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Post by Admin on Apr 1, 2016 2:15:03 GMT
I've been feeling good physically today, and have been experiencing a lot of emotional detox. Because of the latter, I've been on an emotional roller coaster today. I'm still experiencing the strange soreness in my lat muscles on either side of my heart, and my skin peeling off on my torso on the area around my heart. Fortunately I'm still maintaining a good attitude in the midst of all my emotional detox. I'm staying on track with my good attitude and with everything else in my life. I'm pleased about the latter.
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Post by bedeep on Apr 1, 2016 2:56:34 GMT
Dolphin, that was really courageous and kind, what you did. I have to be really careful about not letting myself get too upset over how people act like assholes (the couple with the old gal.) If I go there at all I can get very toxic. Too deep an anger pathway in my soul! Have to let it heal.....
Tom, wow. That sounds intense. Glad you've kept the good attitude through it all.
I had a weird day. Started out with all that light and rushy feeling, then I heard from my sister that her beautiful dog Sally died this morning (I love that dog, used to take her and her sister Coco for walks every day when I lived there, Sally was the heart of that household, a majestic heart she was!) So there I was all wide open with light and this hit, and so there was comforting my sister who was in tears, and then there was my own sadness -- I did a meditation for Sally to help her find her good way, and drummed for her, and felt sad for a while, then hauled myself out of there because that also can get very heavy for me.
Did some things out in the yard, not much because it was very windy, but felt my feet on the ground, then inside later started feeling my whole second chakra inflamed -- Lisa Renee latest blog talks about the Collective Pain Body of the Earth coming up for healing so that's how I took the pain, as part of that, did a meditation to move that out on the breath, and felt better.
Then I wrote a spoof piece for April Fools tomorrow for a writers forum I am on.
So, yeah, all over the map today. Hope I'll be able to sleep.
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Post by bedeep on Apr 1, 2016 2:59:50 GMT
Sister just emailed saying there was a big double rainbow when she came out of work this evening, and she figures it was Sally's rainbow. You have to look close to see the double but it's there.
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Post by bedeep on Apr 2, 2016 23:34:21 GMT
*crickets* Yesterday was fun for me. I haven't usually enjoyed April Fools Day but another forum I'm on, a writers forum, does this big deal about it every year and so this year I decided to play -- I was surprised at myself, honestly, how much I enjoyed it. It was tiring though. And today I have felt really drained of energy. Read there is a geomagnetic storm going on which explains it a little but mostly I think my body is integrating something big again. No light shows this time though. How's everyone else? I am seriously and kinda fiercely intending to *stay out of all drama entanglements* for this next couple weeks when various voices are predicting interpersonal upheavals amplified. Gah! Just what I need. NOT!
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Post by Admin on Apr 3, 2016 0:13:20 GMT
Yesterday was busy, chaotic and challenging for me. It was also productive, and I had a lot of breakthroughs. My sleep last night was irregular, and I had lots of vivid dreams.
Today I've been sleeping at odd times and doing lots of lucid dreaming. I had some severe nausea earlier this afternoon, which is an unusual symptom for me. I feel sort of drained from the nausea, but otherwise pretty good now.
I read somewhere that we will be experiencing some intense solar energy for about two weeks starting today, the 2nd. I'm wondering if my irregular sleep, intense dreams and nausea are being caused by this.
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Post by susanrose on Apr 3, 2016 0:45:41 GMT
Yup, my world is swirling and spinning again, for the last two days. Not "knock over" force thankfully. Sometimes wish I had more interesting symptoms than pain and dizzyness, like visuals or codes, but I suppose this is what I chose to come and manifest. My understanding of my path , is to physically bring in the new energies through my body , like a fiter system for the alchemy. I believe that this is the reason for the body pain, as there is a certain pitch which has to be reached before the change happens. I think it is different for everybody, but I have seen more of a similarity in people that are around 60.
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Post by Deleted on Apr 3, 2016 23:12:29 GMT
Done my exercises and processes etc and felt an urge to go out or a flat-white at a particular café. Try to dismiss the coffee treat but felt my soul was adamant I go. So there I am with my treats ...and a 55+ couple with their elderly mum come in for lunch sitting at near-by table. The 55 year woman starts up 'sham' like conversation with elderly ma while he is up for a menu. He comes back she reverts to a holier-than-thou rapport with hubby. He goes to order then she focus back on ma , saying how trashy she looks with her nail-polish and shouldn't look like this cheap Trash. He returns and then she really goes for the old lady...or cause the old dear has all her trinket jewellery on of necklace, dangly earrings and 4 + bracelets. Old lady attempts to defend herself. 55 year old woman demands she takes them off, because again she looks like Trash. She goes on and on stripping the old girl down. Poor lady is just about in tears and looks totally sad and hurt. They are of course totally oblivious to their actions. Me.... right from the start I could sense this was not going to be pleasant. I kept asking higher self, what-to-do with these pair of bullies. I allowed it to play it out but when it was time to go, I knew I couldn't let it slide. I went up to the old dear, hugged her and said "I think you look beautiful with all your jewellery". She gave me a big smile and I held her hand for a bit. Well, daughter-in-law was speechless and hubby stuttered to try and say something but I was silent to it and I let my eyes (on him & her) do the talking (i.e. you miserable bastards) and walked out, close to tears myself. I shouldn't but I do 'analyse' the experience. I can only say that somehow when I intervened upon the group I was acting outside of myself and felt the unity was really only between myself and the old dear. Shit though.... the witnessing of pure ugliness & unconsciousness in humanity is something else. Well done Dolphin. A powerful deed!
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Post by Admin on Apr 5, 2016 8:15:54 GMT
Yesterday was a typical day for me in that I experienced a lot of physical and emotional detox, and it was a roller coaster ride as a result. Once again I felt like Janus, the Roman god of transitions with one head facing the past, and one head facing the future. I'm still experiencing and clearing a lot of old energy from the past, and working on creating an exciting future when I have the energy for that.
Tom
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Post by jnewman77 on Apr 5, 2016 12:35:48 GMT
Since the equinox I have been waking up in the night and having trouble getting back to sleep if I do at all. Also since the equinox I have been hit with blockages and implants that required clearing. Even the clearing has been difficult. Have had to do it twice to get it all. But after doing so feel amazing. Last big clearing I did was last Saturday. Still feeling ok since then.
The 3D bullshit is getting to me. Every morning when I am getting ready for work I feel like I'm on a wheel. Round and round I go. Day after day. I really need to get off this merry go round. I'm got a leg in 3D but its becoming harder and harder to stay here. Don't know how to escape it completely. Don't know that is even a possibility. I am so buried in 3D with the home rental that I want to scream or cry. So much work still to do to get it ready for renters. And now spring has sprung. So much to do outside in the yard at my home and my mothers. She is 85 and can't do all the yard work like she used to. I wasn't interested in buying the rental. My husband was. Something he has talked about doing for years. It is what it is. Trying to take things one day at a time so I don't get so overwhelmed.
The smell of my skin burning, can't really explain the smell, stopped after the equinox as well. I found that interesting. Must have burned off the last of the carbon based body or it has stopped only to resume again. Mostly I am so tired. Physically tired and some days mentally. Shielding seems to be harder and I don't want to do it yet I know I must as they dark beings keep coming at me. At us. Sigh.... off to the gym for my morning exercise. That seems to help me the most.
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Post by bedeep on Apr 5, 2016 12:57:30 GMT
J, It is a very intense time! I've had some real plunges into dense crap since the equinox too, but seem able to burn it off fairly well. Mostly it has all just felt very complex and layered, and I have had no energy physically (though also sleeping poorly -- at least last night I finally got some decent zzzs in.) That whole thing with the rental sounds truly over the top. Any of us who are dealing with regular 3D responsibilities and all that, you have my support and sympathies -- please be kind to yourself, it's definitely hard work just getting through some of this.
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Post by jnewman77 on Apr 5, 2016 13:21:13 GMT
I have also been experience sound/noises when its dead quiet. I can be alone in the house and hear music or conversation. Thinking I left the television on but its off. My dog hears things too. Bleed through of dimensions or timelines I suppose. Can be unsettling.
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Post by dolphin on Apr 5, 2016 20:14:16 GMT
oh yes 'doing' 3D is hard hard. I was form filling yesterday and I was confused, irritated, frustrated. I had kept putting it off - as it wouldn't make 'sense'. Logistics is right out the window here!!!
I feel for you j newman77....my hubby has 3D trained mind-set. It exhausts me when that rationale exercises itself and I have to re-process wiping it clear from myself afterwards.
Elsewhere, there has being a clearing off heavy-duty+ shit and I got the burn-off smell too, only momentarily however.
Plus a new light experience. I was really lucid and felt it suggested we will trans-locate easily to our physical(?) realms.
Right now, the head is whoopsey but beneath that feeling somehow more enchanted.
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Post by aquariann on Apr 7, 2016 9:16:13 GMT
I have also been experience sound/noises when its dead quiet. I can be alone in the house and hear music or conversation. That's very typical during a psychic or mediumship awakening . Also hearing one's name called . You can request that they knock it off if you want to , or mask it with some white noise . I like an air filter going . I am doing my taxes . Ever so slowly , a little each day . So as not to dredge up barely buried past anxiety over anything financial . Even though there is nothing bad currently happening . ( Financial PTSD.) I depend on The Autopilot and The Goddess of Apathy to get me through these things . The Forces of Exhaustion are at work again.
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Post by bedeep on Apr 7, 2016 20:51:12 GMT
I am so grateful not to be doing taxes.
And oh my the forces of exhaustion, my energy just tanked today for no apparent reason. Sleeping less doesn't do this. This lack of physical energy is very different than that and it robs me of some mental focus too.
I just want to burn it off! Maybe tomorrow...
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Post by Admin on Apr 8, 2016 5:26:38 GMT
I'm still experiencing a lot of physical and emotional detox, and the symptoms (irregular sleep, vivid dreams, irregular appetite, cravings for protein, and physical and emotional energy being a roller coaster ride) that go along with it. Fortunately, it's now a habit for me to maintain a positive attitude in the midst of all this, and that is becoming easier for me. I'm finding that my energy level is usually pretty good in the morning and early afternoon, and by evening I don't have much physical or emotional energy left. This is the exact opposite of how it's been for the last 20+ years when my energy level was not good early in the day, and would improve a lot in the late afternoon and evening. My intuition is still strong, and I'm still experiencing a lot of synchronicity.
Tom
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