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Post by jnewman77 on Nov 17, 2015 14:53:13 GMT
When I watched the live feed Friday night of the Paris incident unfold my first thoughts were. "false flag". I watched the police basically standing around by their emergency vehicles. (they had not entered the theater yet) and it reminded me of Sandy Hook and how there were no bodies coming out of the school and the police were just standing around doing seemingly nothing. However, I did see bodies being removed later on the Paris news so I do believe people died. But I do indeed think this was a fear tactic for feeding the powers that be. I didn't put much energy into it. I have felt physically ill since it happened. Beginning to feel a little better. Saturday night I had been asleep for maybe an hour when I opened my eyes to see a neon blue ring of light up by my ceiling. Then I saw a dark shadow thing try to snap it up, or eat it. At the same time I saw this my dog started growling and barking while looking at the same place I was. This woke up my husband and he scolded the dog. I said groggily to my husband. Its ok. I saw what he saw. When I woke up a bit more I layed in my bed feeling unsettled. I was not sure what I just witnessed but I didn't feel good. I sent out light to my surroundings and the feeling eased off. The dark is making its last stand. Lets stay focused on the light. Its the only way. Don't fear, don't feed the beast. Let it starve! Send light to the people of Paris and pray that they will heal.
Yesterday morning I happened to catch a little of what President Obama was saying in speech at the G20 conference about Paris. All I can say is Wow. He did a terrible job. He really looked foolish. Stay in the light, eyes open, no fear. Hugs.
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Post by sainte on Nov 18, 2015 4:50:33 GMT
How huge are our hearts right now? my heart chakra is enormous, its bigger than the room i am sitting in.. So for me the paris stuff, even though im sure Mossad and co are behind it, its very hard not to naturally be saddened and i dont think i send love to anyone ever really, but more or less hold my love and heart energy in a universal grid of support for humanity.. People died. I find it cold when people say they cant give any feeling or emotion to the recent paris incident..
We need to hold our hearts and love in a high, strong grid of universal support..
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Post by jnewman77 on Nov 18, 2015 14:49:18 GMT
I understand what you are saying Gail. When I send "light" to a part of the world it is to heal our planet. When events like this happen it creates a fracture on/in humanity. Sending light is not necessarily sending love, my perception is to send light to shine it on the dark. For me it does not take much energy to send out light. Its a thought, an extension of what I already am. I understand the dark feeding/harvesting on peoples fears and sorrows. That's not my intentions. No feeding here! Neutrality. Sending light via neutrality. ♥♥♥
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Post by spindrift on Nov 19, 2015 4:36:31 GMT
i really think we have something here. i was just rereading the post-paris posts and really feeling it in my heart, as sainte and gail say, big open heart. expansion of Self as Divine. that's all we have to do.
i have so much going on in my heartmind, and had a great (though rather focused on the darkness, as would be expected) session up in the redwoods today. want to share but feeling overwhelmed. big attacks every night / morning.
beings said it's the darkest most noncompassionate draconians, faceless they're so evil. the ones i deal with.
and they laugh at us, that so "few" innocents in paris being maimed / murdered should cause such a ruckus amongst us wee earthlings, whom they view as toys. including the young ones used to do the murders.
their plan is twofold: (1) break out hearts, including those of the lightworkers of various kinds; and (2) make everyone numb and resigned to mayhem and chaos and slaughter and massacres, city by city around the world.
they said that since what the dark ones thrive on is war and terror and grief, etc., we should "Be in Peace." that didn't quite feel right to me. it seemed like something i had to think myself into. i tried to express that i thought it better to "Be Peace." and that resonated fully within me. "Be Pure Love." and so on. i was told that this was expressed beautifully (why, thank you, lol) and was exactly correct. BE, as several have said here, that which we are here to be.
"Be That With Which You Can Overcome That Which Seeks to Overcome You, in All Your Goodness." they just said now.
create fields of creation that are REPLETE WITH GOODNESS.
that's what we're here for.
no need to send anything anywhere, just find that rightness and expand it out infinitely....
does any of this make sense?
love,
spin
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Post by jnewman77 on Nov 19, 2015 13:33:33 GMT
Spin makes perfect sense. That is how I have been feeling. I am tapped into just "being" what I already am. What we all already are. We are light, peace, an energy of greatness connected to source. Its a knowing, a feeling and it feels effortless. So many times in my past I was lucky to get a glimpse of feeling this way. It was an endless struggle to find and was fleeting, yet left me with a wanting to feel like this all the time. Maybe that is what this new energy has brought to us. The ability to rightfully step into our power, own it and "be" it. Last night I felt like I had been battling more darkness during the first few hours of sleep. But I was fighting along other light warriors. This battle is far from over. I too have seen many things. It reminds me of when I was a child, I would pull the legs of Daddy Long Leg spiders and watch them twitch about. The dark have had their legs pulled off, yet they don't know it. They are still twitching and fighting for what they think belongs to them.
Remember what Glinda, the good witch in the Wizard of Oz, says to the Wicked Witch of the West when she comes to Munchkin Land to seek revenge on who killed her sister. She reaches for her dead sisters powerful shoes but to no avail. Glinda tells her, "Be Gone! You have no power here!" The dark just hasn't quite realized their power is gone yet can still seem to terrify some (the little munchkins) but not the Glinda's of the earth. They have NO POWER over us anymore unless we give it to them.
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Post by katye on Nov 19, 2015 23:08:09 GMT
There's a scene in the movie "Inception" where Leo is sitting at an outdoor cafe and the world goes into a state of chaos and he instructs his colleague to not react, just stay calm and it will all fade away (it's Been a while since I saw that movie so I may not have it all right) but that scene impressed me, at the time. I don't like giving power or attention to dark forces. It's like giving a petulant child your attention during a temper tantrum; it's best to let it run its course and deal with the issues when things are calmer
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Post by spindrift on Nov 20, 2015 1:27:27 GMT
just hope they don't pay attention to you. dealing with them directly is something entirely different from what you're suggesting. there is no choice. there are approaches to dealing with them, hard earned to put it mildly, but ignoring is not on the list of options.
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Post by sainte on Nov 20, 2015 3:09:02 GMT
It just shows us all here that we are all having different experiences from each other.. I have known spindrift for many years and others going through what she is, as i have myself, but managed to clear it all, and katye's (sorry for mentioning your name) version is great on paper for a chunk of people on easy street, in terms of dark work in their ascension, but falls flat as a pancake for the ones doing the hard yards..
And im not saying people not having such severe demonic problems are having it easy, as such, but it could be a whole lot worse.. Ive dealt with spindrifts stuff directly, we cant do phone calls cause i have had to get a new phone after each call.. Its severe.. And its not because she has a mirror she is holding up, its because she is so light.. Lisa renee has done a few readings on her and i have listened to the tapes, its nothing she is creating, its not something that can be broken like a scene out of inception.. Its brutal force..
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Post by spindrift on Nov 20, 2015 3:18:57 GMT
yes lisa renee told me (i had two long sessions with her when she was still doing them ... and still, after two years in es she asked me to leave because the dark ones i deal with were messing with her group too much). it has to do with the abrahamic religions. clearing out the hell underworlds from all the death caused primarily by christianity ... really, it's huge and i can't beg my way out of it. the work isn't done until it's done. sainte was able to clear whatever it was he was dealing with, but difficult energies still come his way because he has shown himself to be powerful and they don't like that. we just can't know exactly what others are going through. i really almost lost my mind the other night with all the torture, and i've been going through this for years. the main thing is to create fields of light and join them, creating synergies, beautiful fields of creation, and don't let them divide us. even if we can't understand what others are going through. some judgments that aren't even necessarily meant as judgments pack a whallop energetically. the dark ones are all too happy to use them against us. i don't know how to explain it. same old thing: it's so complicated. just don't assume you know anything about what someone else's gig involves. even if it makes you feel uncomfortable that ignoring the dark ones doesn't make them go away. if they're not having at you, it's not in your work, so be GLAD. but don't assume it's true for others. the many evil controllers and manipulators and hurters do still have power. i'm sorry.... look at the world. but there is a Divine Plan, and we have to trust in that and have faith in ourselves as Goodness. ok? not that you have to agree with me. we each have to feel our way through. but it's good to share these different perspectives. i guess. sometimes i just want to hide away (as i do from the world, mostly) and not have to "defend" myself. ugh. i don't want to do that. but somehow i'm feeling the need to express this point of view, that of those of us being friggin' thrashed to bits. kisses and hugs, spin
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Post by jnewman77 on Nov 20, 2015 13:21:40 GMT
Spin-since my childhood I have been tormented by dark things, through dreams, visits and such by demons, trolls, spirits etc. I would be terrified. This carried on my whole life. I don't think to the extent that you have talked about here. But they have tried to control me through fear. And believe me, I was afraid many many times. Paralyzed. They don't go away. I know that. In fact I had to expel one or some from my home just last night. I have been seeing black bugs about the size of a quarter flying around inside my home. This is not normal. When I saw one of them again last night I commanded it to leave. My home! My space! Not welcome! I haven't seen one since so we shall see. I am glad I have not experienced what you have. You are a strong being of light and seen as a huge threat to them. May God and the light of Christ bless and protect you. I do know from my experience that fear feeds them. I have a command I use to expel them from my presence and home. It depends on how long and how many times I have to say it by the threat of the entity and how strong it is. . In the past I have saged my home which helped temporarily. I haven't done that for a few years.
Anyway, your are correct. Ignoring is not an option. Standing strong in your light and commanding them away is an approach that works for me. No fear. I'm sure you use your best options and fighting these things. I would love to hear your approach to dealing with them. ♥♥♥
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Post by jnewman77 on Nov 20, 2015 13:28:31 GMT
Amen!
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Post by jnewman77 on Nov 20, 2015 14:45:18 GMT
I have seen that movie a couple of times. Great movie by the way. I understand what you are saying here kayte. Ignoring darkness is a way of "not" giving power to them but I think its only temporary fix. They will come back stronger and make themselves be known. The moment I feel that dark energy I face it. Call it out and demand it gone. Even then, it will come back later in a different form. We all handle TD in different ways and we all need to do what works best for us. No judgments, just light. When sainte and spin talk about clearing I'm not sure what that means for them. For me it means letting go of the darkness within myself. The regrets, the pain, the losses, the mistakes, the fear. Oh boy, the fear. There was a point in my life that I was actually afraid of fear. All things TD feeds on. Stepping into our power and light, owning it, claiming and expanding it helps to keep those meanies away. Its what I call preventive maintenance. Some situations do call for letting the darkness pass, letting go and moving on.
Here is what I know. Our path and experiences are different for each one of us. Some have more up close and severe experiences, some lighter. Yet everyone of us on this forum came here to learn more. To share with others that are going through similar experiences. We may be at different levels of this process, yet we are the same. Lightworkers. Our jobs are different. We all signed up for it and taking care of different things. Yet we all carry light. Those of us here are sharing their difficult situations are a great way in which we can learn from. The purpose of this forum I believe is to create a safe place to share and talk about the process. Once we lose that TD has high jacked it. I don't want that! I enjoy talking and sharing with all of you. ♥♥♥
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Post by katye on Nov 20, 2015 16:08:20 GMT
I'm not sure anyone going thru this process has it any harder than another. We each have different perspectives and different tools to deal with our experiences. Saying one experience is harder than another is a judgment call and open to opinion. Not giving emotional power to something happening "out there" is my way of dealing with it and it's working for me. I am not looking for anyone to agree with me, just sharing my perspective is all
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Post by spindrift on Nov 20, 2015 18:47:41 GMT
jnewman, you asked how i deal with attacks. i just wrote this in the new loosh folder, and it's basically what i do. it sounds simple but has taken years ... also the draconians keep finding new ways to block me, so i've had to develop what the Ups call my "internal navigation system" to keep bypassing their blocks and do it anyway.
you basically said the same thing. it's a matter of degree, i guess, depending on the beings we're dealing with at the moment. some entities can be catapulted out (have you heard the ceiling crack when you do this?), but others ...
anyway, this is it essentially:
remember who we are, become our avatar selves, call on Divine Will and hold steady. expand as the Goodness that we are.
(i would add to retain purity of intent in our creational fields and clear out that which seeks to hurt us. they might hurt our bodies, but they can't change who we really are.)
sometimes they keep attacking anyway. they've gotten so good at it. but i am getting better at it too. at connecting Up and such. holding a steady frequency that eventually makes them back off for the time being.
i can't change the damage / morphing they've done to my body. the pets they've murdered. and other things in the physical realm.
also talking with them, sometimes i've been able to say something that stumps them, makes them shut up and go away for a while. Divine Truths.
this is after twenty years of them having at me.
it's really hell. there's no life. all i have is an ethereal existence that is very real to me and allows me to cope with this work.
it is purposeful, i do believe that, but i think it's also masters training for future creations, so that we know what NEVER to create once we're back out there.
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Post by jnewman77 on Nov 20, 2015 20:21:11 GMT
spin-I don't think you can do anymore than what you are doing. I'm sure you will continue to tweak things that seem to help more. Keep standing strong and up to these creatures. I understand why they attack beings of light, but I don't understand why they hit on some, like you, relentlessly and to such extremes. Like hand to hand combat. I have had some of that, but a lot of my attacks have been on people I love. They use people I love to hurt me and hurt themselves. Either way its a crushing pain. I have gotten to the point of "what are you going to do to me now?" You've tried almost everything to break me and have not been able to. I have come close to insanity and to giving up, but I stood my ground and continued on. Like you said, they can kill the body but not our spirit/light.
As Kayte says "I'm not sure anyone going thru this process has it any harder than another. We each have different perspectives and different tools to deal with our experiences. Saying one experience is harder than another is a judgment call and open to opinion." We all do our time in the hole. Would I trade you spin for your experiences? Hell no! Would someone want to have mine? Highly doubt it! What ever our experiences are were a path to find the source. Not only find the source but fight our demons and let them go. God speed to us all!
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