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Post by katye on Feb 6, 2017 20:15:05 GMT
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Post by dolphin on Feb 7, 2017 3:32:06 GMT
LOL exactly!
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Post by katye on Feb 7, 2017 23:04:32 GMT
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Post by katye on Feb 13, 2017 23:06:05 GMT
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Post by katye on Feb 19, 2017 23:03:41 GMT
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Post by katye on Feb 22, 2017 23:22:58 GMT
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Post by katye on Feb 22, 2017 23:29:40 GMT
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Post by katye on Feb 24, 2017 22:34:11 GMT
inda the way I'm feeling theses days....
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Post by katye on Feb 26, 2017 1:48:09 GMT
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Post by ana on Mar 2, 2017 16:41:39 GMT
Love the HAMSTER WHEEL!!!! I witnessed my friend teaching a yoga class this past Christmas. A friend who has not done the same work I had to do. And she was "working" so hard teaching. Over-working, over-talking, over-thinking, over-competing. And I wanted to say, stop, relax! I could not of course. Her journey. I honor it instead. And her contribution to giving class. However, quietly I sat and so thankfully thought, wow, how lucky am I?? I'm reclining in the hamster wheel while others still over-work, over-exert and I never knew how exhausting it was until I was not doing it and I was watching someone else!!!!!!! How over-whelming. How overly awfully sadly painfully shamefully preciously poorly we push ourselves. God how awful I treated me, once upon a hamster wheel.... I posted her 2 years ago when I was beginning to come out of hiding. I'm more out now, but still coming out!! LOL! Blessings to all of US. I sure hope I meet more like me in the near future!!! And HOLY COW these FEBRUARY energies are butt kicking! UHHHH!!! God be praised. Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you.....
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Post by katye on Mar 3, 2017 23:27:43 GMT
Ana-
You are so right! We have been programmed to work hard and prosper and truth be told I'm "prospering" more since coming off the hamster wheel. Go figure...
I'd love to hear more about your experience with "coming out of hiding." I pulled away from the world a while ago and seriously don't miss it and all it's drama.
And, I agree, the energies have been butt-kicking the last month or so, another reason I keep to myself. By afternoon I can barely function. Reclining in my hamster wheel with a good book is about all I can handle these days!!
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Post by katye on Mar 3, 2017 23:29:25 GMT
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Post by Marcy on Mar 8, 2017 20:51:41 GMT
continuation of my 5 am attempt to imitate the late, great Dr Seuss... The aches and the pains, the headaches and such, The nausea and cravings Are really too much. It's a chore just to smile It's a chore to be nice. The symptoms we're all feeling Seem too high of a price. It feels like we've lost every friend, foe and kin. Our lives are no longer What they once had been. So upward and onward, through thick and through thin. We all will get through this I know we'll all win.
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Post by mlm on Mar 8, 2017 21:08:51 GMT
continuation of my 5 am attempt to imitate the late, great Dr Seuss... The aches and the pains, the headaches and such, The nausea and cravings Are really too much. It's a chore just to smile It's a chore to be nice. The symptoms we're all feeling Seem too high of a price. It feels like we've lost every friend, foe and kin. Our lives are no longer What they once had been. So upward and onward, through thick and through thin. We all will get through this I know we'll all win. What?? I don't see my post and Katye's post now has my name on it?? I did NOT do that. Maybe there's a learning curve here??
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Post by mlm on Mar 8, 2017 21:38:15 GMT
Katye - this is Ana, but I finally signed up and my initials are actually MLM. You can call me either! You asked me about "coming out" or back into the world - I'm a little thrown by the structure of all this I don't know where or when I'm responding to a post or how to create a post attached as a reply....Hope you get this reply to your message anyway!! I spent many, many years hiding due to trauma, terrible family relationships. I was adopted into an ill family and I was very bright and healthy and thus an escape goat is born!! Lol!! And it is okay to laugh about it. That's how far I've come. But it was a combo of my very, very dense, different energy and knowing something was altogether different about me, fairly young, and just having a difficult, unhealthy family - so poor relationship skills. I'm probably giving too much info! I don't mind now though. My suffering was the catalyst for my spiritual work. Wouldn't have gone the distance without a great need for HELP, and not from the world as much as from God, and heaven, directly. And also from the world, too. So, it's good that it all happened and set me off on my journey. You know how ass kicking it has been the past 5-7 years. So, I wasn't moving much then. To work and often straight to bed and sometimes not to work! I felt like a tomato in the morning on somedays that was run over by a train! Not now, though. Body has dramatically spiritually changed, shifted. And Finally, now, like some "forecasters" say, it's all ACTION for folks like me who were once dormant or "Silent, all these years..." I 'm utterly amazed at my Faith in myself and God and I'm utterly Calm...I feel unstoppable. (And I'm totally freaked out naturally too of course!) WEIRD!!! In a WONDERful Way!!!!! HA! I'm not afraid of people. An equilibrium has been reached and passed even. The young ones I work with, millennials, they are the new normal and I feel at ease now due to the light in the world, so it's okay to go outside!!! Metaphorically and literally speaking! It's OK to tell people how you feel!!! It's OK to make people mad!!! It's OK to go your own way!!! To go AHead!! To pass them by!!! To look them in the eye!!! To LOVE them and let them see ME. And if they don't like me, it hurts but doesn't stop me now. The dark has no longer won. It's less now. Less than Light. The gold, energy, the divine, is more, Now. SO odd and amazing, as I suffered so painfully from self-doubt, once upon a time, and many hamster wheels!!! LOL So, I am TOTALLY exhausted, but the energies resolve and subside quicker now. Chlorophyl helps!! Dark grasses!!! Super green food. And I realize that you CAN do exercise if/when you feel ronky/wonky... (just made that up but sounds right, doesn't it?!?) The exercise, like yoga, resolves it faster!!! And you feel better, not like you are coming apart at the seems again, anymore!! Ok hope I answered that and tell me how it is for you??!
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