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Post by katye on Aug 4, 2016 23:44:13 GMT
Not sure what's going on this week but something very marvelous is up. The first week of every month is usually sooooo busy for me, business wise, that I tend to get kind of cranky each day until my "work" is done(I am an accountant). This week my work was done early yesterday. I'm coasting and cruising through a week that used to drive me crazy. I think there is something working through me, getting this mundane work stuff out of the way. Joy and anticipation are bubbling up
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Post by jnewman77 on Aug 5, 2016 12:03:43 GMT
Agreed! Feeling the good vibes too. Lets all raise our vibrations during this phase and make a difference!
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Post by bedeep on Aug 6, 2016 0:14:54 GMT
Hi guys, how's it going? If I posted my whole thing here it would take too much of the thread, I fear, so I may just make a thread for "bedeep's update" or something. Suffice to say, it's been a hell of a ride, I'm through the other side of a real ordeal, and taking things day by day while the energy continues to build. Short version, my dear old cat finally laid down and died, it was peaceful and merciful and I miss her. I got off coffee, and then proceeded into a spontaneous cleanse and purge that involved a kind of symptom crescendo, really maxed out for about four days at the worst, at the end of July. As I came out of that I decided to have a clearing session with a couple of really good practitioners who helped me finalize some things and release some others.... one thing that happened was my entire level of awareness of my work entered a new phase and level. I now feel much less at the effect of my cousin's energies or intentions because I know fully why I am here and what I am doing and that it is almost finished (I can feel this) but not quite (also can feel this). Much more empowered and also calmer. REad a bit from time to time here, it seems most are doing better in their challenges too (JN!  ) So, yes, let's do this thing. |
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Post by bedeep on Aug 6, 2016 0:41:20 GMT
Also, this computer is really on it's final push. It overheats very rapidly especially with anything full of graphics or audio visual stuff. :/ I am going to get another but first have to get my eyesight attended to this month. So one reason I posted two threads with links is because I wanted to make sure to get those in here in case the computer goes belly up before I am ready to replace it!
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Post by anon on Aug 7, 2016 13:33:25 GMT
Not sure what's going on this week but something very marvelous is up. The first week of every month is usually sooooo busy for me, business wise, that I tend to get kind of cranky each day until my "work" is done(I am an accountant). This week my work was done early yesterday. I'm coasting and cruising through a week that used to drive me crazy. I think there is something working through me, getting this mundane work stuff out of the way. Joy and anticipation are bubbling up I think it's because the 3rd wave energies have been coming in already www.sandrawalter.com/timeline-shift-the-third-wave-of-2016/
Timeline Shift: The Third Wave of 2016
Jul 29, 2016
The energies for the September wave, our third amplification of 2016, are already arriving.....
The Lion’s Gate (August 8) and August 21 are our collective triggers this month. The September wave begins around September 9th – 11th with the peak of the wave flowing in September 26 -29. |
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Post by anon on Aug 7, 2016 13:35:54 GMT
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Post by katye on Aug 8, 2016 0:16:14 GMT
Hi All...
I feel compelled to post tonight.
I woke up this morning feeling a very sublime energy surrounding or entering me. I meditated with it for 2-3 hours before getting out of bed at 8 am, which is very late for me, even on a saturday or sunday. It was a compelling energy and I felt very attracted to it.
It's been with me all day, subtle and benign but definitely consistent all day.
I'm sitting on my patio, which I do every night, contemplating "things" and I found myself reviewing my past 57 years and it hit me that I have a story that repeats itself in my head on a pretty continuous basis...and I find I'm getting bored with it. Same old shit, same old feelings.
I've done, I think, enough self-analysis to know that this "story in my head" can be changed. My current "story in my head" is based on the negative stuff that I remember or think I remember. It occurred to me that if I base my story on the plethora of positive stuff,my story changes completely.
So...I'm rewriting my story, the "story in my head." I have been blessed in so many ways, all my life long. I chose, for some reason, for many of my years, to focus on the "bad." Like it defined me and I had to stick with it.
No more...I have the power to change my story and focus on all the "good" stuff but not in a Pollyanna way. Shit still happens in my life but I get to choose how I respond to it and if it gets included in the "story in my head."
k
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Post by anon on Aug 8, 2016 1:20:38 GMT
... Shit still happens in my life but I get to choose how I respond to it and if it gets included in the "story in my head." k Yes, that's right. It's your perception. For example, if you fall down the stairs and break a leg, you can call that a tragedy or be thankful that you did not break your neck |
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Post by aquariann on Aug 8, 2016 2:08:51 GMT
Also, this computer is really on it's final push. It overheats very rapidly especially with anything full of graphics or audio visual stuff. :/ I am going to get another but first have to get my eyesight attended to this month. So one reason I posted two threads with links is because I wanted to make sure to get those in here in case the computer goes belly up before I am ready to replace it! I am very sorry to hear that your beloved cat has passed on . As for the overheating computer , you can cut down on the work it has to do and help it not to have to struggle so much. Using ad and script blockers in your browser will stop a lot of useless garbage from loading , and speed up browsing as well . Also , you can block flash or video content . Then just click to enable it when it's something you want to want . You can disable the loading of images altogether , and then just the text will be seen . Find out what programs and services are running at startup and in the background and disable the ones you don't need . Using a system cleaner will make your machine more efficient . PM me if you have questions . All my pcs are old - ancient in computer years - but they run well once you get them streamlined . If you have a laptop, you might need an inexpensive cooling pad or help from a free fan adjustment program . |
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Post by bedeep on Aug 8, 2016 11:09:48 GMT
... Shit still happens in my life but I get to choose how I respond to it and if it gets included in the "story in my head." k Yes, that's right. It's your perception. For example, if you fall down the stairs and break a leg, you can call that a tragedy or be thankful that you did not break your neck And, seems that when we smooth out some of the kinks in our characters, and find ourselves genuinely aligning with beneficial experiences, such accidents happen less and less. And if they happen, they are minimized. I have had two serious -- no, three! now I think about it -- serious falls in the past few years and each time the damage to my body which could have been severe was very minimal and briefly felt. In each instance I have felt protected and held, in spite of whatever imbalance or miscreant energy initiated the tumble. |
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Post by bedeep on Aug 8, 2016 11:14:13 GMT
Also, this computer is really on it's final push. It overheats very rapidly especially with anything full of graphics or audio visual stuff. :/ I am going to get another but first have to get my eyesight attended to this month. So one reason I posted two threads with links is because I wanted to make sure to get those in here in case the computer goes belly up before I am ready to replace it! I am very sorry to hear that your beloved cat has passed on . As for the overheating computer , you can cut down on the work it has to do and help it not to have to struggle so much. Using ad and script blockers in your browser will stop a lot of useless garbage from loading , and speed up browsing as well . Also , you can block flash or video content . Then just click to enable it when it's something you want to want . You can disable the loading of images altogether , and then just the text will be seen . Find out what programs and services are running at startup and in the background and disable the ones you don't need . Using a system cleaner will make your machine more efficient . PM me if you have questions . All my pcs are old - ancient in computer years - but they run well once you get them streamlined . If you have a laptop, you might need an inexpensive cooling pad or help from a free fan adjustment program . Thanks, Aquariann. Those fixes won't work with this machine; it is old and overburdened but the main issue is it runs a Linux operating system I cannot upgrade because a previous attempt to fix an issue I inadvertantly deleted some essential software and it's just time to get a used Mac. I am intending to do that and looking forward to it, and this one is managing to limp along.  |
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Post by bedeep on Aug 8, 2016 12:44:57 GMT
Well, update time. My cousin whose house I live in just gave me a deadline to be out of here by September 30. She says if I don't manage to do this she will evict me. Then she claimed that was not a threat. :/
We talked, and I assured her I am doing and will do my best to meet that date, and I tried to get her to soften a bit about the eviction, explaining that I might not be able to manage it. We did talk through some of the ickiest parts but my experience is still a threat hanging over me and I didn't really get her to withdraw it.
So, yeah. Major trust walk here. True, I have not been focusing with maximum intention on moving, and really hoped she wouldn't go hardline. But now it's going to have to be my daily work, seeking and finding, getting rid of possessions, storing some maybe -- dismantling the garden.
oof
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Post by anon on Aug 8, 2016 15:37:24 GMT
Well, update time. My cousin whose house I live in just gave me a deadline to be out of here by September 30. She says if I don't manage to do this she will evict me. Then she claimed that was not a threat. :/ We talked, and I assured her I am doing and will do my best to meet that date, and I tried to get her to soften a bit about the eviction, explaining that I might not be able to manage it. We did talk through some of the ickiest parts but my experience is still a threat hanging over me and I didn't really get her to withdraw it. So, yeah. Major trust walk here. True, I have not been focusing with maximum intention on moving, and really hoped she wouldn't go hardline. But now it's going to have to be my daily work, seeking and finding, getting rid of possessions, storing some maybe -- dismantling the garden. oof I read that as a big nudge from Spirit for you to relocate. Never ignore these nudges as it will be delivered with greater force should it need to be given again. Various people are reporting the need to change. Have a look at this update from Lucia Rene: luciarene.com/acclimating-to-formlessness/She could barely hold the conference in California - one of the presenters couldn't attend and if my memory serves me, she and the other remaining presenter were both ill (it's in the audio) So she took the hint and she's cancelled the London event in October |
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Post by bedeep on Aug 8, 2016 16:06:11 GMT
I agree totally, it is a nudge,haha, to relocate.
Believe me, I am listening.
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Post by dolphin on Aug 8, 2016 21:15:46 GMT
The disinfo has been so prevalent - they brainwash not only the physical person but also the souls - Anon
Whilst I feel my own ascension experiences are going smoother now, I also see there are 'my' lower-levels I am 'still' dealing with. Whether this is experience of a multi-dimensional self, in & out of those localities, I don't know. However, the last few days I've been aware of old/deep/'new' disturbance mid-way below sternum to belly-button. I've realized its been there as long as I can remember from infancy. I will put it in such a way - I just didn't want to be in a body! I even remember shadowy figures from infancy and eyes watching where this disturbing feeling put me on alert forever and a day.
Many may attribute this generally as 'fear' but I know I am not fearful but something 'past-life' is 'logged-in' or expressed as DANGER ZONE - LOOK OUT! Doing best as possible to liberate myself I became aware of the headline story (of this current life) the danger zone, don't do it, go back etc etc etc.
What I am saying is the 'perception-based' past theme story we may carry within or are unconscious of goes very, very deep and may still lock us into those areas of duality or 'fixation' how life/your life/each life is occurring. I say that now because I realize for myself that somehow I may? have had 'danger' calculated in, hence the need or want, to go to outer guidance sources which appealed at the time. And also, this foreboding of sorts, is my 'weak' point and 'leak' point and one that gets tested so I need to be attentive to which direction I am facing (lol).
Even with the 'best-of-the-best' & well-recommended info sources, I've at times, being cued to listen: to say "I don't want this anymore" and work it out for myself allowing a bigger-picture to come through and get little-more closer to the self-sovereign/authority.
AS posted on another section - IT'S ALL AN ILLUSION, I (EYE) DON'T EXIST; allows in essence, a PAUSE, to 'step out' of the Game and where we may feel the need to be attuned to pure consciousness but also gaining insight to see how it been created whether by allowing it or creating it, and even from that source that 'feeds' it. My 'self' personal intellect needs to understand it, otherwise, I don't entirely get it or accept it.
It is not always easy to disengage from the mental/physical 'body' as wrapped around the soul and it takes Your practices, Your own 'recipe' to do so but think/believe let's BE ENCOURAGED where are many milestones now 'reached' where spirit n' soul is doing the 'louder' talking....and allowing the Mystery (My-story) to Evolve, as Love. x
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