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Post by dolphin on Oct 14, 2016 23:56:42 GMT
Full moon last night shining in through the window. Felt 'love' surrounding me/all. Beautiful. Daytime happenings.... are a shit-parcel. Pathetic lies. Is it a 'point' or fork-road to find out who we really are?? - pushing us through to the 'new'. What steps are we to take when the 3D has smacked at your face or in the bedroom or messing things up where-you've-been so strong & centred. Am I creating this, or has it been created for me............a long time dream crumbling 'cause finding one's own has lied....with no conscious realization they are lies to protect his own delusions/actions/behaviours forever and a day. A child who won't grow/evolve/stuck on his programs and keeps pretence up to 'blame' others etc. What is my part in this....knowing & 'un'knowing Feeling I'm 'vacant' on planet Dolphin
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Post by sainte on Oct 15, 2016 0:07:02 GMT
Sound doesn't bother me too much when I meditate, if anything it makes it stronger. We all different I suppose..
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Post by Admin on Oct 15, 2016 1:18:41 GMT
Good news this time. My symptoms got worse this morning and early afternoon, and my old concerns about health and money got triggered. This was not a lot of fun. I fell into a deep sleep, and had some vivid dreams. The last one I had before I woke up was a variation on one I've had numerous times when my Ascension symptoms have been really challenging. In this one, I was moving into a run down, cramped apartment with some people I didn't know. It ended with my father coming to visit me (I did not have a good relationship with him, and he died three years ago). He did some things that bothered me (as per usual)I told him and he didn't get what I said (also as per usual). After a while he sat down on me where I was sitting, and I started shouting for him to get off me. I started suffocating as he smothered me. I kept shouting for him to get off me, and he didn't. I woke up from that feeling emotionally drained but also relieved. I felt disoriented and confused for a brief time, then started feeling a lot better.
I got up and kept feeling better. I got myself back on track, ran some errands, and chatted with some people on Facebook. The latter helped me reclaim my positive attitude about Ascension and all its fun, enjoyable symptoms. ;-) I experienced some cool synchronicity, and shared some of these experiences on Facebook. I feel a lot better now. :-)
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Post by anon on Oct 15, 2016 10:37:48 GMT
Admin, I think the matrix is working hard to pull you back; stop you from leaving. My healer advises me to spend more time in nature. Try hugging a tree and talking to it. Keep visualising a wonderful world. This is a magic place. It is not real but rather a virtual reality place. We want the magic to work in our favour but we must want it. The secret is in the wanting. BTW I was told this is a true story - you may find it helpful unicusmagazine.com/PDF/the_enlightenment.pdfSome of us are very powerful Creator Beings who have forgotten who we are and how much power we have. Work on cleaning out your connection with your Higher Self. We create while these controllers can't. That's why they have to manipulate us to create what they want for their technologies can only take them so far and no more. Wake up to your power.
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Post by katye on Oct 15, 2016 21:26:20 GMT
This is a magic place. It is not real but rather a virtual reality place. We want the magic to work in our favour but we must want it. The secret is in the wanting. BTW I was told this is a true story - you may find it helpful unicusmagazine.com/PDF/the_enlightenment.pdfSome of us are very powerful Creator Beings who have forgotten who we are and how much power we have. Work on cleaning out your connection with your Higher Self. We create while these controllers can't. That's why they have to manipulate us to create what they want for their technologies can only take them so far and no more. Wake up to your power. This is a very powerful story. It reminded me of one of my favorite ACIM quotes: Your other life has continued without interruption and has been and always will be totally unaffected by your attempts to dissociate it. Happy Dreams Everyone!
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Post by bedeep on Oct 16, 2016 18:28:56 GMT
Katye, you can find noise-blocking ear covers too, if you look, I bet. But, I sympathize. Fortunately I can use white noise, and here I don't need to, though the tv downstairs does get to me when it's on; I have earplugs for that. It isn't on that often.
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Post by dolphin on Oct 16, 2016 18:30:03 GMT
rather 'troubled' but went thru light meditations through the day and affirming the-Light. Had a breakthrough..... walked the dog, then this lovely light shower came across. Very refreshing. Later, evening I was on the i-pad sitting on the couch. Suddenly whoof, this violent energy swept through as if pushed off balance or slipping over. I cried out at the velocity of it. I shuddered for a bit more feeling somewhat disorientated. Sleepless night. Seems more split-fractures in the dimensions/time/space thing. However, totally out-of-sorts here: don't know where I am
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Post by bedeep on Oct 16, 2016 18:46:19 GMT
Balance is key.... <3 I agree, there is a lot moving through in various levels, when I feel out of sorts in that way I release and clear til it balances, sometimes things get stuck, fragments, or just debris....
<3
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Post by Admin on Oct 17, 2016 17:11:08 GMT
My Ascension symptoms were quite severe yesterday morning, and my day did not start out well. I dragged myself to work, and my shift was easy and went well. My old concerns about my health and finances got triggered, which was not fun. After my shift was over I talked to a good friend of mine on the phone for about an hour, and that helped me feel better. When I got up earlier this morning I did not feel too good. I had a vivid dream where I was outside an apartment complex, and a lot of people were leaving it and heading for the forest behind us because they had been told of some type of impending disaster. I was not aware of any impending disaster, and didn't understand why they found it necessary to leave their apartments and run to the forest The people got panicky as police and others arrived, and I couldn't understand why they felt that way and found it necessary to leave their homes to run to the forest. When I woke up from that dream I felt I had just cleared a lot of old stuff. My intuition later told me that what had happened yesterday before I left for work was part of that clearing, and that the dream was the final stage of it. I felt tired but also relieved and better emotionally. My guides told me to rest a lot before I got up and started my day, which I did. They have been telling me that I'll be fine today as long as I rest when my body tells me to, and just do a little bit at a time until my physical energy starts to return. I haven't been experiencing any concerns about my health or financial situation this morning. When I went through these clearing processes before they used to last for weeks or even months. When they did, they would impact my health and finances in a major way while they were happening. I still go through these clearings, but now they last for a few hours or maybe a day or two at a time. I realize that my job now is to adjust to this improvement, and remind myself of it while I'm going through these clearings to that my old concerns about health and having enough money no longer get triggered.
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Post by anon on Oct 18, 2016 8:57:09 GMT
I read about all these 'ascension symptoms' here and also on Denise's website but I don't experience anything like them. It might be that I've been undergoing nearly 2 years of healing by one of the best healers around. I get allocated healers at certain times who are appropriate for the work I have been assigned. This is the 3rd one and the best of the lot. It's like the way the Matrix 5 author puts it when he was writing about genuine shamans. You do not find them - they find you. I've had hundreds of sessions and she looks in on me all the time. Whenever she sees anything going out of kilter, she sends me energy to put it back right. She cleans, re-balances and energises my chakras, energy channels and crystals. I didn't even know I had crystals but there you are - learn something new every day.
The second healer gave up healing after the work I had given her......
Last year, I had an unusual encounter with someone who might have been an extra-dimensional being that had manifested a 3D body. It was some sort of test. To this day, I still do not fully understand what was going on but after the encounter, when I had time to mull over what happened, I'm pretty certain that he wasn't human as we know it. As we parted, I shook his hand and wished him a wonderful life and all sorts of other good stuff. I since suspect that whatever it was that I had wished upon him, would be returned to me in spades..... And if I ever meet that guy again, I shall give him my best sneer at his not-so-perfect impersonation of a Bangladeshi restaurant worker rushing to the mosque on Friday. If he's reading this, he should note that such characters do not have Mohican hair styles, at least not in my neck of the woods
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Post by sainte on Oct 18, 2016 11:17:14 GMT
I read about all these 'ascension symptoms' here and also on Denise's website but I don't experience anything like them. It might be that I've been undergoing nearly 2 years of healing by one of the best healers around. I get allocated healers at certain times who are appropriate for the work I have been assigned. This is the 3rd one and the best of the lot. It's like the way the Matrix 5 author puts it when he was writing about genuine shamans. You do not find them - they find you. I've had hundreds of sessions and she looks in on me all the time. Whenever she sees anything going out of kilter, she sends me energy to put it back right. She cleans, re-balances and energises my chakras, energy channels and crystals. I didn't even know I had crystals but there you are - learn something new every day. The second healer gave up healing after the work I had given her...... Last year, I had an unusual encounter with someone who might have been an extra-dimensional being that had manifested a 3D body. It was some sort of test. To this day, I still do not fully understand what was going on but after the encounter, when I had time to mull over what happened, I'm pretty certain that he wasn't human as we know it. As we parted, I shook his hand and wished him a wonderful life and all sorts of other good stuff. I since suspect that whatever it was that I had wished upon him, would be returned to me in spades..... And if I ever meet that guy again, I shall give him my best sneer at his not-so-perfect impersonation of a Bangladeshi restaurant worker rushing to the mosque on Friday. If he's reading this, he should note that such characters do not have Mohican hair styles, at least not in my neck of the woods If you don't experience any ascension symptoms and you feel ok all the time then you probably are not ascending. It's an easy mistake to make when people read spiritual work and just attach themselves to what they read, and make an assumption that is what they are doing. Like you have said its not a race, and it isn't. You will probably be on later waves, at least you are knowledgable on the process when it happens. I'm not being mean by saying this, I know it looks like I give you a hard time anon, and I'm sorry about that. It's no surprise to me you don't experience any symptoms. This is an important thing to talk about. Who really is ascending? Are some people reading this just on a faux ascension bandwagon? I talk to an extensive group of ascensioners who have been battling this out for years like most of us here. Not one has the luxury of never experiencing symptoms that come with the extremely difficult process of early wave ascension.. No healer can make you feel good and skip out on symptoms etc. I do healing work, I do sessions on myself and others all the time, it's impossible to skip feeling what we have to feel by having healing sessions..
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Post by jnewman77 on Oct 18, 2016 12:34:11 GMT
Agreed! Had strange experiences last night. Can't remember the details, just glimpses. It felt like to me a lot of work being done to bridge two worlds. Also separation of 3D. Confused I am. Could see flashes of light, grids and all sorts of energies flying around time/space.. debris maybe as bedeep suggested? Just can't really explain it. I am exhausted for all of it! My physical body is under construction as well. Can feel adjustments being made. Head pains, fogginess, body vibrations, back feeling out one day and fine the next. Yesterday my waist measured 1 inch larger than is did this morning. Honestly... how much can we take mentally and physically? I'm in for the long haul but DAMN!!
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Post by jnewman77 on Oct 18, 2016 13:02:44 GMT
This is a good and important question. I too have questioned my own reality of ascension. There are days I feel so confident I'm going, have visited other realms/dimensions, etc. and other days doubt settles in and I question my sanity. I question if ascension is even real. I question if Source is real. The doubt I feel comes from fear. Fear paralyzes us in ascending. Then, when I get clear of fear, I feel strong again. The light will shine through and the path is clear. Its a yo-yo. I've been working on this path since my mid-twenties. Looking back to where I was and at different places on my path since then, helps me understand just how far I have come. Places from the past where I thought I knew many things and had it figured out, only to look back and see I had so much work still to do. Which is a good reminder that I don't know everything, I'm far from understanding what is happening. My memory of my true "God" self comes to me in glimpses and pieces. My memory comes to me as I progress and am prepared internally for the knowledge. One puzzle piece at a time it seems.
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Post by jnewman77 on Oct 18, 2016 18:53:09 GMT
I was reading Lisa Brown on facebook and saw this post. My body upgrades are similar to this. Lisa BrownFollow 20 hrs · Okay, we are escalating into a huge Crystalline Blast, along with many other activations continuing and entering into the mix as well. Super high singing frequencies.... lots working the body quickly. Super stimulating and invigorating. Super activating. Much with the heart, head/spine and obviously every cell in the body. These are abundance frequencies, gold, diamonds, silver.... WOW there's lots fast! Blowing it up! Huge! Update as we go! ♥ Lisa Transcendence Brown ☼ www.AwakeningToRemembering.com
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Post by dolphin on Oct 18, 2016 19:06:41 GMT
A big heart felt thank you 'sainte' for putting it down & in Black & White.
Oh, these cosmic pains of evolutionary growth are unreal, indescribable really.
This last week, upon full moon and subsequent days has been a totally disbandment of what structure remains - a pinnacle at the 3D end/illusions/delusions. One sees the patterns (more so its depth) but it ALL & still comes as a total shock, especially so when it ties in with one's personal well-being/relationships & hopes, where you dreamed your majick self......at another reality.
I feel 3D members and the 5D non-local, non-fixed fraternity has been 'axed' into somehow.....the closest expressions I have of this is through Lisa Renee's latest blogs www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2836-biological-drones-or-grey-aliens
www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2831-family-of-michael-prayer - 1st few paragraphs n.b. 'nano-technology'
It is tremendously draining and also tremendously disorientating - what I believe is interference of getting-mucked-about.
So the questions begs' NOW WHAT you see all the illusions dancing out in front, you know what is happening and you see many dimensional frames, you apply 'light'/meditate, feel the body shifts / clearance. Then......
What is the idea behind the 'existence'? Even where, be-in-the-NOW
My only 'real' answer came from - LEARN-LOVE-GROW .... my soul plan. Is this too simple?? It feels it overthrows everything overboard. So-be-it.
folks..... as I write I realize the 3D, dark vessels, 'interference' attacks just LOVE dealing with the thinking-apparatus on our shoulders, our complexity and its seriousness i.e. this is where there the hooks are for 'troubles.
love n' light to all, forever.
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