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Post by sainte on Oct 7, 2016 3:14:17 GMT
I'm fully aware of what's happening, and what my work is and has been up to this point.. How could anyone not at this point. Stop over thinking it, and running around looking for your answers, your energy is running in circles. I can see your energy right now, you are stuck on a loop, trying desperately to solve the puzzle. Let go and just be. Feel, sense and connect with source code. If you can't connect and feel and hear what's going on within your body, and get the answers that way, you are most likely not in the first wave.
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Post by Admin on Oct 10, 2016 14:49:41 GMT
My Ascension symptoms have been more intense than ever recently. I'm still falling into deep sleeps at odd, unpredictable times during the day. This has been increasing lately, as has the vivid dreams I've been having when I fall into these deep sleeps. Fortunately I've been getting a full night of restful, uninterrupted sleep every night the last few weeks, and that's been a blessing. I've been having dreams during these sleeps that could be made into epic movies. Also, my physical and emotional detox has been increasing lately, if that's even possible. I've been taking good care of myself during this process, and trusting my intuition rather than the messages I've been getting from my mind.
Speaking of which...I've always had strong intuition. Starting when I was 14 I developed a habit of listening to my mind and the messages I was getting from other people rather than my intuition. This created a lot of bad experiences for me. During the last week or so I've been more aware of this than ever, and it's been quite uncomfortable at times. My intuition has been telling me that this awareness and discomfort are part of my healing from this old, unhealthy habit. It has also been telling me that this healing is an important part of my Ascension process. Thanks for "listening."
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Post by jnewman77 on Oct 10, 2016 16:34:10 GMT
Tom, I agree that the symptoms have been intense. Been releasing many emotional and physical toxins myself. Needing LOTS of sleep. I too have had to release emotions from 25 years ago. Feelings I thought I had already released and worked through. Feels like one big last push to let go of all this crap to make room for the new incoming light.
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Post by anon on Oct 10, 2016 17:00:21 GMT
I'm fully aware of what's happening, and what my work is and has been up to this point.. How could anyone not at this point. Stop over thinking it, and running around looking for your answers, your energy is running in circles. I can see your energy right now, you are stuck on a loop, trying desperately to solve the puzzle. Let go and just be. Feel, sense and connect with source code. If you can't connect and feel and hear what's going on within your body, and get the answers that way, you are most likely not in the first wave. LOL! This is not a competition. It is a very individual experience. Don't get tied up with the adjective 'first'. It's all about following one's individual path. Everyone is different (unless we are referring to hive mind aliens who strive for conformity). There is no judgement and nothing to compare. Just raise your vibrations and get the hell out of here. Someone wrote how the awakening will be like cracks appearing in a dam and water starts to leak through. As more water gushes through, the cracks open wider and wider until the dam breaks apart. That is what we are aiming for - everyone rush through those cracks and get the hell outta here. It's jail break time!
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Post by sainte on Oct 10, 2016 22:04:33 GMT
I'm fully aware of what's happening, and what my work is and has been up to this point.. How could anyone not at this point. Stop over thinking it, and running around looking for your answers, your energy is running in circles. I can see your energy right now, you are stuck on a loop, trying desperately to solve the puzzle. Let go and just be. Feel, sense and connect with source code. If you can't connect and feel and hear what's going on within your body, and get the answers that way, you are most likely not in the first wave. LOL! This is not a competition. It is a very individual experience. Don't get tied up with the adjective 'first'. It's all about following one's individual path. Everyone is different (unless we are referring to hive mind aliens who strive for conformity). There is no judgement and nothing to compare. Just raise your vibrations and get the hell out of here. Someone wrote how the awakening will be like cracks appearing in a dam and water starts to leak through. As more water gushes through, the cracks open wider and wider until the dam breaks apart. That is what we are aiming for - everyone rush through those cracks and get the hell outta here. It's jail break time! Lmao.. I never implied or said it was a competition.
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Post by anon on Oct 12, 2016 22:04:02 GMT
Nice day today over here
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Post by jnewman77 on Oct 13, 2016 13:23:14 GMT
I wasn't quite sure what thread to post this under... Had a wonderful mediation this morning. Was shown earth from a higher vantage point, looking at it from space. As I zeroed in I could see a black cloud or mist covering earth. This black cloud represented the controllers boundary which has covered earth for a millennia, keeping us in the dark and under their control. Moving in closer I could see light breaking through this cloudy mist. Like the sun shining behind clouds and rays of light streaming through thinner or cloud breaks. Light workers have broken through this dark cloud covering earth. Showing me we are breaking it apart. As I zeroed in even closer I saw the area over the African continent was open with the biggest light breakthroughs. I could see the continent completely. I believe there is much light work being done there. I believe the reason I saw this was so I could understand how far we have come to breaking free of the controllers but also how much work is still to be done and where. This information didn't really strike me as a surprise. I just wanted to share.
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Post by Admin on Oct 13, 2016 17:45:02 GMT
My Ascension symptoms have been more intense than ever the last several days, especially my physical and emotional detox. I've been feeling like I've been back on a treadmill the last few days. Fortunately none of this has been bothering me much, and I've been able to depend on my intuition to guide me through this.
Last night at work I had a series of conflicts with a co-worker which really pushed my old buttons. I complained to a supervisor, and was not satisfied with the way he handled the situation. I complained to the other supervisor, and felt better about the way he handled it. He talked to my co-worker privately, and said that my co-worker got everything he said to him. After that I wrote up a report of the whole incident. This was not easy because by that point I felt emotionally exhausted and my health was not good. My supervisor said that he'd turn my report in to one of the managers named Jeff, and that Jeff would decide what to do next.
As I walked home from work last night I was thinking about the situation a lot, and continued to do so for a few hours after I got home. The conflicts with my co-worker were a lot for me to cope with on top of my already intense Ascension symptoms. I read on some other Ascension support groups that a lot of other people have been experiencing similar things recently.
I felt better about the situation when I got up again a short time ago, and writing this post is helping me process it and let it go. In spite of all this, I realize I'm handling my intense Ascension symptoms and the work situation last night a lot better than I would have even a few months ago. I still have moments when I wish that Ascension felt better or were easier, but those are fleeting and don't bother me much anymore. Thanks for "listening."
Tom
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Post by dolphin on Oct 13, 2016 18:22:20 GMT
We're a 5D audience, watching the 3D stage. The 3D stage is re-visited time to time (patterns or templates) which is like the END tidy-up, (to an understanding of yourself) rather than a challenge. You will have different/wider perspective and in many ways it is through wisdom & knowledge. This is your power.
Knowing you have this power, & now in your full command heralds the changes & directions you shall take within. The timelessness of you...allows 3D to be like water off a duck's back.
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Post by jnewman77 on Oct 13, 2016 20:04:39 GMT
I have been dealing with this sort of thing at work for months. I lost sleep over it. I was so angry. I too went to the HR director and my boss's boss. The problems were from my boss. I felt like they didn't want to deal with the situation so they moved me to a different location in the building and left me to my own devices. I applied for other jobs only to be thwarted at each attempt. Again frustrating! I have felt lost and sad since all this has happened. But recently, I have had a break through and have been able to let it go. Not all of it, but most of it. I have made peace with my situation and have taken advantage of it. Found out the other day that one of the jobs I applied for and REALLY wanted but didn't get, has already fired the woman they hired instead of me. They had her doing 3 peoples jobs and still were not satisfied with her work. I really dodged a bullet. When I heard all this I realized the cosmos had supported me. I almost gave up on everything. I wanted to quit my job, quit trying to ascend, felt like Source had abandoned me. What I realized is I was NEVER abandoned. I was taken care of. I feel my experience was one last GIANT push to let go of bullshit 3D stuff. Tom, whatever this is about and how its being handled and how bullshit it all is, hold on. Don't give up. You will get over this bump as I have.
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Post by katye on Oct 13, 2016 22:37:18 GMT
I can relate to both jnewman and tom. My job frustrations appear to be over since working from home but I'm having difficulty with noisy neighbors and that is driving me nuts. Most of my day is spent in the back of my condo but my bedroom is in the front. I have new renters directly across from me that come and go at all hours of the night, waking me up. It appears this condo is some kind of shelter for (angry) women and (crying) kids so I'm assuming good stuff is going on there but still it's very disrupting. I'm trying to "accept" this for now (it's probably temporary, please please please) but it's so Hard!! There's a lesson in this somewhere(usually when I just persevere and ignore the "problem" it goes away but I guess I haven't mastered this yet..shit shit shit) Onward and Upward!
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Post by aquariann on Oct 14, 2016 7:38:36 GMT
My job frustrations appear to be over since working from home but I'm having difficulty with noisy neighbors and that is driving me nuts. Most of my day is spent in the back of my condo but my bedroom is in the front. I have new renters directly across from me that come and go at all hours of the night, waking me up. Have you tried keeping an air filter on ? They are not too expensive , and it's good to use anyway . We use them at night to block out noise like barking dogs and passing trains . Plus the tv in my daughter's room . If I get wheezy the sound of my own breathing will keep me awake . In other developments, ouch : I've been super tired , and now super achey .
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Post by sainte on Oct 14, 2016 9:13:01 GMT
I have a noisey fan on every night, even in winter, I just face it towards my bedroom door, I sleep like a baby.. Blocks out house noise (housemates are loud) and street noise..
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Post by katye on Oct 14, 2016 22:22:26 GMT
I wish I could sleep to white noise again but it's as disrupting as noisy neighbors, barking dogs, etc. I think it's something I just need to accept. The total peace & quiet that I crave started a few years ago when I learned out to meditate. Meditation is intoxicating when done in a perfectly quiet environment;it's like I go somewhere else ("Kansas" haha?). I think I just haven't learned how to integrate the old life with the new. This too shall pass, no doubt
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Post by aquariann on Oct 14, 2016 23:40:41 GMT
I wish I could sleep to white noise again but it's as disrupting as noisy neighbors, barking dogs, etc. I think it's something I just need to accept. The total peace & quiet that I crave started a few years ago when I learned out to meditate. I learned to meditate using a thunderstorm tape . I guess everybody is different or it's just what you get used to .
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