternoon, but it still feels toxic here.
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Post by katye on Aug 9, 2016 0:47:57 GMT
Bedeep...
I'm no expert on personal relationships but if I can insert my experiences here without sounding like a religious goon...
If a situation feels toxic then it's time to leave.
You probably already know this.
Move in that direction.
Stay calm.
Trust.Trust.Trust.
It will all work out in the end.
It is scary, the things we need to do for self preservation.
Remember that you are being guided and protected. Ask your angels for help...Constantly
Trust.Trust.Trust. Again and Again
Take the leap yourself or be pushed.
Keep in mind...this might be the best thing that's ever happened.
And,,, YOU ARE NOT ALONE
xoxo
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Post by bedeep on Aug 9, 2016 1:04:58 GMT
Thanks, Katye, yes I agree it's time to leave.... but, where go? That's what is not clear.
<3
Also, you do not sound like a religious good. xo
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Post by sainte on Aug 9, 2016 6:52:38 GMT
My first reaction wasn't helpful. I looked at her and said "I can't do that" which pissed her off. So then I said,"what will you do if I don't make this deadline" and that was when she said she would take legal action, put my stuff in the street, all those lovely visions dancing like poison sugar plums around the house! I did a massive clearing on the space -- and my body --when she went out for a few hours this afternoon, but it still feels toxic here. She is a witch.. Giving you to Christmas would have been a bit more considered.. oi vey.. |
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Post by anon on Aug 9, 2016 8:26:34 GMT
You may find this video of interest www.youtube.com/watch?v=UyyjU8fzEYUWhen Taylor had this massive stroke which shut down her left brain, she perceived herself as a vast being - it's the left lobe that is putting in the restrictions. I've heard that this split brain with the 2 lobes is what the reptilians gave to us -the left side is to keep us under control so that we do not realise the vastness of our soul |
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Post by bedeep on Aug 9, 2016 13:50:40 GMT
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Post by aquariann on Aug 10, 2016 9:37:34 GMT
You might try either burning a free current version live linux iso to a dvd, making a bootable linux usb drive , or buying a cheap dvd of something like Linux Mint . (my personal fave , 10 bucks I think) Then you can just insert that into your machine to boot off of and use it to access the web without installing . Maybe it could tide you over until you get your better machine . PS, I really dislike your cousin .  |
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Post by bedeep on Aug 10, 2016 11:02:08 GMT
No, I am not techno enough to get away with that, I would fumble something and screw it up no doubt! Besides which the machine hardware is creaky-old, and there is not enough storage by far!
I intend to get a chromebook and a memory stick, among other things. Like a backpack and a passport.
Cousin is a piece of work. Well, but so am I! Bwahahahaha!
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Post by jnewman77 on Aug 10, 2016 13:07:28 GMT
Not sure is this is the place to post this... but had an attack by the reptilian forces last night. I know it was Reptilian because I saw the eyes. I was attacked first during meditation by a reptilian pretending to be my guide. When I looked in my guides eyes I saw the snakelike pupils and immediately banished the entity. I was actually gathering some soul fragments when this happened.
Then I was attacked again in a dream shortly after falling asleep. These bad forces were after me. They were going to rip me into pieces. I recognized the attack in my dream state and as I was escaping I called them on their crap. I was able to get away from them and woke up. When I woke my body was cold and clammy, like I had just come back from the underworld. I immediately shielded and banished them from my space. It was unsettling however. More so than scary.
When these types of attacks happen, they are usually because I have made a progress or a breakthrough. Or maybe they just wanted to mess with me because they have left me alone for a while. |
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Post by dolphin on Aug 11, 2016 1:28:57 GMT
Last night/sleep blasted with new light big time.
I heard the words 'mitochondrial' change.
Went back to sleep - had uncomfortable dream (ex- hub)giving off such bad vibes. Message was 'those energies , always pushed/pushing me over, aside. On reflection recognizing how sly those energies can be - probably, just recognizing it NOW how they slipped in, on one's energy fields.
After,I had a vision of a sea-horse: creatures, which so fascinated me as a child. I feel our environment/invisible realms, conditions, force-fields where we exist to how-we-exist throughout, & expressed as Self is parallel. i.e the Adaptation/transmutation is just that.
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Post by aquariann on Aug 11, 2016 2:38:19 GMT
No, I am not techno enough to get away with that, I would fumble something and screw it up no doubt! Besides which the machine hardware is creaky-old, and there is not enough storage by far! I intend to get a chromebook and a memory stick, among other things. Like a backpack and a passport. There's no storage involved . I can just insert a Mint live dvd and reboot. (assuming the boot order starts with the D drive , if not that has to be temporarily changed by pressing down a key during the startup ) You choose the live option , the dvd bypasses your operating system , installs nothing , and becomes a workable new operating system for you , with many programs pre-installed . Eject the dvd and it was like it never happened and your machine works as before . Your current OS and its' missing software problems would not be involved in any way .No doubt youtube must have a plethora of explanatory videos. But , I can understand your reluctance to deal with technical stuff . I hate it, but I had to figure it out because I had no choice . It's handy that I did , since I have no intention of ever installing Win 10 and often wish I had never installed 8 . It's also good to know because you can use live linux if your OS gets into real trouble, such as a disabling virus or malware attack - you can run it and get your files off the hard drive . |
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