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Post by Admin on Jun 14, 2015 18:53:22 GMT
Hi everyone - As most of you know, Denise posted this article a couple of weeks ago on her highheartlife.wordpress.com blog. She gave me permission to start a thread about it here, so here it is. I'm fortunate in that I've experienced very little of this recently. I experienced a lot of these attacks years ago, but for some reason they've largely vanished from my life as of late. However, about three days ago I had an experience with this that surprised me a lot. I was chatting online with a friend I've known for a couple of years, and our chat was going well. Then all of the sudden he became very angry and accusatory for no apparent reason. He brought up things that had happened months and even years ago, and told me how angry he was about them. He's never expressed any dissatisfaction with any of our previous chats, so this seemed to come out of nowhere. He's always been polite and friendly with me prior to this, and this was completely out of character for him. He also ended our chat abruptly because he was so angry. At first I didn't understand why this had happened until I recalled what Denise had written in her article. I reread it, and suddenly it all made perfect sense. I realize now that Team Dark had gotten to my friend, and used him as a way to attack me when I didn't expect it. Fortunately I handled it well, and didn't get upset by the experience. |
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Post by dolphin on Jun 14, 2015 21:44:13 GMT
In the last few days, its been clearer than ever how TD can interfere on 'thoughts', enter space & create/project the unwanted or into the illusionary fields. Its been a lesson in itself..... and again it has taught me, on a far deeper & mightier level, how to uplift myself/ un-attach and carry on my merry way. I find it almost humorous.
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Post by jnewman77 on Jun 17, 2015 12:57:56 GMT
I feel like Team Dark has been working on me a little at a time with a feeling of heaviness, sadness and anxiety. I am finding it hard to connect with the light of the "one true source". I feel that if I let my guard down for a second they will attack at a much stronger level. I have heard the "voice" not of my own, telling me to do harmful things to the robin's nest in my tree, like hit it with a shovel. And other dark thoughts that come out of nowhere and I ask myself, "where did that come from?"... then go "oh, its them". I am praying the oppression will lift soon. I just keep on fighting but I am tired.
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Post by lili on Jun 20, 2015 6:21:28 GMT
It seems to me that td has no real power of its own, but relies on its ability to manipulate our perception and use our own fear against us. Our fear is what feeds its reality. The attacks may appear to be coming from 'out there', and in a way, they are. But the real fight is 'in here', within our selves.
I wake up every morning with real fear surging through my body, its been like this for a few years now. Perhaps td has attached itself to me while my guard was down, as I slept and now its manipulating my thoughts, trying to stir the fear into a raging storm of panic.
But I'm slowly learning how to cut off 'their' supply and so 'their' presence in my life is getting weaker, because I'm not letting them feed off me. Their only existence is through an illusion which they create by arousing and using my own fear.
team dark (I refuse to capitalize) is nothing more than a hologram, running on our fear energy. Our fear is real, its ours, its energy which is our birth right. It helps to keep us safe. The energy which runs my body is for my use and I'm learning how to manage it using my own discretion, rather than being swayed by implanted thoughts which I've absorbed from some external, coercive agenda.
jnewman, I know what you mean about it being hard to feel a connection to the light. I've felt that way for the last few years. I'm not certain about this, but I think this may be a necessary step. We need to drop the illusion of light or source as something separate from us, something outside that we have to connect to. For a while we will feel completely alone and abandoned. But from that emptiness inside, if we turn towards it, eventually it will become clear that we are the light and the source, and were That all along. Us being separate was just an illusion. If we bathe our inner darkness in our own inner light, which may just be a tiny little flicker of candle light at first, eventually, our light will grow and illuminate more of the parts of ourselves we were previously unfamiliar with (because they were in the dark)
Of course, writing this is fairly easy, but being able to actually do it is a little harder because the illusion is being powered by a lot of fear, it has gained momentum, which gets slowed down one step at a time, steps which we make every time we choose to look within for the truth, rather than searching for it out there. We were programmed from birth to look outside for our self definition, it seems strange when you really think about it. Maybe at one time in human history it was beneficial, an evolutionary step. But now culture has been hijacked by td and we as a species are no longer in control of our own identity and destiny, while we continue to look 'out there'.
Ascension isn't about waiting for something outside of us to change, or even about rearranging our external circumstances. Its a process of conscious, self directed dissolution of everything which isn't true about who we think we are.
I am not a td puppet and by recognizing all the ways in which I falsely believe I am, I can let those illusions go and move one step 'up' towards the truth or reality, which can be seen more clearly, the more light which gets shined on it.
The dark only seems dark (bad), because its existing in the dark and you can't see it clearly. By turning our inner light on within ourselves, we can get a good look at all the stuff we have hiding in our own dark corners. We can get reacquainted with them, reclaim them as part of who we are, so they can no longer be used against us.
This is the way I'm starting to see things and it feels a whole lot better than seeing myself as being a helpless victim with no power of my own. We don't have a great deal of control over the events of out lives, but we have the power to choose how we interpret those events and decide what they mean to us.
A thought about destroying a robin's nest is a meaningless idea or image which could flow through the mind of anyone. Its nothing, unless we decide to attach a meaning to it, for example "That was an instruction from td, they are trying to control me and I have to fight to retain control over my own actions"
No, it was a thought, it was my thought, it flowed through my mind and I chose not to act on it because I have my own power to choose my own actions and define my own self. This is what is meant by being able to create our reality by using the power of our thoughts. We each have the power to interpret events and assign meaning in a way which is right for us as individuals. Its not about getting parking spaces and manifesting sports cars.
Anyway, I didn't meant to hijack this thread. Its just that I get frustrated when people don't realize they are feeding the beast that is eating them.
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Post by pauls on Jun 21, 2015 22:17:37 GMT
Lili, I could not agree more. I suspect the thing td is trying so desperately to conceal from us is how utterly powerful we actually are, and as long as they can keep our attention directed outward, away from ourselves, we will never know.
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Post by katye on Jun 21, 2015 23:35:40 GMT
You're right, Paul's. The illusion is all about distraction through fear to keep us from discovering the truth. The truth is we have nothing to fear
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Post by jnewman77 on Jun 22, 2015 15:35:22 GMT
I agree with you all lili, pauls and katye. I recently watched Jupiter Ascending which refers to how powerful we are and don't know it. It also refers to how TD works and thinks about humans. That we are nothing more than sheep for them to control, harvest, etc as they are MORE important beings in the cosmos. Well they THINK they are more important. They don't want us to know how truly powerful we are. We are powerful beings of light. We only need to own it and step into it. Learning how to use it however, is another story. LOL I am learning little by little, step by step by trying different things.
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Post by spindrift on Jun 22, 2015 19:16:28 GMT
if anyone resonates with george kavassilas, he's doing a series of webcasts at Rise Multiversity (.com) called Navigating the Matrix, and part three is coming up on the 27th. this one is called "the inevitability of completion" (oh yes please, soon please??? i know, dream on)... the first two were each four hours long, with questions at the end. they are in archives and you pay only what you want. i find a lot of the info supportive and encouraging. www.risemultiversity.org/navigating-the-matrix-part-iii.htmli moved jupiter ascending to number one on my netflix list. thanks, jnewman. george has referred to this film also. |
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Post by Denise on Aug 15, 2015 14:56:41 GMT
This recent (Aug. 2015) blog post by Lisa Renee explains a lot of what many have been feeling and dealing with for weeks or months now. The Separation of Worlds & Timelines is happening now and will continue for another couple of years and because of all this there's a lot going on everywhere and plenty of weirdness, anomalies and general insanity and chaos. It's time to get and remain where you honestly want to be and no more waffling around or waiting for someone else to "fix" things or do the hard work for you. It ain't gonna happen. Team Dark is doing its best to collect as many humans (energy producers) as they can before the cutoff point to switching or changing timelines/worlds/realities etc. arrives. Pay attention, be smart, be honest with yourself and do your very best to get in and remain in your High Heart and radiate that and you'll be fine. Who & What Do You Love? |
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Post by katerinalouise on Aug 17, 2015 12:14:44 GMT
This recent (Aug. 2015) blog post by Lisa Renee explains a lot of what many have been feeling and dealing with for weeks or months now. The Separation of Worlds & Timelines is happening now and will continue for another couple of years and because of all this there's a lot going on everywhere and plenty of weirdness, anomalies and general insanity and chaos. It's time to get and remain where you honestly want to be and no more waffling around or waiting for someone else to "fix" things or do the hard work for you. It ain't gonna happen. Team Dark is doing its best to collect as many humans (energy producers) as they can before the cutoff point to switching or changing timelines/worlds/realities etc. arrives. Pay attention, be smart, be honest with yourself and do your very best to get in and remain in your High Heart and radiate that and you'll be fine. Who & What Do You Love? |
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Post by katerinalouise on Aug 17, 2015 12:16:02 GMT
This recent (Aug. 2015) blog post by Lisa Renee explains a lot of what many have been feeling and dealing with for weeks or months now. The Separation of Worlds & Timelines is happening now and will continue for another couple of years and because of all this there's a lot going on everywhere and plenty of weirdness, anomalies and general insanity and chaos. It's time to get and remain where you honestly want to be and no more waffling around or waiting for someone else to "fix" things or do the hard work for you. It ain't gonna happen. Team Dark is doing its best to collect as many humans (energy producers) as they can before the cutoff point to switching or changing timelines/worlds/realities etc. arrives. Pay attention, be smart, be honest with yourself and do your very best to get in and remain in your High Heart and radiate that and you'll be fine. Who & What Do You Love?
Here, here Denise .....what would we do without Lisa Renee! Love her! KaterinaLouise |
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Post by dolphin on Sept 11, 2015 1:57:59 GMT
When Denise released her latest blog/article re: Dealing With Attacks While Embodying More NEW Light Codes,(thanks Denise) I knew exactly what my experiences where telling me. It was so 'direct' and a different vibration to what I had so nicely being feeling beforehand. So much I wondered how it could possibly 'be' at 'me' the visitation of TD energies. I notice this with my husband too, when old shit/dramas was re-entering his physical zone. As is the case, one makes peace/harmony with oneself.... I went about my practices for much of the week, tuning in much more deeply than ever before to transcend and maintain good vibrations! Even the dog was with me on this  A big part of my transcendence program is 'art', where I am actually doing my own masterpiece and sensing/painting the journey through it. As I was painting I felt a coming headache and a pulling of senses, like off-balance & vertigo. I firmly have being ousting any old TD entity magic about earlier in the morn, and also therapies of acupressure, but this felt a big demanding insistence to come through. I kept firm saying NO CONSENT, which didn't quite settle the symptoms, but then a voice said: there - are- voices - in - your - head. Yikes!, I knew instantly this was TD INTERFERANCE with my harmony/ my body. The moment I instantly recognized who/what they where 'doing' in my Realm...the headache & symptoms instantly stopped. Whilst I have learnt to recognize TD after the event, this is the first time I have caught them in the act or, at the actual time, of same-space. This seems important to know their programming...since being taken UNAWARE, is a big part of it. It appears it was an attempt to work-over my reality and my situation(s) as the come to hand. Is anyone else experiencing such sudden downward unexplainable shifts in energy even when at home & alone in 'good' space' ? |
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Post by jnewman77 on Sept 11, 2015 12:51:40 GMT
Dolphin I have. I have had some beautiful mornings, going about my business, exercising feeling good, then BAM! I am hit with headache, nausea and vertigo to where I just need to lay down. The other afternoon I was sitting in my backyard relaxing, enjoying nature while listening to some of my favorite music and I see a dark shadow pass by out of my peripheral vision. It was about 10 feet away and about 4 feet tall. I said out loud. LEAVE! NOT WELCOME! and went through my usual thought process of banishing dark entities. It was daylight and I thought WOW! That takes balls showing itself to me in mid afternoon! They are getting more desperate and just right in our faces. I am prepared to fight! The unaware thing must not be working for them because they are being more direct in their attempts.
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Post by blueraygirl on Nov 14, 2015 1:28:37 GMT
Sooooo. A mega shit storm's gone down in Paris tonight.
A bombing, shooting, & hostages taken at a fucking concert hall. Roughly 100 dead. When people just wanna go to a fun music gig on a Friday night. Ugh.
Smash n grab tactics anyone? Denise Le Fay talks about this at her blog highheartlife.
How much more of this shit before the split?! I've run out of patience for sharing this reality with such fucking evil & immense suffering. And the worst thing is, when I found out about all this I realised that I simply don't care. About any of it! I'd like to say it's a healthy spiritual detachment but I don't think that's the case.
I so wanna go home right now. I'm sick of this place & it's violence & insanity. I feel like prayers are a slap in the face for those that died or were severely injured in the attacks. I mean, prayers aren't exactly gonna bring those people back to life are they?!!
Excuse my anger, I'm just sick of this shit now and I have such little regard for anything in this dimension. Really do think I'd be better able to help from the other side of the veil, so to speak.
Sorry for the bitch-fest/angry rant, just needed to get that off my chest amongst people that are awake & aware.
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Post by spindrift on Nov 14, 2015 1:40:14 GMT
i just watched some on the news, which i seldom watch, but had read your other post about it and had to see what was happening in paris. evil, evil, evil works. i don't even know what to say about timelines or whatever. this is where we are, on / in this beautiful planet ravaged by darkness.
i don't know what we're supposed to do or feel or think amidst all this violence.
sad sad day, sad sad world
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