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Post by sainte on Dec 30, 2016 21:09:46 GMT
Happy new year, new reality.. Lets hope we can live again..  |
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Post by jnewman77 on Jan 3, 2017 14:25:40 GMT
This New Year came in for me with a vengeance. It rolled in with me having a bad cough that has now turned into a head cold. Saturday night I ended up sleeping in the spare bedroom because my cough was so bad it was keeping my husband up. I did not sleep well and was awoken that morning by a bright white light inside my head. I heard, "the light has arrived". I could feel the light and it felt wonderful. Even though I have physically felt so miserable, I my spirit was joyous. THE LIGHT IS HERE! Wishing all of you a great 2017 in the new light!
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Post by dolphin on Jan 4, 2017 0:24:12 GMT
This New Year came in for me with a vengeance. It rolled in with me having a bad cough that has now turned into a head cold. Saturday night I ended up sleeping in the spare bedroom because my cough was so bad it was keeping my husband up. I did not sleep well and was awoken that morning by a bright white light inside my head. I heard, "the light has arrived". I could feel the light and it felt wonderful. Even though I have physically felt so miserable, I my spirit was joyous. THE LIGHT IS HERE! Wishing all of you a great 2017 in the new light!  - had to decline the party. My physical  self was in an extreme opposite to the beautiful bright light 'flashed' vision of god-self crystalline consciousness.
Had 2 episodes of exploding head and heart that I thought I might need to go to hospital - close to collapse.
Energy just settling now as though it has ben a gigantic storm & still clearing. Difficult to sleep with much energy pumping about!
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Post by jnewman77 on Jan 4, 2017 14:13:29 GMT
What do you think that is about? A collapse of the old you? I know physically I am still suffering. Terrible cough, sinus congestion, runny eyes, nose etc. Feel run down and exhausted. My spirit has managed to stay positive. I have had a few breakthroughs mentally which have been positive.
Did suffer an attack on Monday night with a dream. The dream was very short but packed a punch. I dreamed I was in my garage walking past my car. I noticed in the back seat a woman crouching down on all fours hiding but looking at me. I wondered why she was hiding in the back of my car, then I realized that woman was me! But not really me. A dark me, evil me. As soon as I realized it was an imposter of me I suddenly woke up and huge chills ran down my whole body. Seeing her was a shock to my system and I immediately opened my eyes. It was disturbing and frightening. I didn't feed it any energy and was able to get back to sleep fairly quick. Maybe seeing this "dark" me is the duality sainte was talking about. Maybe it was a dark entity tricking me. Maybe it was my ego hiding from me. So many things.
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Post by dolphin on Jan 4, 2017 22:59:36 GMT
What do you think that is about? A collapse of the old you? I know physically I am still suffering. Terrible cough, sinus congestion, runny eyes, nose etc. Feel run down and exhausted. My spirit has managed to stay positive. I have had a few breakthroughs mentally which have been positive.
Did suffer an attack on Monday night with a dream. The dream was very short but packed a punch. I dreamed I was in my garage walking past my car. I noticed in the back seat a woman crouching down on all fours hiding but looking at me. I wondered why she was hiding in the back of my car, then I realized that woman was me! But not really me. A dark me, evil me. As soon as I realized it was an imposter of me I suddenly woke up and huge chills ran down my whole body. Seeing her was a shock to my system and I immediately opened my eyes. It was disturbing and frightening. I didn't feed it any energy and was able to get back to sleep fairly quick. Maybe seeing this "dark" me is the duality sainte was talking about. Maybe it was a dark entity tricking me. Maybe it was my ego hiding from me. So many things.
Absolutely a collapse!
As you say "so many things".....breakthroughs and experiential processes all in the making.
I've had a theme of narcissism to explore at its roots. I can clearly see that programing in others, with some old account of it within self. Maybe that is the visit of the beast where it supposes its control over all manner of things.
Today I feel airy, drifting, at peace.
There is no manual, is there?
Happy Days!
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Post by jnewman77 on Jan 5, 2017 14:12:37 GMT
Glad to hear you are feeling better dolphin. I actually feel a little better today myself.  |
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Post by sainte on Jan 6, 2017 1:45:26 GMT
It's been wild again for me, but inbetween I've been fully transitioning into the new me and new reality. We shift in then dump an insane amount of energy =anxiety to the extreme..
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- had to decline the party. My physical 
self was in an extreme opposite to the beautiful bright light 'flashed' vision of god-self crystalline consciousness. 